One by one, every question is like a feeble roar. Xi Nian's eyes were already red, he pursed his lips, looked at his mother who was already stunned, and finally cried and said, "I'm sorry......"

He wants to be a good boy and can't yell at his mother.

"I'm sorry ......"

"I'm a little tired, let's talk about it tomorrow." Enduring the sourness in his heart, Xi Nian dragged his tired body towards the bedroom.

Now in the new year, the mood has collapsed. But I'm still trying to endure it. He pursed his lips and softly closed the door.

This has always been the case in the Hope Year. Since childhood, in the impression of adults, they are all very well-behaved and excellent children, that is, what others call 'other people's children'.

Since he was a child, he has always followed his mother's wishes, and never said what he liked or wanted. What he has or is already doing, his mother has given him or let him do. All he knew was that his mother liked it, so he would continue to learn.

It's like a marionette.

He never disobeyed his parents, so good that he couldn't do it. But later, he found out that his mother had been targeting his brother, and his brother was obviously very good, but his mother always scolded him, and he had never seen his mother smile at his brother, even if his brother did well, his mother never praised him once.

Later, he vaguely learned that his mother didn't like his brother, and it had a lot to do with him.

Later, after his brother's death, although he didn't know if it was an accident, he felt like a murderer.

The medical examiner said that my brother died after an asthma attack. At that time, he was thinking that if it weren't for his mother's preference for him and more concern for his brother. Then my brother's illness would not be so serious.

Because of this, his condition gradually worsened, leading to even suicide in the end. It's like two people living in a body, but fortunately, he found out earlier than his mother, took him to see a lot of doctors, and has been taking medicine, and regularly goes to see a psychiatrist.

He thought at the time that it would be nice if his brother was sick at the time and his mother was so concerned.

But alas, there is no if.

……

London.

As soon as the sun rose, Zuo Ling washed up, changed his clothes and went out. The weather in London was a bit cold, and she didn't wear a short T, wrapped in a thicker coat.

At this time, there are not many pedestrians and vehicles on the streets of London, and it is exceptionally quiet. Zuo Ling ran around the streets around the hotel, and the time was seven o'clock. On the way back to the hotel, she passed by the bakery and bought freshly baked bread, and she smelled the fragrance from a long distance.

Just about to take the money to settle the bill, he rummaged through his pocket, and Zuo Ling realized that he didn't bring a wallet. She usually doesn't carry her purse with her in the morning. Zuo Ling was carrying the bread, looked at the clerk with some embarrassment, thought about it, and was just about to say that he would go back to get the money first, when a hand reached out behind him and handed the money to the clerk.

"Together." The man behind him said to the clerk.

Zuo Ling pressed the tip of his tongue against his teeth and did not speak. Turning around, she didn't need to look at the person behind her, she knew who the other party was.

Walking to the bakery, she took the bread and ate it while walking to the hotel. The bread is super soft, in fact, it looks very big, but because it is very fluffy, it is actually very light, and there is not much weight, Zuo Ling ate two bites and half of it is gone.

She had eaten all the bread, and she hadn't even reached the hotel.

(End of chapter)