In his previous life, when Shen Youan was first brought into the circle by He Qian, he quickly became popular because of his beautiful appearance.

At that stage, it can be said that it was so red that it was a mess, and none of the small flowers could be beaten during the same period.

He Qian picked up a bunch of movies and TV series for her in one go, saying that she wanted to film more and hone her acting skills, but in fact, she just wanted to squeeze out all the value on her as soon as possible.

Although Shen Youan didn't know much about the rules of the entertainment industry at that time, she had a good habit since she was a child, that is, no matter what she did, she would put in 100% seriousness, but unfortunately, it turned out that all efforts may not be rewarded.

In high school, she studied so hard and wanted to break free from the quagmire, but in the end she couldn't even take the college entrance examination.

Now that she has become an actor, she must practice her acting skills, otherwise she will not feel at ease with her salary.

Although there is not much left of the salary that falls into her hands after the brokerage company and the agent take a commission, it can be said that it is shabby compared to most stars in the circle, but it is much higher than her tired salary as a waiter, and she is already very satisfied.

So no matter how bad the script is and how strange the characters are, she will also write character biographies seriously, scrutinize the logic of the characters, and even do not hesitate to ask for advice and learn from the seniors of the same crew.

It's a pity that this face is in this impetuous circle, which is a natural original sin.

Because she is so beautiful, the audience ignores her acting skills, and will only stare at her face nymphomaniac and then complain about what kind of things she has three wrong views.

Because she is so beautiful, there will be ugly scandals when she gets close to the opposite sex at any point, and even unscrupulous marketing accounts and competitors spare no effort to fan the flames and create pornographic rumors.

Because she was so beautiful, the company leader made her idea, He Qian drunk her and sent her to the leader's bed, she maintained the last trace of sanity, broke the glass bottle and aimed the broken glass piece at her neck carotid artery, threatening the person who violated her, and she splattered blood on the spot one step further.

At that time, she was too simple and too stubborn, and she went on a rampage with a lonely courage until her head broke and her body was bruised.

Xu was the state of her crazy criticism at that time that frightened the old man, although she let her go, but the ensuing punishment was to hide forever, expecting her to be unable to mix up and crying and kneeling in front of him and offering herself to sacrifice.

Of course, Shen You'an can't be as those people want, the company doesn't give her resources, so she takes the initiative to try out the play by herself, one crew and one crew runs, even if it is a role without a line, she is willing to play, for fear that this face will cause trouble again, she was even forced to learn to change makeup, draw thick eyebrows, paint black powder on her skin, and then put a few freckles and black moles, hidden in the group performance, but it doesn't attract people's attention..q.

There is a big-budget movie with a big director who recruits a stand-in for the heroine, Shen Youan went to sign up, and among more than 100 interviewers, she was lucky to be selected by the director because her body shape was closest to the heroine.

After entering the crew, Shen Youan knew that this was a martial arts movie, and the heroine had a lot of fighting scenes and horse riding, and the female star couldn't stand this suffering, so she recruited several stand-ins, and Shen Youan was a full-time horseback riding stand-in.

During that time, she followed the equestrian teacher invited by the crew to practice horseback riding day and night, and her palms were ground out of thick calluses by the reins, and when she returned to the rental house every night, her inner thighs were almost blurred with flesh and blood, and her pants and flesh were glued together, and every time she took it off, it was a heart-piercing pain.

She also had to prevent the man who shared the house from breaking the door in the middle of the night, and in those days, she would put a knife under her pillow to defend herself, and she didn't dare to sleep to death.

It's hard for Shen You'an to say how she persevered during those days, every late night she healed herself in a collapse, collapsed in self-healing, and so on.

Whenever she couldn't hold on, she thought of the man's words on the rooftop that night: "Grit your teeth, hold on a little longer, get through, one day, you will turn around proudly, you will be glad that you are still alive."

So she gritted her teeth and persevered and persevered in every tormented night......

She completed the stand-in riding scene brilliantly, and the director's beautiful and smooth riding skills made the director's eyes shine, and she added a dragon role with a few lines and martial arts movements.

Even if she only has a few moves, she also earnestly follows the martial arts teacher to study and practice hard, and the martial arts teacher is all

admired her perseverance, patted her on the shoulder, and encouraged her to be a talent who would definitely be able to excel in the future.

Shen Youan smiled bitterly and hid the emotions in his eyes.

When she is a popular little flower, Shen You'an, even breathing is wrong.

When she was an anonymous ensemble, the world showed a little kindness to her.

Sadly, this kindness was eventually shattered.

The female star disdained a stand-in to be brilliant and coquettish to the gold owner, and her role was cut off.

The other party waved her finger casually, and she couldn't get along in the group performance circle.

At the height of her poverty, a great temptation was set before her.

As long as she nods, she will still be a bright and shining beauty in the entertainment industry, and a female star who holds the moon with stars.

To do this, she had to sacrifice her principles and freedom, her body and her soul.

Shen Youan refused without hesitation.

She will never forget the eyes in He Qian's eyes looking at her, full of mockery and compassion.

"I pity you for being an orphan girl, so I want to promote you, your offense to Mr. Yu under my bitter advice, Mr. Yu also decided not to blame the past, I thought that you would go to the society to hone your mind, and eventually change your mind, but I didn't expect ......."

The man shook his head and sneered.

"You are such a stupid and naïve woman, it opened my eyes, and I admire you a little."

The woman's numb and indifferent eyes, tempered by the cruel reality, are just surging with the last stubbornness at the moment, and she still refuses to bow her head.

Although she was down, her soul was clean and pure.

Although she has been controlled by others all her life, she still pursues unattainable freedom in desperate situations.

It was the first time He Qian saw such a woman in the circle, looking fragile and vulnerable, but in fact, she was invincible, making people unable to start.

If you really want to fight hard, I am afraid that the jade will be burned, and the chickens will fly and the eggs will be beaten.

It's not a wise move to get entangled with such a woman.

It's just this face...... It's a pity.

Shen Youan looked at the man's back and didn't look back, just silently rubbed his frozen stiff hands.

There was no heating in the rental house, and the winter was too long and painful for her.

Fortunately, the landlord is a kind person, and when Shen Youan goes out to throw out the garbage, he often sees food at the door and a life-saving electric fan.

She thought, there are still many good people in this world.

She was in arrears of rent, and the landlord and aunt never demanded payment, and once said to her: "Xiao Shen, I still have an apartment in the East District, there is heating there, the conditions are better than here, we have a fate, I will rent it to you cheaper, the heating line of this old house is broken, I see that the window is still leaking, you better clean up as soon as possible and move in in the next few days."

Shen Youxin thought that since she decided to stay away from the entertainment industry, she should find a job as soon as possible, save some money and go to night school, make up for the missing academic qualifications little by little, take your time, and she will always get out of the predicament.

But before she could move to her new apartment, on a snowy night, the cold wind howled from the leaky window, which froze her cold.

She didn't take it seriously at first, and when she realized that something was wrong, she dragged her sick body out to buy medicine.

That night, the cold wind was biting, and it was the coldest winter since Shen You'an realized it.

Outside the sidewalk, there are occasional cars hurrying by.

She stepped on the snow with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and the street lamp shone in the snow, pulling her shadow long.

Shen Youan subconsciously looked up at the sky, the lonely moon was hanging high, and the faint cold light shone on his body, as if he was wearing a layer of silver-white gauze.

"You're the only one with me forever."

She suddenly felt cold, a cold that went deep into her bones, a cold that made her soul tremble with fear.

This subconscious uneasiness made Shen You'an's breathing suddenly short, she supported a big tree on the side of the road with one hand, and grabbed the neckline with the other, trying to vent the sullenness in her heart.

Across the road, a sedan was parked at some point.

A tall man bent down from the car, and his appearance, let

The moonlight dimmed a little.

The man pulled out a box of cigarettes from his coat pocket and pulled out one and put it in the corner of his mouth.

Thinking of something, he finally took the cigarette down and rubbed it on his fingertips.

The man pinched a cigarette in his fingertips, frowned, and crossed the road.

I just walked to the middle of the road and looked up casually.

The silver-white moonlight reflected the woman's pale face, which was the good color of the flower and the moon, but it became distorted and hideous because of the extreme pain, just like this bleak and cold winter night, tearing open the corner of tyranny and dragging innocent souls into eternal darkness.

The "pop" smoke fell from the trembling fingertips, and rolled under the wheels that flew by, being mercilessly crushed and scattered into mud.

Shen You'an fell, and in her blurred vision, she saw someone running towards her across the road.

It was originally a road with few vehicles, but at this moment, for some reason, several cars suddenly poured out, whistling and driving into the distance with the wind and snow.

The man desperately crossed the traffic, in exchange for the driver's angry scolding.

Shen Youan's last sight was the moon in the sky.

Big and round, it reminded her of the last Mid-Autumn Festival with her father when she was five years old, and she fell on his father's knees and listened to him tell the story of Chang'e running to the moon.

The heat in her body is gradually draining, and her consciousness is becoming more and more erratic, and her life flashes like a marquee.

Finally, I was relieved.

In the moment of sinking into eternal darkness, someone roared in her ear.

It turns out that passers-by will also be sad for her?

In this life, although there is a lot of displacement, there is always something to be thankful about.

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The girl in the red riding dress on the horse was dazzling and brilliant, and her heroic posture was sassy, and all the eyes of the audience stopped for her.

They saw the girl's calm and confident demeanor, but they had never seen the thousands of days and nights of collapse and torture.

They had seen the girl's freedom and freedom from the reins, but they had never seen the pain of the worn flesh being torn apart by the sticky clothes.

The edge of the sword is sharpened, and the fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold.

If you want to make fine gold and beautiful jade, you must be tempered from the fire.

She never regrets the choices she made, and every step is a must in life.

After all, there is no such thing as her in the past, how can she come to Shen Youan today.

She has no scruples, believing in the reins and galloping.

The heroic posture of the horse released the light unscrupulously, and since then it has become the most beautiful scenery that everyone present can never forget.

Gao Yucao's slap was about to be slapped, "An An, you are amazing."

Shen You'an's stables are completely an ornament, Shen You'an even rode a horse around the training ground, and this little pony is also steady, running with a good step.

One man, one horse, free as the wind.

Behind him, the horse's hooves were rattling, Shen You'an looked sideways, and Leng Yunyang chased after him, with a pair of peach blossom eyes affectionate.

"You always surprise me."

The girl's chin on the horse was slightly raised, and the corners of her lips were slightly hooked.

"Young Master Leng, are you thinking too highly of yourself?"

She makes no secret of her edge, and there is no need to hide it when she treats people she hates, otherwise she will only kick her nose even more.

Leng Yunyang raised his eyebrows, suddenly leaned over, and approached Shen You'an: "Do you dare to play a game with me?"

Shen You'an's calf clamped the horse's belly, and the pony jumped out like a sharp heart, breaking away from Leng Yunyang's approach.

The girl's cold and arrogant ridicule came from the wind: "Miss Ben is not in the mood."

Leng Yunyang laughed loudly and drove the horse to chase after him.

Yan Lu said in disbelief: "I didn't expect Shen You'an's riding skills to be so good, real people don't show their faces......

Coach Guan's riding skills are also very good, but there is no beauty at all, but Shen You'an rides a horse, it is so good-looking, I can't tell what it feels like, it is very beautiful, especially eye-catching, like the morning sun is vigorous and bright, like the breeze coming and going freely, as if nothing in this world can trap her.

Luo Yunqi's palms are about to be buckled, Shen Youan is out of the limelight today, and those boys don't have their eyes

For a moment I didn't pay attention to her.

Jiang Shengyao's eyes lit up, and he rode his horse to catch up: "Wait for me."

Guan Tao was shocked, and hurriedly rode after him, Leng Shao was riding a time bomb.

Liu Runxi shook his head and smiled, glanced at Gu Bichen, and the two also rode up to follow.

The rest are completely inexperienced novices, who can only watch with envy as the gang gallops on horseback, and then boringly practice the horseback action over and over again.

Gao Yucao has a foundation, her uncle is a shareholder here, and he came with him a few times when he was a child, but at that time, Gao Yucao didn't like to ride a horse, and he didn't think it was fun at all, so he didn't study seriously, and she rode crookedly, and she had to rely on the stables to lead her horses.

Gao Yuxu still wanted to show Shen You'an a good hand after he came, but he didn't expect to be slapped in the face at the speed of light.

Where does Shen Youan need her to teach.

Gao Yucao regretted that she hadn't learned to ride a horse in the first place, otherwise she would be able to keep up with Shen You'an now.

Shen Youan ran a few laps and ran in front of Gao Yucao, looking at her with a smile.

Gao Yucao snorted coldly, "You liar."

Shen Youan raised his eyebrows: "Liar?"

"You're so good at riding, why did you never tell me."

Shen Youan smiled and said, "You haven't asked me either."

Gao Yucao choked: "I don't care, you have to teach me."

Shen Youan shook his head and smiled, stepped forward, and glanced at the horse herd who was leading the horse to Gao Yucao: "Please let go of your hand."

The stableman was watched by the girl's bright eyes, and subconsciously let go of his hand.

Losing control, the horse under Gao Yucao began to kick its front legs restlessly, turning in place, and Gao Yucao was so frightened that he hurriedly lay on the horse's back.

Shen Youan raised his voice and said, "Straighten your back, hold the reins of the horse, breathe flat, don't be afraid, it'll be fine."

Gao Yucao gradually followed Shen You'an's instructions, and gradually found his senses, and his eyebrows became excited.

At this time, Leng Yunyang challenged her again: "Shen You'an, don't you dare to race horses with me?"

Gao Yucao snorted coldly, "This person is really annoying, and the ghost will not go away."

Shen Youan raised his eyebrows and said to Gao Yuxu, "You practice slowly, wait for me for a while."

As soon as the words fell, the horse turned its head and ran straight towards Leng Yunyang.

Leng Yunyang propped his elbows on the horse's neck, and looked at the fiery red galloping forward, even on the back of the horse, this guy had an indecent lazy look.