I yelled at Xiao Se like crazy: "Who asked you to do this, who allowed you to do this, you will return Bai Zimo to me, without him, what is the use of me asking for this ancient god position?" ”

Xiao Se looked at me with red eyes and sadness: "Ah Lian, this is the only way, you want to save the common people, you want to seek peace in the world, but if you don't get back everything that belongs to you, they will use all these things to control you, so that you will spend your life in the rush, now, you are the oldest god in the Three Realms, except for Bai Zimo, you can get anything you want, if you want peace in this world, you will never dare to make waves!" ”

"I don't want these, I don't care if the world is peaceful or not, I don't want to care about any people, return Bai Zimo to me, take this heart away, and replace him back! Xiao Se, do you understand? I'll let you trade him back! I yelled hysterically at Xiao Se.

I knew I was going crazy, I didn't even dare to look at Aya and them, they sent the seven-petal lotus to help me return to the divine position, I'm afraid I didn't expect it to evolve into the way it is now.

Aya wanted to come over and hug me several times, just like when I was wronged in Yunjia Village, he would take my shoulders, give me gestures, and tell me that I must be strong.

Although he was mute at that time, he understood everything and comforted my heart the most.

But now, I can't wait not to see him, if they don't send these seven-petal lotuses, Bai Zimo may not be able to go this far, it was they who joined forces to kill Bai Zimo.

The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, my emotions were completely uncontrollable, and I just wanted to ruin everything in front of me, and then chase Bai Zimo.

I can imagine how sad Bai Zimo must have been when he watched me disappear in front of his eyes little by little, and how he relied on his own strength to travel through thousands of rivers and mountains, and find my broken soul little by little to repair and cultivate it......

He did things for me that ordinary people couldn't do, but I only went crazy and couldn't do anything.

No wonder Bai Zimo could hear my heart before, I always thought it was because he had sealed it in my body, but it turned out that the truth of the matter was that my heart was in his body.

So whatever I think, he knows.

Maybe this is the concentric contract that Xiao Se once mentioned, I didn't take it seriously at the time, it turned out that everything had already been symptomatic, but I realized it later.

If taking out this heart can bring him back to life, I will definitely be willing.

But I know that Bai Zimo will never come back.

I hate it so much, why I have been so incompetent, why I have to believe the lies of the Emperor of Heaven in the first place, why I promised to go down to earth to find a magic weapon to repair my true body.

Without a real body, I can also fly with Bai Zimo, why do I have to be so inferior at that time, thinking that I am not worthy of Bai Zimo without a real body?

If I could do it all over again, I'd rather I still be just an ordinary lotus flower in the soup valley, occasionally transforming into a shape, singing and dancing with a group of friends, so uncomfortable.

But now, it's too late to say anything.

Bai Zimo is gone, what's the point of all this.

What does the people in this world mean to me?

I gradually lost control of my thoughts, although there was still a trace of reason fighting, hoping that I could calm down, but the bloody scene just now hit me too hard, and even now, my mouth is full of blood.

I gritted my teeth, stared viciously at the nine-tailed fox that was already trembling on the side, and walked towards her step by step, so frightened that she fell directly into the clouds, and said while retreating backwards: "Ah Lian, do you really want to ignore the world for Bai Zimo's sake?" Look at the river city below, it has been flooded! Do you really want to see the world you have single-handedly supported be ruined? ”

"Hmph, it's just a group of ants, it's good to ruin it, it's just a cheap life that doesn't live for decades, and it's still a crime, don't do it! Nine-tails, Bai Zimo is dead, you should die too, I want all the creatures of the Three Realms to be buried for him! ”

There are more and more memories in my mind, and the mana on my body is getting stronger and stronger, but I am more and more controlling my actions, I directly reached out and buckled the neck of the nine-tails, slowly lifted it up, looked at her bruised face and her legs that kept kicking, and sneered: "The lackey of the Emperor of Heaven, don't look at me with this resentful look, it's just strange, you moved the heart that shouldn't be moved, and hurt the people who shouldn't be hurt!" ”

As I spoke, I strangled the nine-tailed fox to death with a direct force in my hand.

"Ah Lian, wake up, you can't be blinded by hatred, how can you bear to watch the weak human race suffer so many disasters, you look at the people below, they are almost out of life!" Aya tried to get close to me, trying to use the little kindness he had with me to persuade me to stop.

How could I stop, go to his worldly human beings, go to his people, I am not the master of the Three Realms, why should I bear their lives and deaths.

I heard Xiao Se instructing those people from the Eight Gates to save people, and to gather the strength of the Eight Gates to save as many lives as possible.

I couldn't help but sneer at him, rushed directly to him, put the ghost on his neck, and watched the sword blade cut his neck little by little, flowing red blood, I immediately licked my lips excitedly: "You can open meat again today, it's still the blood of the ancient Phoenix Divine Monarch, and it's coveted when you smell it!" ”

As I spoke, I threw away my sorrow, leaned over to Xiao Se's neck, pursed my lips, and was about to suck his blood.

"Ah Lian is enchanted, it is her inner demon that is controlling her, Liuli, you must think of a way to wake up Ah Lian, otherwise the consequences will be unimaginable!" Xiao Se let me suck his blood, didn't even frown, and was still trying to wake me up.

My demonic nature has long given birth to an independent personality, and now my body is also demonized, for her, it is the most suitable time to possess it, she has been a shadow for so many years, and she has long wanted to possess this body by herself.

She waited tens of thousands of years for this day.

I wanted to stop what little sense I had left, but now, my body was out of control, and if it weren't for the blood that made me wake up for a moment, I think there would have been a blood cloud rolling here at this time.

"Xiao Se, kill me!" I slowly raised my eyes, looked at Xiao Se and said.

Bai Zimo is gone, and I don't want to live alone, rather than being controlled by the demons and ending up in a catastrophe, it is better to die a hundred times!

Xiao Se's lips trembled slightly, and I wanted to say something, but my body was controlled by the demon again, and said to him: "Phoenix Shenjun, you and Bai Zimo are both equally infatuated, love the house and Wu, although I am a demon, but I am also her, like a shadow, kill me, can you do it?" ”

Yes, they can't do it at all, otherwise they would have been able to punish her when the demon appeared to me in various forms.

Bai Zimo tolerated her again and again, and let her go again and again, it was nothing more than hurting her, which was equivalent to hurting me.

Although I was two different individuals from the Heart Demon before, now that I had returned to the identity of the Ancient God of the Forty-Eight Rank Immortal Lotus, the Heart Demon would naturally become a part of my body.

If you want to destroy the demons in your heart, unless I do it myself.

But I couldn't do anything about it.

can only let the inner demon control the body and stir up this piece of heaven.

My mind has become less and less clear, and I can't even see the people in front of me clearly, I only know that I am controlling those magic weapons to block the people who are close to me one by one, and I myself am lying on a cloud, fantasizing about the time I used to be with Bai Zimo.

I remember when I was in Tang Valley, he said that as long as I wanted, he would take me to travel through thousands of mountains and rivers, and when I was tired, I would find a cloud to rest, and he would make me the happiest person in the Three Realms.

At that time, I was still laughing at him, he was white, lying on the clouds, I was afraid that I would not be able to find him.

He replied with a hippie smile that he had inky eyes, and there was only me in those eyes, so I could find him quickly as soon as I found myself in a black sphere.

There's no going back, there's no going back.

"Sister, wake up, if you continue like this, the Phoenix Divine Monarch will be tortured to death by you, you said before, there is a demon living in everyone's heart, but as long as we are brave enough, the demon will not dare to come out to make trouble, now, do you want to hide and let your demon cause trouble to the world?"

"Sister, I'm Yun'er, do you remember Yun'er? When you first came out of Tanggu, you picked me up and raised me by your side and named me Yun'er, because you said that you like clouds the most, white, and look clean, have you forgotten all this? ”

When I heard Yun'er and Liuli's call, I felt very uncomfortable, but now I am qualified to be their sister.

Let them hate me, and hate me to the core, so that they can kill me.

"Ah Lian, I'm Liu Yiran!" Suddenly, I heard Liu Yiran's voice after a long absence, and I couldn't help but be shocked in my heart, I already remembered him, when I was still Yun Jinlian, I had saved him.

I just raised my hand, but I made him pay for a thousand years of freedom, and I was a willow immortal in Yunjia Village for a thousand years, guarding the mountain temple, waiting for me to come back.

It's a pity that he can't wait for Yun Jinlian anymore.

Liu Yiran turned into a little black snake, lying on the clouds beside me, looking at me lazily: "I know that you are not my Ah Lian, but you have an inseparable relationship after all, she is just a trace of your soul reincarnation, and finally returned to you, I am not as lucky as Mo Jincheng, he retains a trace of his soul, and can find Yun Wanrong in this life, and then continue the frontier, but I can only look at you from afar, and help you when you need me!" ”

I know that Yun Jinlian only treated Liu Yiran as an ordinary friend back then, so for the sake of Bai Zimo, she could fly ashes and disappear, but she only felt guilty about Liu Yiran.

Liu Yiran is a gentleman, he will not win people's love, so he will only help me silently, even if he knows that I don't have him in my heart, even if I know that even if I really wake up, I won't belong to him, but he still enters my consciousness without hesitation.

He didn't say anything to make me stop, let alone wake me up to save the world, he just quietly accompanied me, above this cloud, with me.

"Liu Yiran, thank you!" I said from the bottom of my heart, "Give me the glass tears, and I will overcome my demons!" ”

"You know?" His face flushed slightly, and he transformed into a human form and directly handed me a small porcelain vase: "Actually, even if you have demons, I will also protect you, but I don't want to see you sink like this!" The future is undecided, everything is unknown, you should not give up too soon! ”

I nodded slightly, took the small porcelain bottle, drank all the glass tears inside, and then said: "Everything is because of my inner demons, I will give you an explanation!" ”