Chapter 50: See you in four years
"Xiao Fang, what's wrong? There will be many happy days in the future, so don't be sad. Hearing Fang Jing's words, Mu Feng said with some uneasiness.
"Yes, I must have you in my future?" Fang Jing suddenly turned his head and looked at Mu Feng mischievously.
"Of course, I predict that you will work in Guanghua City after graduating from university, and I will study at Tokyo University, and strive to stay in Guanghua after graduation." Mu Feng didn't want Fang Jing to be too pessimistic, and wanted to give her hope.
"You predict I'll work in Guanghua City?" Fang Jing asked.
"Look, you are studying in the broadcasting and hosting major of BJ Broadcasting College, which is equivalent to the best major in the best professional colleges in the country, when the time comes, if you don't want to stay in BJ and want to come back, Guanghua City will not have to win you over."
Fang Jing didn't think that far ahead, and let out a soft "oh".
"Wood, can we make an agreement?" Fang Jing calmed down, and seemed to have mustered up enough courage to say this.
"What agreement?" When Mu Feng heard this, he was a little big, he was afraid that Fang Jing would propose an agreement that he didn't dare to agree to.
Fang Jing looked at Mu Feng, paused, and then softly said a sentence that seemed to be entangled for a long time: "I don't contact you for four years in college, and I'll see you after four years." ”
In fact, the sensitive Fang Jing had long been aware that Mu Feng's attitude towards himself was often perfunctory and pandering. She is a person with strong self-esteem, and she has been struggling in her heart, and she has tried to fight for Mu Feng by lowering her posture and taking the initiative to confess and other ways that she originally disdained to use, but there is always a sense of helplessness that she has nowhere to focus, and she is repeatedly entangled in constant disappointment.
She kept reflecting on why this was happening, but she couldn't find a reason, but the feeling of being separated was real.
She is sure of two things, one is that Mu Feng helped her out of sincerity, and spared no effort, without Mu Feng, she would not have been able to get this result. The second is that Mu Feng's feelings for her are not wholehearted, and many times she is passively catering to her, she doesn't know why this is happening, and she doesn't have the courage to directly interrogate Mu Feng.
During this time, her parents have been guiding her to dilute her love and focus on her college studies, but her heartfelt emotions can be diluted if they are diluted.
After getting the admission notice, Mu Feng has not seen each other for various reasons, and she is slowly thinking about her future life under the guidance of her parents. Maybe he is not good enough to attract Mu Feng to his side; Maybe he wasn't smart enough to see what Mu Feng was thinking; Maybe it's because I'm not strong enough to get rid of the fetters of feelings in my heart. Maybe it's really like what my parents said, I should focus on my studies.
Fang Jing was reluctant to Mu Feng deep down, but reality told her that it was the wisest choice to let go for the time being. She was afraid that one day Mu Feng would not even bother to do the superficial perfunctory, so she would be even more unbearable.
Last night, Fang Jing thought a lot and struggled for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage and made up her mind.
"Say goodbye to the middle school years", say goodbye to your past self, say goodbye to your beloved wood, and take the four years of college as the boundary, and let yourself be in another state.
Hearing Fang Jing say such an agreement, Mu Feng breathed a sigh of relief and felt a strong shock at the same time.
He looked at Fang Jing fixedly, unable to guess what Fang Jing was thinking.
"Why did I suddenly have this thought, I didn't apply to Tsinghua University, it is indeed because I like Dongjiang University, there is no other reason."
Mu Feng was a little dazed and asked abruptly.
"No, it's mainly Jue, you and my parents are right, we should now focus on our studies to make a living in the future, people will grow in this life, but study only for a few years."
Fang Jing pretended to be relaxed, and a relieved smile appeared in her beautiful eyes.
Mu Feng still looked at Fang Jing steadily, trying to find the answer from her face.
Fang Jing smiled, let's go, continue to climb the mountain, and see who gets to the top of the mountain first. After saying that, he turned around and ran towards the top of the mountain.
Mu Feng followed closely and chased after him.
The sun disappeared into the thick clouds, the sky was a little dark, and gusts of fresh wind blew, bringing a little coolness to Mu Feng and Fang Jing.
Standing on the top of the Little White Horse Mountain, looking down on the whole of Yuehua County, Fang Jing opened his arms, facing the direction of the wind, and shouted: "Wood, I love you-"
After speaking, he walked down the mountain without looking back, and Mu Feng followed behind at a loss.
After going down the mountain, Fang Jing proposed to still go to the restaurant in the western suburbs to eat.
During the meal, Fang Jing smiled and kept talking about the review of the third year of high school, and the scene of watching Mu Feng play, and Mu Feng carefully agreed.
After eating, Fang Jing proposed to go to the movie again.
I bought a ticket, a drink, popcorn, and entered the theater, and the movie "Godzilla" soon began.
The terrifying and bloody footage caused the audience to exclaim in bursts of exclamation.
Fang Jing rested his head lightly on Mu Feng's shoulder, and the two of them looked at the curtain in front of them motionlessly.
In the darkness, Fang Jing's eyes were full of tears, wetting Mu Feng's shoulders.
After watching the movie, the night spreads.
The car drove to the door of Fang Jing's house, and Fang Jing looked at Mu Feng reluctantly.
"I'll see you off tomorrow." Mu Feng said.
"Don't come, today is goodbye, see you in four years." Fang Jing still said with a smile.
Fang Jing pushed the car door, closed it again, and turned around, tears streaming down his face.
"Wood, can you hug me again?"
The wood rushed over and hugged Fang Jing tightly.
"Fang Jing, remember, if you have any difficulties, please tell me as soon as possible."
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Fang Jing got out of the car and ran in.
"Scumbag, scumbag, scumbag!" Mu Feng scolded himself over and over again in his heart.
The beloved woman is so wronged, but she can't do anything, and she is too much of a failure as a reborn.
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After Fang Jing left, although Mu Feng still went to the machine tool factory every day, his mind was more about reflecting on himself, reflecting on what he had done in the past year since he was reborn, and felt that there were some lessons to be learned, such as soft-heartedness, such as hesitation to do things, such as unclear ideas for future development......
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The night before going to college, Mu Feng's family sat down for dinner together.
When the dishes were all served and everyone sat down, Mu Congli said: "Xiaofeng, the whole family is here today, let me tell you a few things." ”
Hearing this, Mu Feng put down the wine glass he was about to drink and looked at his father.
Liu Lei listened to Mu Congli say the words "the whole family is here", and his heart was timid, and he glanced at Mu Yun, who was serving porridge to his mother.
"Xiaofeng, you got the university notice today, and you will go to college in another place at the end of the month. First, when you go out, you have to take care of yourself, safety is the most important thing, and you can't do risky things. Second, you are still a student, learning is the top priority, learning knowledge, long skills are your most important things, don't always think about making money, the opportunity to earn money will be in the future, now you should put your time and energy on learning. ”
Mu Congli took the porridge that Mu Yun had served, took a sip, and then said, "Third, you don't have to worry about it at home, you just do what you have to do." Remember, you are an adult now, you must not be willful, and you must be responsible for what you do. ”
This is the first time that Mu Congli has spoken to Mu Feng so seriously, and it is also something that Mu Congli has been pondering for a while. In his opinion, Mu Feng may be a little more mature than other children of the same age, but after all, he is still a child under the age of twenty, and he is still a little uneasy when he leaves his side for the first time.
"Dad, Mom, don't worry, I promise you that when you go to college, you will definitely study hard, make progress every day, never do bad things, and will only help others." Mu Feng said playfully.
"Xiaofeng, don't be hippie and smiley, you must do what your father says." Zhou Guilan was not very relieved and advised.
"Rest assured, rest assured, definitely, definitely." Mu Feng said a little positively.
"Call back at least once a week, if there is anything urgent, say in advance." Zhou Guilan said.
"Yes, yes, Mom." Mu Feng said, holding up his wine glass, "Dad, Mom, thank you, you have worked hard all these years, and I will try to make you live a good life in the future." After saying that, he raised his head and drank wine.
"Okay, good, good, Xiaofeng is filial, Mom knows, but now this day is good enough, don't be too tired." Zhou Guilan said, and also drank the wine or tea in the cup with Mu Congli, Mu Yun, and Liu Lei.
"It's not good enough now, it will be better in the future." Mu Feng said with a smile.