Chapter 448, Difficult
Hanging up the phone, Huang Ting came to the window, opened the curtains, and looked out with expectant eyes.
Empty.
She raised her right wrist to count the time, and half a minute passed, and there was still no shadow.
Thinking that the nearest public phone room to her home was more than 200 meters away, she began to count the seconds silently.
At this moment, she was a little apprehensive in her heart, a little hesitant, but more anxious.
55 seconds, 56 seconds, 57 seconds.
When the silent count reached 58 seconds, a dark figure hurried over from a distance.
I saw Lu An take a big breath first, and then wave happily to the faces by the window, the smile on his face brighter than a flower.
Looking condescendingly at this man who made her toss and turn and couldn't sleep, and her liver and intestines were broken, in an instant, the complicated emotions just now disappeared and disappeared, she bit her lower lip lightly, and the whole person became more peaceful than ever.
After staring at each other for a while, Lu An couldn't stand it first, raised his head and beckoned her to come down.
Huang Ting didn't react at first, just looked at him calmly.
It wasn't until another minute later that she turned around and headed for the staircase.
The Huang family has its own small building, which has three floors. The first floor is unoccupied, the third floor is full of bedrooms for entertaining relatives and friends, and a family of three lives on the second floor on weekdays.
Going down the stairs, at the corner of the stairs, Huang Ting suddenly stopped, lowered her head to check her body, and then took two deep breaths, and then appeared outside with a calm step and a breath.
appeared in front of the man who made her think about it.
The four looked at each other, and after two seconds, Lu An took three steps closer and hugged her in his arms, "Tingting, I miss you." ”
Huang Ting pursed her lips lightly, looked up at him stubbornly slightly, and said nothing.
Seeing that the woman who had always been very enthusiastic about herself was now silent, Lu An understood that she was asking herself in this way, asking herself for an explanation.
It seems that this girl is not pretending to be any more!
Faced with this emotion that she cares about so much, Huang Ting chose to be straightforward and bold.
Lu An stretched out his right hand and gently stroked her face, and asked, "I called just now, and I seemed to be very tired when I heard your voice, and I didn't rest well last night?" ”
Feeling the warmth and heaviness of her palm, Huang Ting said slowly: "I had a dream last night, and I couldn't sleep after waking up. ”
Luan asked, "What dream?" Does it bother you for a night? ”
"Hmm."
Huang Ting snorted, and then said: "I dreamed that the two of us went to the suburbs for a picnic, and after the meal you were going to climb the mountain, and when I packed up the cooking utensils, I didn't know what was going on, and I suddenly couldn't move in place."
And the top of the mountain seems to have something calling you, you straight start to climb the mountain, I was very anxious, shouting behind my back to help me, I want you to take me, but I left without looking back, and then I cried alone in the suburbs of the mountain, and the cry attracted a few farmers, after they rescued me from the predicament, I wanted to go to the mountain to look for you, but when I looked up, I found that the mountain was gone.
The farmer said that there are goblins around here, and you probably have been taken away by goblins. ”
Lu An asked, "What happened later?" ”
Huang Ting said: "No, I woke up crying and crying. ”
Looking at the people close at hand, Lu An was in a trance.
He secretly thought, this dream has a meaning, does the goblin mean Sister Yu?
was taken away by the goblin, does it mean that Sister Yu snatched herself away from her?
Lu An put his arm around her and asked, "You were quite optimistic before, and I haven't seen you so sentimental, have you read the famous novel "Journey to the West" recently?" ”
Huang Ting half-closed her eyes and said, "Before I met you, I was self-centered, with a good family background, and everyone revolved around me, carefree."
After getting to know you, you fill my whole world, do you know which month of the year I like the most? ”
Lu Ann replied without hesitation: "Those months of school. ”
"Hmm."
Huang Ting snorted, opened her eyes and said: "In school, you accompany me every day, I can see you every day, this is the life I enjoy the most, every day in addition to class, is racking my brains to figure out what you want to eat for Chinese food, what you want to eat for dinner, which restaurant to eat, follow you to walk and watch movies after dinner, and accompany you crazy in the rental house across the mountain, this is our sweet time, at that time I feel that I am the happiest woman in the world." ”
Hearing her dissect her true feelings, Luan fell silent.
After a long time, he asked, "When did you go to Shanghai?" ”
Huang Ting replied: "The tenth day of the first month." ”
I see, no wonder I can't contact her in the past few days, and no one answers the phone call to Huang's house.
Seeing that she couldn't take her eyes off her, Lu An didn't evade, and asked later: "Listen to Sister Lu, did you see me and Sister Yu in Shanghai?" ”
Huang Ting didn't make a sound, and acquiesced.
Lu An asked, "Why didn't you say hello to me and leave?" ”
Huang Ting looked away and whispered, "I'm afraid of disturbing you." ”
At this point, many things are half-open, Lu An thought about it, and said slowly: "Something has happened to me these days, and I have experienced a life and death."
In the next ten minutes, he truthfully told the story of how he and Sister Yu went to Nanyue Mountain to worship and look for inspiration for painting, and were buried in the ground by mudslides when they returned home.
No matter how big or small, except for the small part that can't be said, he picked up everything he can say.
Including the desperate crisis of oxygen suffocation, including Sister Yu's sacrifice of herself at the moment of life and death, as well as how the two escaped later, and a series of things that happened after they came out
At first, Huang Ting listened quietly, but when she heard that the Mercedes-Benz woman sacrificed her life to fight for her man's chance to live, she was stupid.
It is human instinct to survive, but in that environment, Yu Guanzhi, who was born wealthy, still thought about his man, and was willing to leave the chance to live to his man, Huang Ting was shocked, and after the shock, there was a long silence.
At this moment, she was thinking, can she sacrifice everything for this man if she is herself?
In the face of such a woman, even if there is no love, in the face of the friendship of life and death, what is the point of feeding something on the streets of Shanghai?
Of course, a faint instinct told her that maybe it wasn't that simple.
But at this time, she couldn't ask any more, let alone pursue it any longer.
Or rather, she couldn't ask anymore.
If she stands in Lu An's position, with herself on the left and Yu Guanzhi on the right, forcing him to make a choice, who will she choose?
Maybe, maybe, I will choose Yu Guanzhi.
Putting aside the looks, temperament and family background of both parties, just by virtue of the righteousness of sacrificing her life, she knew that she had lost.
At this moment, she suddenly felt a little hateful.
hated why God tossed her man so much, she died of heartache.
Hate why it's not himself who is trapped in the ground, even if he can't give up his life for a while, but if he dies with him, he has no regrets.
Thinking that he might die at that time, and thinking of all kinds of regrets after death, Huang Ting's eyes were unconsciously filled with tears, and tears swirled in her eyes, and after a while, they flowed silently down her face.
She held him with her backhand, and asked worriedly, "Have you had your head checked?" ”
"It's done, Sister Qingchi took me to Xiangya Hospital to do it." Lu An said.
"What did the doctor say? No problem, right? ”
"No, I'm fine."
"Hmm."
Huang Ting hummed softly again, then buried her head deep in his arms and said, "Lu An, I've missed you these days." ”
Lu An tightened his hands and slowly rested his chin on her forehead: "After I came out, I contacted you as soon as possible, maybe my uncle and aunt were not at home, so I didn't get in touch." ”
Huang Ting said: "It's me who blames you." ”
Lu Ann asked, "What were you thinking?" ”
Huang Ting said embarrassedly: "I thought there was a woman around you, so you forgot about me." ”
Lu An guessed that she was referring to Qing Shui, but she didn't break it out with interest, "Do you know why I was with you in the first place?" ”
Huang Ting said: "I'm beautiful. ”
Lu An was stunned, "You know? ”
Huang Ting pursed her lips and said angrily: "I'm not stupid." ”
After a while, Lu An asked, "Then why did you still agree?" ”
Huang Ting said: "Maybe my brain is burned out." ”
Lu An asked, "Then you blame me?" ”
"No blame, because you warned me beforehand, it's just that I thought you were joking and didn't want to be with me for this reason." Huang Ting said half of the sentence and didn't say anything.
Even if she didn't say anything further, Luan still understood.
She thought she was joking, but she didn't expect the warnings to be true, he really wasn't a good person.
Lu An sighed and hugged him tighter, "Then do you know why I came here in the middle of the night tonight?" ”
"I know."
After Huang Ting finished saying these three words, she raised her head slightly, and slowly said with tears in her eyes: "I've been waiting." ”
PS: I wrote two leave notes yesterday, but every time I send it, there is always a big guy yin and yang, so I deleted it, but then there was a big guy who asked, uh, to explain simply: Something happened, and the update can't help everyone.
In the future, due to physical reasons, I won't stay up late to write in March, and I will write as much as I send every day. In fact, looking at the number of comments, everyone knows that not many people have read this book now, but don't worry about me being unfinished, I will finish this story with a responsible attitude.
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