The crown prince was completely suppressed by his momentum for a while, and he did not recover for a while. By the time he came back to his senses, Ning Shuo had already walked up to the Spring Shadow, putting his hand on the horse's back and gently stroking its fur.

Lan Shi used to do this a lot. Even if Feast Bell could tell Ning Shuo about Lan Shi's little habits, even if she told Ning Shuo everything Lan Shi told her, it would be impossible for him to imitate it like this.

No two leaves are the same, and no one can turn himself into someone else.

He knew he didn't have to ask for anything more. He also knew that his behavior had once again made Lan Shi sad.

He was not angry, not sad, or even a little numb at this moment, he was just thinking that he had never done anything right in his life.

After Lan Shi was sent out of Kyoto by him, he occasionally looked forward to what he should say if he met again, and what he would do to make up for his previous cowardice, he thought that what he wanted to say must be said to Lan Shi's heart, otherwise, Lan Shi was afraid that he would not talk to him again.

So what is he going to say? He wanted to say that he didn't mean it, he was just scared at that time, so he didn't go to intercede for Taifu, so he didn't go to see him in prison, so that he let King Jin do it, crippled his body, and lost half his life.

He was forced to do so at that time, he was also locked up by his father, he had no choice, there were so many people under him besides Taifu, he didn't dare to make a decision easily.

He rolled these words in his heart, thinking that one day if he met, he would say it so that Lan Shi could forgive him.

It's just that later he didn't have this opportunity to say. Lan Shi died.

He thought he could survive for many years, but it turned out that it was only three or four years, and he didn't get through it.

He has always been timid, but when he knew that Lan Shi had passed away, he also set up an everlasting lamp for him in the Daxiong Treasure Temple.

It wasn't his fault, he later thought. He really wanted to save Lan Shi, and it was all his father's fault. It's all King Jin's fault.

But at this moment, Lan Shi was in front of him, and he didn't dare to push anything wrong to others, because he was afraid that Lan Shi would be disappointed.

The prince muttered, "Why did you come back? Aren't you dead? ”

Ning Shuo: "If I don't come back, who else in the world will overturn the case for me and my father?" ”

The prince hurriedly denied it, "I have it, I have it, it's just that my father doesn't love me, he doesn't love me!" He made it difficult for me in every way, he has always cut me with a knife in my heart, Lan Shi, you believe me, I want to overturn the case for you and Taifu, I dare not forget you and Taifu for me all the time, all the time, I dare not forget that you and Taifu are good to me, I am also very painful, Lan Shi, you believe me......"

His voice slowly quieted down, and in the end, tears flowed out, no longer thinking about quibbling, but blindly crying, blindly apologizing, "I'm sorry, I'm useless, Lan Shi, I'm really useless, I can't do anything, I can't do anything right." ”

He looked pathetic.

Ning Shuo sometimes wondered if his father was wrong. He should have beaten with a stick and scolded with harsh words, instead of saying gently to the prince: "Shouke, you can't do this." ”

In this way, he will be able to take responsibility.

He spoke again, and there was a tremor in his voice that he didn't have, and he recalled: "Back then, King Jin was given a bowl of sweet wine dumplings by His Majesty, but you didn't. You just cry. You don't dare to cry to Your Majesty, you cry to your father. ”

The prince also remembered that incident in his memory.

He remembered.

Because at that time, Taifu personally went to the kitchen to cook sweet wine dumplings for them to eat, and after eating, he taught him a lot.

Ning Shuo: "Father personally cooked sweet wine dumplings for you, and he cooked two servings, one for you and one for me." But you are not happy, you think it is for him, I can't eat it. ”

The prince looked up confused, "Really?" I only remember that Taifu cooked it for the two of us. Am I upset? ”

Ning Shuo: "You told your father at the time that your father should give you a person, because it is the sweet wine dumplings you want to eat." ”

The prince doesn't remember such a scene.

Ning Shuo: "After hearing this, my father said to you gently, Shouke, you can't do this. Lan Shi is your friend, like a brother, you like him very much on weekdays, but it's just a bowl of rice balls, why can't you share it? As a prince, you will also reward your subordinates with things in the future, and you must know how to control people. ”

My father said a lot of things softly at that time, and he remembered them all. But the crown prince ...... He looked up at the crown prince, "After so many years and so many words, how many words do you remember?" Every time my father finishes speaking, you don't listen, and you don't remember. ”

"Just like this incident, you only remember that your father recited a lot of teachings and cooked us rice balls, but forgot everything else."

"So then I always wondered, why did my father tell you with kind words, you don't remember anyway, it's better to beat up, after a beating, you will remember."

"You are the prince, you can't beat it, but you yourself know that this is not the reason why your father doesn't beat you, he really pities you, pity you and I don't have a mother, I don't have a mother to cook this bowl of sweet wine dumplings, I pity you being treated coldly by Your Majesty, he doesn't dare to beat you——"

Speaking of this, Ning Shuo's eyes were already red.

The prince was ashamed, as if it were true. He said, "I'm sorry for Taifu. ”

Ning Shuo always refused to give him a good look, "You are worthy, Shouke, you are very good, look at Zhaozhao, how well you take care of her - she is the same age as Yanling, you look at what Yanling looks like, you look at what she looks like, if your own daughter is mistreated like this, can you bear it?" If your disciple bullies your daughter like this, will you be chilled? ”

He said sharply: "Shouke, I made my identity here today, I don't want to hide it, I just want to tell you that I am not for the order of the crown princess, I am for myself, I am for my father." ”

"Today, Zhao Zhao must go, or she will really be buried here. There's only one bloodline left in my family—"

The crown prince has no master, and his idea of leaving Zhao Zhao has been shaken when Lan Shi suddenly appeared. He can leave Zhaozhao, but he can't leave Zhaozhao in front of Lan Shi. He has no face.

But he was very reluctant. He is really different to Zhaozhao. So, in a hurry, he said another stupid thing that he regretted.

He said, "Isn't there still you at home?" ”

After saying that, he suddenly fell silent.

Sure enough, after many years, when Lan Shi was angry, his eyes were still cold. It's just that it used to be against King Jin and those people, but now it's against him.

He heard Lan Shi say, "Me? ”

Ning Shuo: "Shouke, take a good look, the bones and blood of my body, the skin of this body, where are there still traces of half of Suilan's time?" ”

He sneered: "Shouke, you are free, where do you know how to fry life in these four words, how did I understand it in Lingnan." My life was over as early as Lingnan, and from the time I came back to life in someone else's body, I knew that I was long gone, and I didn't think of myself as a Suilan anymore. ”

"I have taken advantage of other people's bodies, and I want to do my filial piety for others. I can't even be considered a father's son, there are many things that you should do. I always thought that no matter how bastard you are, you will take care of your affection for many years, and you will not do anything to kill Zhaozhao, but now it seems that I still look down on you. ”

He trembled with anger, "Shouke, look at me, there are still a few points of the old appearance, your Shouke's longevity, where is the meaning of longevity, it is completely to fry the longevity of life!" ”

The prince wept bitterly, and was so ashamed that he could not raise his head.

He knew that when Lan was here, he couldn't stay Zhaozhao.

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