Chapter Seventy-Five: A Happy Night
Shen Qing looked at He Bai with some surprise, but the moment He Bai turned his head, he looked at Shen Qing with a stunned expression and couldn't hold back his laughter, "You won't take it seriously if you're kidding, right?" ”
Shen Qing shook his head a little amusedly, and then said helplessly, "Can this kind of thing still be a joke?" ”
The complexity in Herbie's eyes flashed, and then he stood up directly, "Oops! I was a little sleepy, so I went back to my room to rest. ”
Shen Qing and Beith also raised their hands and glanced at their mobile phones when they were reminded like this, and then said hello, and Shen Qing walked back with He Annian, who was a little drunk.
He Annian was very happy tonight, sitting by the river like a child, he stubbornly pointed to the sky, "Look, there are stars." ”
Shen Qing raised his head a little helplessly and glanced back and forth, "Where did the stars come from?" ”
He Annian was already sitting on the ground drunk at this time, and Shen Qing was also sitting next to him, "There are really stars." ”
Shen Qing was a little helpless, he could only look up carefully, Shen Qing remembered that he was a little short-sighted, so he took out his mobile phone from his pocket, the phone was enlarged, and after a while, he saw the stars in the sky.
"Is there any need to look at a few stars like this?"
He Annian tilted his head and looked at Shen Qing, "Shen Qing, I'm so happy today, really happy." ”
After He Annian said this, he sat there and began to hum a song, what was singing in his mouth Shen Qing couldn't hear clearly, but felt that this melody was extremely cheerful.
"When I used to be, I always thought that I was different, my family background, my appearance, my studies...... Everything was different, and everyone would make way for me at first. ”
"My starting point is much higher than others, but it wasn't until I became sensible that I realized that my parents didn't have the love I imagined."
"Grandpa is getting older, my father is getting older, my father wants to take over this huge business empire, but grandpa is not willing to let go."
"My grandfather has been used to ruling all his life, he doesn't want to make himself look so embarrassed before he dies, I can even feel that as a father, he is jealous of his son, jealous that he has a capable father, and the battle between father and son is in full swing."
"At that time, I became a victim of the competition between my grandfather and my father, my grandfather wanted me to follow him, he wanted me to take over the He Group when I became an adult, I knew at that time that he wanted me to take over the He Group when I became an adult, but he had no choice."
"At that time, when my dad knew my grandfather's plans, he also began to be jealous of his son, he didn't understand why Lao Tzu wanted to skip his son and choose his grandson, and even he was a little proud of being able to control his son's life and death."
Shen Qing felt a little sad in his heart, and patted He Annian's arm with his hand. He Annian was not so sad, it had been a long time, and he seemed to have forgotten the pain at that time.
"Actually, I hated He Guangji very much at that time, his parents were not dead when I was young, although his father was an illegitimate child, but because he didn't go home much, he took millions of dollars every day to travel with his wife and take pictures."
"Everyone looks down on him, and even sometimes he throws He Guangji to the boarding school, and his wife goes to enjoy the scenery outside the Saiwai, He Guangji will be taken home by his grandfather every time he has a holiday, and he has had the fear of being favored since he was a child."
"I deliberately hid my jealousy in my heart at that time, I didn't tell anyone, I was very envious of his parents, although sometimes his parents were particularly irresponsible, but it was not a burden for children."
"Until, that summer, the two of us had an argument over an incident, and both of us were anxious at that time, He Guangji was born to belong to the He family, and he gave me a knife directly with a knife in his hand."
He Annian pillowed his head on Shen Qing's shoulder with some amusement, "You don't know, I was in pain and a little proud at that time, I didn't have the slightest fear of death, because I knew that he was about to be unlucky, and I had to lie in the hospital for more than a month without going to school or seeing my parents." ”
Shen Qing listened quietly, the evening breeze ruffled his hair, the air was filled with the smell of sulfur, and I don't know when the snowflakes on the trees were blown down because of the wind.
He Annian was drunk, as if he had opened the conversation, and also opened his other side, "Later, his parents came back, and the punishment I imagined was not there, but I was reprimanded by my mother." ”
"I was very aggrieved at that time, when my grandfather came to see me that night, I deliberately cried, and then my grandfather took me into his arms in distress."
"My uncle doesn't like me, because my mother is a domineering and powerful person, even if he gets married, he doesn't want to take one less piece of the family property, he fights with my uncle to the death, and sometimes the two of them will fight."
"My grandfather was really embarrassed sometimes, he didn't even understand why, one day his children would be like this, he looked at me like he saw his uncle in the past."
"I knew at that time that he was a little sad, and he knew that my life was suppressed, but as I got older, my grandfather was no longer as strong as he was back then."
"I still remember that my mother was my grandfather during the Chinese New Year, and when I was young, I never raised girls as girls, boys as animals, and girls as men, and my grandfather was very strict with his children, and if he made a mistake, he would definitely be beaten."
He Annian shed tears of sadness when he said this, "That old man was indeed kind to me, but he was not kind to my mother and uncle, when my grandmother passed away, my mother and uncle were in a rebellious period. ”
"My grandfather is very busy at work, and the two children who are in the rebellious period often collide, so my grandfather chose stick education in order to be able to make the two children obedient."
"My mother was very stubborn back then, and she was even unwilling to succumb to my grandfather's strength, and my mother, who was already a big girl at that time, was beaten by my grandfather and bruised, just like that, my mother didn't say a word, and she didn't even want to say that I was wrong."
"So, when my mother knew that my grandfather wanted to marry her to He Qiqi to marry, he was very happy, he just happily married whether he was happy or not, and marrying someone for him was another way to escape from the family."
"Until my mother gave birth to me, his marriage with my father became more and more broken, the two of them never tired of looking at each other, as if their natural aura was incompatible, and my mother also seemed to have become another grandfather, he was a bit authoritarian and arrogant."
"My father was the same, so my childhood seemed to have been spent in sticks, and I sometimes wondered, do unto others as you would have them do unto you, they were so annoying back then, but why would they impose it on their children when they were parents?"
"I really can't figure it out, and it wasn't until I became an adult that I realized that everything they did was wrong, but so what? They have their own lives, hobbies, work friends, and ...... besides their parents."
"When I started to accept the fact that my parents didn't love me, I actually really wanted to kill myself, and as a teenager, I was forced to go abroad, where I had no friends, and the language stumbled seemed to be a problem."
When He Annian said this, he seemed to think of something and tears fell, "You see, the brightest star in the sky must be my grandfather, because he was once willing to blatantly favor me, but then he also left." ”
"Actually, I know that my grandfather's departure is a relief for him, the children will eventually have their own lives, he has worked hard for his children all his life, even if he struggles hard to give his uncle and mother a good life, but after all, he is old."
"I still remember one time when I came back from abroad during a holiday, my grandfather sat alone under a tree and looked at me and said, "Can Lian Po still eat?"
When He Annian said this, tears finally fell, "I knew at that time that my grandfather was very disappointed in my uncle and mother, and I was the only one who couldn't put down the coffee chair. ”
"He told me not to hate my mother, and to support her if I could, even if he wasn't good to me......"
"In fact, our family is like a curse, parents are not kind to their children, and I often wondered at that time whether they would be sad if I died, even if it was sad for a minute."
"But they never seem to be upset for me......"
Shen Qing kissed He Annian's lips with some distress, He Annian's tears slipped uncontrollably, and his heart was deposited little by little, "Do you know? ”
"I'm a man! is very bad, and I am also very cautious, just because He Guangji gave me a knife back then, I hold a grudge to this day, or that knife made me recognize my parents, grandfather, and grandfather. ”
"Later, He Guangji's parents died in a car accident, I was really ecstatic at that time, I stood on the stairs without any expression and watched He Guangji collapse and cry."
"At that time, he probably saw me upstairs smiling, so that time the two of us fought again, but I still looked like a villain, with a hateful smile on my face, and I pretended to be innocent and said, what are you doing?"
He Guangji's whole body was a little broken, and finally he knew that he was about to live a life under the fence, and if he beat me, his life would be even more sad in the future.
Neither of us went to sue, but the two of us began to dislike each other, began to hate each other from the bottom of our hearts, and even felt that the other party was lucky.
Later, when I was abroad, He Guangji was admitted to a good university in China, and the two of us became parallel lines, a little deviation, and one day we will definitely match.
"I came back from abroad and wanted to list my company with ambitions, He Qiqi was like my grandfather's mentality at that time, afraid that his son would be too good, and afraid that this son would hate himself."
"So he began to suppress me, He Guangji became the operator, so tFt was not listed at that time, to be honest, I was really stressed at that time, I drank a bottle of wine alone, but when He Guangji called me that night, I remembered the time when he picked up a watermelon knife and stabbed me."
The smile on He Annian's face grew bigger and bigger, and Shen Qing stuck He Annian's cheek a little sadly, "If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh, it's so ugly." ”
He Annian's whole person hugged Shen Qing's waist like a big dog, "Baby, do you know? How many times have I stood downstairs in your house and tried to break the lock of your house, and I later looked at the lock of your house, and I thought about it countless times in my mind. ”
"I once squatted downstairs in your house and smoked a cigarette for half a night, I was really uncomfortable, I don't know why you don't like me, I don't know why people all over the world don't like me, am I really a bad person?"