"Dao Shadow" will be on the shelves tomorrow, and I feel a lot of emotion, and I have often suffered from insomnia recently.

April was the most stressful month of my life, and it's not an exaggeration to say that it's not all about writing books.

I sent the book on March 30, brewing for a long time, full of confidence to prepare to do a big job, but I didn't expect that on April 3, my mother was hit by a car on the way back from sweeping the tomb during the Qingming Festival, and her right leg was completely broken.

Fortunately, except for the fracture of the tibia of the lower leg, there are no other injuries, and the doctor also said that it can be connected, but it will take half a year to get out of bed and walk, and the second operation will be performed a year later, which is really a blessing in misfortune.

But a few days later, my dad had uncomfortable legs and feet to go for an examination, and found that it was a compression of nerves in the spine, which was very serious, and he had to be operated on as soon as possible, and he couldn't do it locally, so he had to go to the provincial capital.

My dad had been taking care of my grandmother, and at this time, my grandmother suddenly felt sick and was immediately admitted to the hospital.

I am the only child in the family, and at this time, I still have to fight with the perpetrator of hitting my mother, the insurance company, every day......

For a while, there was no way to code words, and the whole person was in a huge consumption, so he emptied up the manuscript little by little, and began to face huge update and PK pressure.

I don't say this to gain sympathy or excuses.

Life is impermanent, you don't know what will happen in the next moment at any time, just like the introduction of the book "Dao Ying", all things in the world, including joys, sorrows, happiness and misfortune, are just the eyes of the puff, the bubble in the water, the spring sun, the morning dew, will not last.

Difficulties will eventually pass, and they will come again, and happiness will come and they will eventually pass.

Nothing is constant, we must learn to face and get used to impermanence, and when anything happens, we can have a heart that is as unmoving, true as our own nature.

That's how I kept telling myself to meditate every day, little by little.

I knew it was a test, and it had to be something I lacked, so Heaven was going to give it to me through something.

Things are getting better little by little, my grandmother was discharged from the hospital shortly after, my mother's leg surgery also went very well, and in the process of recovery, doctors, nurses, relatives, and friends have all given me great help and psychological comfort during this time, and I am very grateful to them.

Writing books, facing round after round of PK, it is your tireless daily reading, so that I win round after round, until I go to Sanjiang, every time I see everyone reading and seeing the comments you give me, it is like a ray of light, projected in my heart, giving me great warmth and energy, and accompanying me through this most difficult moment.

Thank you very much, this powerful warmth will definitely be fed back to your hearts, in the years to come, no matter in good times and bad, in happiness and sorrow, you will be illuminated by this warmth, and gain strength.

It's far away, and let's continue to talk about the shelves......

I haven't written a book for too long, and the popularity is almost gone, and the starting point is not my home field ("Eternal Supreme" and "Tianshen Jue" are all QQ reading), in such a fierce environment, to be able to go to now, I myself am very satisfied and grateful, grateful to all readers, editors, friends, I will not be a little famous, there are too many people to be grateful, I am afraid that there will be a leak in the point, and I will inevitably apologize.

Tomorrow is the shelf, and the last day of all PKs.

I will update the second chapter immediately after 12 o'clock in the morning, please order it for the first time, and turn to the last page (that is, after reading it, I will turn the page back, and the words "to be continued" appear in the upper left corner).

After that, you don't have to chase it, you can chase it and raise it while chasing it, and you can watch it if you love it.

More than ten alliance leaders and silver additions can only be postponed, and I really can't bear the update now, and strive to maintain the quality.

I will definitely do my best to write this book well.

The process of writing is also a process of continuous learning, and in the interaction with you, I am still making continuous progress, hoping to bring you the best reading experience and accompany you through year after year.

In fact, it wasn't you who have been with me all these years.

By the way, after the new book is on the shelves, I start asking for a monthly pass.

The rules of the monthly pass at the starting point seem to have changed many times, and I don't know how to get a monthly pass.

Be grateful for everything.

Love everyone.