Chapter 34: They're Two Parasites
Just staying by the side of a man she likes in such an identity, no matter what time it is, is something that a woman will never be able to talk about.
I didn't go home all night last night, and after Yun Qian came back in that thin pajamas, he didn't want to talk to Song Shuangxue about the previous matter at all.
She didn't even dare to look at her friend's eyes at this moment.
Not to mention thinking about it carefully, in fact, what happened to her and Lin Shen yesterday, both of them knew it well, and Yun Qian had a feeling of self-embarrassment.
Song Shuangxue has always been very clear that Yun Qian is a person with strong self-esteem, and she has never said those who have or don't have in front of her before.
But after something like that happened yesterday, she felt that if she didn't say something in her heart, she would be suffocated by herself.
"Shallow, don't you think what Lin Shen did yesterday was too much, what did he think of you?"
probably didn't expect that Song Shuangxue would be so straightforward in front of her one day.
Yun Qian didn't know how to answer.
Look, although Lin Shen has always been thoughtful. It's just that even so.
But those people around him can still accurately see from the first glance that he treats himself, and this attitude, he has never taken himself to heart.
"Shallow, there are some things I really can't say anymore. Lin Shen has never been a person worthy of your attention.
What's more, who are you, I know very well that you have never been a person who will give up on yourself for love. ”
Lin Shen is like that, he is not worthy of others to pay for him at all.
Yun Qian is not a fool, if it is just for love, how can she put her whole life in one person, and there is no one of her own in her heart.
This shallow can be regarded as being miserable by Zhao Shufen and their mother and daughter.
She's just dumb and eats coptis.
"Shallow, Yunmeng is already at the age of work now, and your mother, I didn't say you. When Uncle Yun left, he left a lot of money behind.
and 10 million given by Lin Shen. Even a noble lady has such a sum of money, which is enough, let alone her. If she hadn't died herself......"
Speaking of the original 10 million, Yun Qian's face seemed to be a conditioned reflex, and he turned pale in an instant.
And looking at her like this, Song Shuangxue's next words were as if they were stuck in her throat, and she couldn't spit it out anymore.
Quiet and silent, in this small space, it lasted for a long time, and was finally interrupted by Song Shuangxue's sigh.
"Shallow, everyone is an adult, although they are giving you a life, but this is not a reason and excuse to kidnap you for a lifetime.
The reason why parasites become parasites is only because there are hosts, willing to cut their blood and sell their flesh to raise them.
Do you believe it, if you are willing to give them all the living expenses for this month every month, Yunmeng's illness will not be able to get better for a lifetime.
And your mother, Zhao Shufen, is a person who is only willing to live in her own world no matter what time it is. Even if you give her your life, she will say that you are lazy and enjoy it, and you are comfortable to death. ”
Zhao Shufen's mother and daughter, what they can realize is always only the use value of her, in addition to these things, everything in Yunqian, her joys, sorrows, and sorrows, she has never been able to see.
That woman can take care of her, and call her mother for so many years. She returned that day from the right bank of Paris, the only place that could be considered her home. In the end, it is impossible to end up being kicked out of the house.
In fact, sending Shuangxue as an outsider can see things clearly, Yun Qian is not a fool, how could she not understand.
It's just that in life, there is always some hope.
She thought that people's hearts would change people's hearts, but it was only a matter of time.
It's all her daughters, since she can do it, and her love for Yunmeng can be unreserved to such a point, then it is absolutely impossible to treat shallowness to such a cruel point.
Even she comforted herself in her heart more than once, her mother is just a quick temper, not to mention that there has been such a big change in the family, she can't accept it, so she naturally wants to find an outlet to vent.
Yunmeng is still young, this pressure is not put on her, who can help her mother bear this matter together.
It's just that she forgot that the Yun family has been bankrupt for more than ten years, and she can't adapt anymore, Zhao Shufen has to accept the reality.
It's not that she doesn't accept reality, and not all mothers can really take their children to heart. Not all mothers can do it, and treat their two children with a bowl of water.
It's not that Zhao Shufen doesn't love her children, it's just that she gave all her maternal love to Yunmeng, and she couldn't even think of sharing it with her.
Otherwise, she wouldn't have kept saying it all when she was just nineteen.
She is an older sister, and Yunmeng is still a child, she has to stay at home to take care of Yunmeng, and the burden of the family can only be placed on her.
And this year, Yun Mengdu is already twenty-two, but at this time, in Zhao Shufen's mouth, she is still a child who needs her to raise.
People say that the more people lack something, the more they will desperately desire something.
Zhao Shufen raised Yun Qian, which was originally like raising a dog. Not hungry, but not fed.
So for so many years, she has developed the kind of donkey who is willing to spend her whole life in front of a donkey. So that one day, I can eat the plastic carrot hanging on my mouth.
But forget that some things have changed since the beginning.
And although Song Shuangxue knew that Yun Qian could usually be regarded as a relatively sober person, but in Zhao Shufen and Yun Meng, she seemed to be unable to carry it.
Obviously, she knows very well in her heart that there are some things she can think of again, but people have never thought of giving it to her, but she is still unwilling to let go.
Over the years, Song Shuangxue has really had enough, Yun Qian pretended not to open his eyes, and he was able to make sure that he didn't need to be woken up by others. That's why today I didn't vomit and was unhappy, and I said all the words in my heart.
"Shallow, there are some things that don't belong to you, and it would be rude to chase them again.
People's hearts change people's hearts, this is just a sentence of poisonous chicken soup.
You have forgotten that the most unjust thing in the world is also the human heart.
You have done so much for them, even if it is a family, you have done enough to be benevolent and righteous.
I still say the same thing, the reward for your efforts can only be two more parasites. You're not too young, you should think about your future. ”