The night breeze blew coldly.

It made He Jia's tear-dropping face hurt a little.

She wiped away her tears and looked down, her eyes wide as she could.

There should be no one at the bottom.

Her house is the upper floor on the edge of this community, and the downstairs is the wall of the community, and between the wall and the building, there is a small piece of wasteland.

There are no people during the day, and at night, there is even less in the middle of the night.

Jump down, and you're all over the place.

No one will laugh at her anymore, and she will no longer worry about being discarded by her family if she does something wrong.

Nothing to worry about anymore.

Some people say that you are not even afraid of death, are you still afraid that you will not be able to live well?

But now, she is not afraid of death, but she doesn't want to live.

It's hard to be alive.

Breathlessly uncomfortably.

Because she is not biological, because she is afraid of being discarded, she has low self-esteem and timidity for more than 20 years, and she is not a lively, cheerful, positive and optimistic person once she learns the truth.

She hated herself.

I hate being so bad.

I also feel sorry for myself.

I feel sorry for myself and become such a bad version of myself.

In those days of panic and helplessness, she looks back now, and she can't hug her poor self, so she can only watch coldly, and then she doesn't want to look at it more.

What are you doing alive?

Let's die.

If you die, you will start all over again, and I hope that you will not suffer the pain of this life in the next life.

Holding the edge of the window with his hand, He Jia jumped over.

"Daughter-in-law! Bought it! The formalities are all done! Our daughter has a school district room! ”

In the evening, the voice of a man downstairs speaking was very clear.

"Yes, yes, I'll go to our new house now, don't worry about decoration or anything, wait for us to save money first, and if we can put the child's household registration in this community, my daughter will be able to go to the best primary school in this area, and we won't work in vain all these years!

"Okay, you and your daughter go to bed early, I'll go back tomorrow, go back and stew braised fish for you, and buy new clothes for my daughter."

The man's voice trembled with excitement.

He Jia's jumping movement slowed down.

Keep your eyes open and look downstairs.

In fact, I can't see it clearly.

Only a vague shadow could be seen.

The man hung up and dialed another.

"Mom, didn't you sleep? Well, I'll call you and tell you, let's run the school district house for Jiajia, come down, I finished the formalities today, I've been busy all day, and now I'll come to the house to take a look.

"Yes, yes, yes, you can earn it again after the money is spent, it is important for the child to study, not to mention spending all her savings to buy her this school district house, even if I borrow some money, I am willing to borrow some money, I don't earn money for her to spend, well, Mom, I know, Ming'er, you and Dad go to my house, I will go back tomorrow, let's have a good table of dishes and celebrate."

"Oh, by the way, when it's time to eat, don't talk in front of Jiajia, saying that it costs a lot of money to buy a house or something, let's not tell the child, Mom, remember.

"Okay, okay, then I'll hang up."

Men can't be happy.

hung up the phone, and even hummed a few words: We ordinary people, we are really happy today.

At night, you can't disturb the people, and his voice is actually not loud.

He Jia sat on the window with the window open so that he could hear clearly clearly.

She grabbed the hand on the edge of the window, and it froze so coldly.

Some parents, in order to get a school district house for their children, can raise the strength of the whole family, without a trace of complaint, he is full of love, and gives all his best to his children.

But why do some parents want to lie to their own child, saying that she picked it up?

Oh.

Mom and Dad are still very good to my brother.

Even in order for my brother's children to have a school district house to go to school, he took the initiative to sell the family's house and bought the current house.

In this way, their grandchildren can live in a good house in the new community with their parents, but go to the school district under the name of their grandparents.

It's just that this love was not given to her.

She is the same as the father's daughter downstairs, and she is called Jiajia.

Leaning weakly and tiredly against the edge of the window, Jiajia didn't jump down.

That Jiajia, his father was so happy to buy her a school district house, and the family will celebrate tomorrow.

If she jumps, won't this community become bad luck?

That Jiajia is going to be sad, right? Or, because someone died, and the person who died was also called Jiajia, he would be afraid.

Sitting on the edge of the cold window, Jiajia was stunned.

The phone was dropped on the bed, crackling.

There is WeChat, there are calls.

She knew that it was all Bingbing.

In the whole world, only Bingbing remembers her,

If she died, Bingbing would be uncomfortable too.

After sitting for an unknown amount of time, Jiajia pulled back from the window.

The legs were stiff, and they almost fell down.

Staggered, finally back in the house.

She closed the window and slowly climbed onto the bed.

Pick up your phone.

Sure enough, Bingbing sent countless messages, asking what she was doing, asking her what was wrong, and begging her to reply to a message quickly.

Jiajia sent a voice message to Bingbing, "I'll go to resign tomorrow, and then go to Kunming." ”

Bingbing has been holding her phone for a while, waiting for messages, waiting for Jiajia's reply.

The moment Jiajia's message came, she immediately threw a video call over.

Jiajia connected.

"You're scared me to death, okay, people suddenly have no news, I thought you couldn't find a short-term view!" Bingbing was crying, her eyes were red, and there were tears on her face, "It's okay if people are okay, it's okay if they're okay, you want to come to Kunming?" Got it in mind? ”

Bingbing's family is from Kunming.

Jiajia nodded, her eyes were dry and astringent, but she couldn't cry.

I don't want to cry anymore.

I don't want to die, what are you crying about.

"Well, I'll go to Kunming to live for a while, calm and calm."

Hearing the question in these words, Bingbing asked tentatively, "Have you talked to your parents?" ”

"It's biological, Jiang Ningning is right." He Jia tugged at the corners of his mouth, with a self-deprecating wry smile, "That is, I'm stupid, I always thought I really picked it up." ”

"I don't blame you, who is born in the family, there is no such thing as them, let alone being born, that is, picking it up, raising it for so many years, and also having feelings." Bingbing comforted Jiajia, "If you want to come to Kunming, come here, I'll book you a ticket?" ”

"I'll decide for myself, I still have some money in my hand, don't talk about it, let's sleep first, and wait for my news tomorrow."

The video hangs up.

Jiajia rolled over and sat up.

I want to see what I'm going to take with me if I leave this house.

Take a look around.

Nothing to bring.

Take yourself away, it's the best.

Thinking about this, she didn't even want to stay in this house for a second.

took the mobile phone charger, collapsed the bag, opened the door, and listened to the bedroom next door There was no sound anymore, she was light and left directly.

In the whole building, only the 8th floor is still lit.

I guess it's the light turned on by the father who bought his daughter a house in the school district.

Inside, is all the love he gave to Jiajia to take care of with his hands.

That's nice.