He Annian just hasn't experienced the process of girls going from disliking to liking, but when he had a crush on Shen Qing, he actually experienced that feeling, from the indifference at the beginning to the longing later, and then to the fact that such a person appeared in his life plan.

He Annian just frowned slightly, the things he didn't understand for so many years were easily solved, which made him a little sad and lowered his eyes, put his head on Shen Qing's neck, and said in a somewhat muffled voice, "If it's what you say, then I do have something lacking in dealing with the relationship between the two of us." ”

Shen Qing still didn't understand anything when he heard this, he shook his head a little helplessly, "Actually, for this matter, you are too young, if you are in high school in China at such a young age, the two of you do such a thing is called early love, so it is normal for you to not handle such a thing well." ”

He Annian actually knew less and less about Qiao Yi's later situation, but he vaguely heard that something seemed to happen in his family, and as for the specific things, he didn't care about them because he didn't care, so he didn't simply ask him again, He Annian just told Shen Qing what he still knew.

It turned out that something happened in Qiao Yi's house back then, which had a great impact on his spirit, so that night He Annian and his friends went to a nearby bar to play together, and the beautiful girls and lively atmosphere in it stimulated He Annian's heart.

At that time, it seemed that other schools were holding parties, and because of his appearance, He Annian added a lot of points, so that he was surrounded by many girls, Qiao Yi walked in angrily from outside, and his body seemed to be mixed with the cold air outside, a black down jacket, which made his face even paler.

Qiao Yi looked at He Annian sitting in the crowd with some disappointment, he couldn't hold back his crying, and then Qiao Yi asked He Annian a little sadly, "Can we go out and talk together." ”

He Annian also felt that the relationship between the two people made him a little burdensome, and after agreeing, the two of them walked out of the bar directly, there is a particularly beautiful bridge nearby, and the turbulent river is looking down from the bridge, because the arrival of winter makes the whole bridge a little cold.

He Annian leaned to the side and lit the cigarette that had been holding in his mouth, he frowned a little impatiently and looked at Qiao Yi in front of him, "What's the matter?" ”

Qiao Yi's eyes were red, and he looked at He Annian extremely disappointed, "I said I like you, would you like to be with me." ”

Qiao Yi stood in the light, his carefully groomed hair seemed to be dyed with a layer of light, which made his face even whiter, and he looked at He Annian almost pleadingly, wanting to see something from his face.

He Annian shook off the cigarette in his hand, and he said indifferently, "Did I say anything ambiguous to you?" ”

Qiao Yi raised his head and looked at He Annian incredulously, as if he had been hurt by something.

"Did I hint at anything to you?"

"Have I done anything to be sorry for you?"

"Or do you know I like you? And let down your feelings, Qiao Yi You and I are the same type of person, you know better than anyone that other people's feelings are just icing on the cake, and only if you love yourself can it be considered complete. ”

"I've also seen a psychiatrist, I know what your situation is, you know better than me, it's clear between the two of us, you spread rumors and say those things with those people just to keep me with you, but am I not innocent?"

"You turn everything over and over again, your tears are dry, and you show affection and no regrets, but people like you have some sincerity to others, and you really love only yourself, because of selfishness you make a mess of all these things, causing the things you want to hold in your hands like sand in the palm of your hand, and little by little they merge into the desert."

Qiao Yi squatted on the ground screaming a little broken, he looked at He Annian with some disappointment, "I thought I loved you so much, you would love me too, I thought we were the same kind of people, I thought that as long as I pretended to love you, you could also pretend to love me." ”

He Annian was too lazy to accompany Qiao Yi to continue to play this kind of housekeeping game, he knew better than anyone that the so-called love was just the icing on the cake of life, if you didn't like it yourself, then you and this person would have nothing else to do for the rest of your life except for each other's torture.

He Annian didn't want to live such a life, so he rejected Qiao Yi, he had a friend by his side who often struggled in his love life, so he knew about He Annian and Qiao Yi, and after he sat on the sofa and took a sip of wine, he said to him, "In fact, feelings are like a game, if you like it first, you will lose this game." ”

"You may not be able to go to the end with the person you like, but the person who likes you can make you feel more relaxed than ever, and that kind of strong love will make you feel physically and mentally comfortable, He Annian, you may regret missing Qiao Yi."

He Annian listened to these words of this self-proclaimed affectionate person, and felt a little ironic, "According to what you say, the person who likes you and the person you like has never been with you for more than a month, how can you say this?" ”

The friend was speechless, then raised his hand in a daze, made a surrender gesture, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and just lit it, when suddenly there was a voice outside, followed by the arrival of the police, the police car outside kept flashing lights, and all the people from the nearby police station were dispatched.

After He Annian and his party came out, they saw Qiao Yi who had been salvaged, his eyes were closed, and there was no life at this moment......

The police adjusted the nearby surveillance, which can prove that He Annian did not do anything to Qiao Yi, the two of them just had an emotional entanglement before, and it was still Qiao Yi's unilateral behavior, and the homeless man nearby saw someone jumping into the river and immediately called the police.

By the time they salvaged it, Qiao Yi's body had been frozen by the cold river water, and the face of the person after drowning was not good, he lay down like this for a long time, and his parents were a little haggard when they came, and they bowed a little apologetically in the face of the person that this daughter liked.

He Annian's conversation with Qiao Yi's parents knew the news of their divorce, and Qiao Yi's father's side was actually not good to him at all, Qiao Yi was taken back to his mother in junior high school, but life didn't seem to be getting better, and the pain of being young and everything he experienced afterwards had a big problem with his spirit.

Qiao Yi's father is a very attentive person, and he used to make a lot of money, so he was very generous to his ex-wife who raised his daughter, but as he grew older or did too much bad things, he actually had a heart attack.

People are afraid of death, Qiao Yi went to high school abroad, it was about to end, and it was the same when he went back to college in China, after his parents communicated with him, Qiao Yi quarreled with them, refused to return to China no matter what, and even threatened suicide.

His parents found Qiao Yi's friends abroad, and learned from them that Qiao Yi fell in love with a boy, and in the battle between parents and children, even if the parents were so strong, for the children who were stronger than them, they finally fell behind.

Qiao Yi's mother was already very old, and when he received the news of his daughter's death, he was a little broken at that moment, he raised his head and asked He Annian clearly, "Have you two been together?" ”

He Annian shook his head at the couple, "The two of us have never been together, Qiao Yi seems to have misunderstood my behavior, so he chose this extreme way, I'm sorry for this." ”

Qiao Yi's mother just smiled and shook her head, "This has nothing to do with you, it's all a problem between us and the couple, and it's our failure to teach the children well that has had a negative impact on you, and I'm very sorry for this." ”

…………

He Annian still remembers the sad affection on the woman's face, and later he was also troubled by Qiao Yi's suicide, and went to the psychiatrist's counseling room countless times, in the counseling room, he said all his troubles about this matter, and his psychiatrist said to him at that time, "There are actually many reasons for a person's suicide, love may have a great impact on him, but in fact, his parents have a greater impact on him, you don't know what happened in his family, so you won't know what he was thinking at the time." ”

Shen Qing felt a little embarrassed when he heard this, and muttered to himself, "Maybe relief is easy for Qiao Yi!" ”

He Annian looked over, and Shen Qing shrugged his shoulders a little helplessly, "Maybe this sentence is a little cruel for everyone, but I guess the important reason why his parents don't blame you is also what they did to Qiao Yi, causing him to treat you as the last straw in the end." ”

"If you had agreed to be with him at the time, maybe he wouldn't have committed suicide, but there are so many hardships in life, your relationship should be smooth sailing without any twists and turns, if there is a problem in your relationship, then I think his choice is the same as now."

He Annian's throat rolled, and his voice asked a little hoarsely, "How do you know?" ”

Shen Qing said this as if he had fallen into a long memory, and he still felt a little numb when he remembered it, "I know a friend, the two of us had a very good time at that time, his situation is similar to Qiao Yi's, but he has not succeeded." ”

He Annian looked at Shen Qing directly, "Are you still friends with him later?" ”

Shen Qing shook his head in fright, "No, I don't understand why he brought all his suffering into real life, he will never see the hope of tomorrow, and he will only have three minutes of heat to do things, and he will collapse when his life encounters any setbacks, as if his life must be smooth." ”

Shen Qing let out a long sigh, "My friendship with him is also stumbling, he is desperate every day, and he is always wronged when he talks to people, but things are two-sided, and what he does is not so perfect." ”

He Annian actually understood in an instant, so he just stuffed the fried chicken into Shen Qing's mouth, "I know, let them pass the past!" ”

Shen Qing puffed out his cheeks and ate fried chicken, "Yes! Let the past pass! ”

A week later, Beth and Shen Qing had afternoon tea together, Beth heard Shen Qing tell him everything completely, his expression was a little surprised, "Wow, otherwise it can hurt people to leave a message, if anyone can grasp the pressure of public opinion, then this person probably doesn't even have the possibility of a doppelganger." ”

Shen Qing smiled and nodded, "Who said it wasn't?" One link after another, all the means have been thought of, as long as he persists for a while, He Annian may be with him, and in the end, his parents gave him fatal injuries, which led to her final ending. ”