He Guangji sat on the hospital bed, his fingers gently ruffling Beth's hair, "He! Before learning to love, he first learned to lose, and after three years, even he may not know what love is, what is called wanting to make up for the regrets of the past. ”

He Guangji can't deny that he is actually an out-and-out egoist, seeing that He Annian was having a hard time, although they are all members of the He family, but what does this have to do with himself?

Until he lost his parents and became a child under the fence, although his parents were unreliable, they would give living expenses, and he still had a guardian in name.

But later, this unreliable couple played some extreme sports, lost their lives, and became orphans under the fence, and his guardian also became a grandfather.

Old Man He was old after all, so he directly asked him to follow He Qiqi.

He Guangji still remembers that his original dream was to be a university professor, to live an easy life every day, earn a lot of money, and not need to be busy, have a wife with similar interests, and finally live a life that everyone envies.

What a pity!

When Beth came home at night and applied the mask, she called Shen Qing, and Shen Qing on the other end of the phone heard Beth today's description, and couldn't hold back her laughter, "That time the two of them fought and went to the police station, and they seemed to be born to deal with each other." ”

Beth was still a little worried, so she could only tell Shen Qing seriously, "Baby, he was originally a madman, if you didn't know about this matter, it would be better, you know that now you have neither broken up with him nor contacted him, this state of cold war, it is really easy to drive a person crazy." ”

Shen Qing put down the brush, and a painting appeared on the easel, Shen Qing leaned back on the chair and looked at the painting carefully, and suddenly smiled and said, "How about you say I am a travel anchor?" ”

Beth fell silent for a moment, and after a long time he said, "It's good." ”

People are really unhappy......

Early the next morning, Shen Qing saw He Annian at the door of his house, his whole person had a certain sense of gloom, and when he saw Shen Qing at that moment, he smiled and did not speak.

Shen Qing turned sideways, "Do you want to come in and talk?" ”

Today's weather is very bad, even if the two of them sit in the room, it is still dark and gloomy, and it is so depressing that people can't breathe.

Shen Qing turned on the brightest light in the house, but it was still a little dark, and he couldn't really see what was going on.

The two of them sat facing each other for a long time, and Shen Qing suddenly asked He Annian, "Are you not going to say anything to me?" ”

He Annian drank the water in the cup, the warm water ran down his throat all the way to his stomach, his body was warm, he found a comfortable position and exuded aggression, "I want to say that in fact, I never wanted to lie to you to believe it?" ”

Shen Qing nodded, "I believe it, but your father has approached me, do you know?" ”

The expression on He Annian's face could no longer remain calm, the cup and the table made a crisp sound, and his voice trembled a little, "So what did he tell you?" ”

Shen Qing let out a long sigh, the first to find him were the two Zuo Jingyun sisters, then He Guangji, and finally He Qiqi, a man who often appeared in financial magazines.

Shen Qing knew for the first time that He Annian's mental state was actually unstable, and he also knew some things in his family, just from He Qiqi's language, he could tell that his family was not harmonious, and even the relationship between He Annian and his father was still a little tense.

But these have become a burden for Shen Qing's girlfriend, Shen Qing knows better than anyone that feelings may be the icing on the cake for these rich people, and sometimes these feelings may also make him an ordinary person fall into a bottomless abyss.

Shen Qing didn't know how he should save He Annian, he didn't even know where the marriage between the two of them that was not blessed by his parents should go after he and He Annian were together, in fact, the most rational attitude now was to withdraw.

Shen Qing is not young now, thinking that even if his parents do not bless this marriage, the two of them are still living well, on the contrary, Shen Qing actually pays special attention to the attitude of his parents, the marriage of two people represents two families, one of the families does not like you, and the future is actually not easy.

He Annian's hands kept trembling, "So you want to break up with me, don't you?" ”

Shen Qing calmly poured a glass of water for He Annian, "We should break up, and you also need to calm down, think carefully about whether you really liked me then and now, He Annian has experienced so many things, I can't feel your love, our love is too thin, I really don't know if you are unwilling or love me." ”

He Annian staggered to his feet, his whole person looked extremely embarrassed, but he still didn't accept Shen Qing's outstretched hand, "The pity in your eyes makes me feel like a joke at this moment." ”

Shen Qing wanted to say something, but He Annian only left one sentence, "As you wish, if you want to break up this time, I won't keep you again." ”

Standing up staggeringly, he didn't even want to look back at Shen Qing, he was afraid that the demon in his heart would be released, he really wanted to tie Shen Qing with an iron chain, so that he could never escape again.

But he can't do such a thing, and once he does, there will be no possibility in his life after that.

When Shen Qing went out from home, he remembered that today's limit was limited, and snowflakes fell from the sky.

In fact, the snow has fallen in the past few years, a thin layer, and Shen Qing has actually not seen heavy snow for a long time.

The weather is a little cold, my face is a little painful, it is in the morning rush hour, and there is no way to take a taxi at this time.

Seeing that the snow was getting heavier and heavier, and a layer of snowflakes had accumulated on his hat, shining through the light, Shen Qing was a little depressed in his heart, so he asked for a leave of absence and turned around and returned to the apartment.

Beth quickly drove to the scene, and he saw Shen Qing sitting on the ground, and squatted down a little helplessly, "You have already decided to break up?" ”

Shen Qing put down his paintbrush and uploaded the latest chapter of the comic, when Shen Qing published his first comic when he was in high school, probably because he was lucky, he also got the first manuscript fee in his life.

Shen Qing sometimes writes a book, draws the male protagonist in his mind, and publishes it on the comic website by the way, and it is updated at the same time as the comic, which also attracts a lot of readers.

Shen Qing originally learned to paint, and his painting style was not bad, which made many readers reward a lot of money.

When Shen Qing was a graduate student, in order to earn more money, and in order to have a home in the city for himself, he published comics and paintings that Beth helped sell over the years, and he also made a lot of money.

Shen Qing is actually very arrogant sometimes, and her invisible self-confidence also makes her a little blind.

Shen Qing let out a long sigh, "I don't know if I was right to push him away at this moment, the situation in his family is very chaotic, and the battle between him and his father has also entered the white-hot zone, and even I may be unwilling for him to just not get it." ”

Beth looked at Shen Qing, and finally asked a little helplessly, "Then do you like him?" ”

Shen Qing's eyes were a little empty, and he muttered to himself, "Do you like it?" ”

Shen Qing himself is a little unclear, he likes it! Shen Qing really likes He Annian's appearance, when the two of them are together, they are also very sweet, they like this kind of thing, it is like an unintentional seed, whether it can germinate or bloom or not needs to be watered and maintained.

Shen Qing had a splitting headache, he didn't dare to take this step of liking, for fear that he would pay too much but be let down and end up being ridiculed, even if this person was not He Hang, even if it was not three years ago, there would not have been such a thing, but Shen Qing was really afraid.

The sequelae left by his youth seemed to have fermented with time, making Shen Qing feel a little terrifying, he was a little powerless and even laughed at himself for becoming a shrinking coward.

Shen Qing still remembered that he went to Disneyland in S City with He Hang, and happened to meet He Hang's mother who was visiting relatives in S City, and the woman didn't like him at first sight when she saw her, and even deliberately took him to a very expensive restaurant.

Shen Qing's hair was permed with a small curl at that time, a little rough, and he was wearing a black fisherman's hat on his head, wearing a simple white T-shirt, a pair of wide-legged blue jeans, and a pair of small white shoes.

Young and sunny students, there is actually no way to compare with those who have entered the society, Shen Qing can feel the other party's full of malice, but at that time, he was fearless and even not afraid of the next difficulties, the greatest courage of youth is that he can face all difficulties with indomitable determination.

Shen Qing faced He Hang and his apology, and he was even able to say with a smile, "In the future, I must become the VIP of this restaurant, and I will wear pajamas when I go to this restaurant to eat in the future." ”

Later, Shen Qing never wore pajamas when he appeared in such a high-end restaurant, and it seemed that he had set up a cage for himself, in order to be able to live a good life, he adapted to such a life, adapted to such an environment, and became the adult he least wanted to be.

Shen Qing looked at his paintings, there was not much innovation, but if he was so decent, he still got the likes of a group of people, as long as everyone liked it, he was a good painting, since when did Shen Qing find that he had become profit-oriented, and became an ordinary person among all living beings.

Beth sighed a little helplessly, "Actually, I was also hesitating between He Guangji and I, and I didn't dare to let you see him before, in fact, the main reason was also because of his family, I don't think I can last long between him Why bother to show you." ”

Beth sighed a little helplessly as she spoke, "This person is indeed capable, and he is quite clean, unlike those people in the circle who play with some flowers, and they do nothing every day, doing what they want to do unscrupulously." ”

"I used to think about finding someone similar to me to marry! Even if I am unhappy in the future, I can divorce directly, and the property is notarized before marriage, and my parents will not say anything after divorce in the future, after all, after experiencing a failed marriage, my parents will not force me to marry again. ”

Beth suddenly smiled as she spoke, "Sometimes I think it's sad to think like this, why do we care about the eyes of outsiders when our family is already so rich." ”

"But who can do as he pleases? It's just a decent life, and you want to say that this is wrong, but most people also live for the sake of decency. ”