Chapter 68: Not loving enough hurts people the most

When Gao Zhe walked into the door, he saw a suitcase in the living room, and Chen Xi was carrying a bag down from the second floor.

She made eye contact with Gao Zhexing on the stairs, and continued to descend the stairs.

Gao Zhexing sensed her decision and walked to the staircase to look at her, "Don't listen to my explanation?" ”

Chen Xi put the bag on the ground and stood on the first step, just staring at him.

She said: "The first time you went to pick me up at the painting village, at my house, even after my aunt died, you had the opportunity to tell me, but you never said it. I met Kasuke Sato in Tokyo, and Li Jinwei brought him and Zhuo Cheng to Pengcheng, and you asked people to make them unable to get out of the airport. My aunt couldn't even see Zhuo Cheng for the last time. And those oil paintings that were burned today, did you arrange for someone to set them on fire? ”

"It's not." Gao Zhexing looked at Chen Xi calmly, trying to explain, "There are some things, I didn't handle it well, I'm sorry, but Xixi..."

Chen Xi interrupted him, "Kazusuke Sato only reminded me of those paintings yesterday, and the paintings were burned tonight. You rushed over early in the morning, even if you didn't arrange it, but I don't believe you don't know how much Madame Sato wants to destroy those paintings. ”

Gao Zhexing: "I haven't told you because I don't want you to get involved in the dispute of the Sato family. Li Jinwei is not a good person, he approached you just to provoke the relationship between me and you. ”

Chen Xi doesn't care about Li Jinwei now, "What you said may be true, but it can't change the fact that you prevented Zhuo Cheng and my aunt from seeing each other for the last time." ”

Gao Zhexing: "That day, Li Jinwei took Zhuo Cheng's father and son on the plane back to Pengcheng, and Mrs. Sato called me and needed my help to stop it, and it was then that I knew that you were looking for Li Jinwei to find someone." Even if I don't stop them, Mrs. Sato will ask someone else to help, and in that case, you may be in a dangerous situation. ”

Chen Xi smiled bitterly, "You said this, it's nothing more than beautifying the deal you made with Mrs. Sato." If Li Jinwei hadn't told me today that Mrs. Sato had sold you shares in Watanabe's company, I might have believed you. ”

"I didn't glorify the deal with her, but I didn't say yes to the deal at first, and when I went to Tokyo, she asked me to meet and ask me to help buy the two houses in the painting village, but when I knew that the house was your aunt, I turned her down. And Li Jinwei knew from the beginning that even if he brought people to Pengcheng, it would be impossible for you to meet them. ”

"According to you, or did Li Jinwei prompt you to cooperate with Mrs. Sato? I don't believe it, if you don't want to, someone can force you to fail! Shares of Watanabe's company, I don't believe you don't want to get! ”

"The shares of Watanabe's company, I want, but..."Gao Zhexing raised his hand and pressed Chen Xi's shoulder, trying to reassure, "Your safety is my first consideration!" Mrs. Sato, in order to prevent you from meeting, is likely to hurt you. ”

It's just that his explanation didn't move Chen Xi, "You handled this matter, don't you think it didn't hurt me?" Did I tell you that my aunt told me to keep those paintings after a hundred years, but you knew everything, but you never told me! You may think that this is not important, but that is my promise to an old man, and now that these paintings are gone, I can't act as if nothing has happened! ”

At the end of Chen Xi's speech, tears fell like beads with broken threads.

"Xixi..." Gao Zhexing watched her cry, his heart jerked, and he raised his hand to wipe her, but Chen Xi pushed him away.

She wiped away her tears and looked at Gao Zhexing's face, which was a handsome and charming face, which she had been so infatuated with. But the facts clearly told her that such a person was not suitable for her.

Chen Xi resolutely announced to him coldly, "Let's break up." ”

Rao is Gao Zhe guessed her decision when she walked in the door, but when she heard this, she was still very uncomfortable, "I'll give you time to calm down, but I don't agree to break up." ”

Chen Xi smiled meaninglessly, "I'm very calm now, and I don't need your consent to break up." You may not know it, but I hate it when people cheat on me. At the end of the day, we're not all the way. ”

Gao Zhexing's eyes were slightly cold, and he asked rhetorically: "What is a person all the way?" ”

"At least not like we are now, you hide it from me." After Chen Xi finished speaking, he picked up the bag and went down the stairs.

Gao Zhexing grabbed her arm, his eyes were deep, "Xixi..."

His lips moved, but he didn't say anything, just looked down, wanting to kiss her. Chen Xi was not without a struggle in her heart, but in the end, she turned her head and passed by him.

She shook off his hand, pushed the suitcase, and walked to the entrance, where Ayou didn't know when he was standing, looking at her with an uncertain look in his eyes.

Chen Xi didn't say hello to him, and pulled the door out.

When the door closed, Ayou immediately asked Gao Zhexing, "Mr. Gao, why don't you tell her, in fact, those paintings..."

Gao Zhexing interrupted him, "Change to another car and follow hers." ”

Ayou knew that this was Gao Zhexing, and Chen Xi was not at ease.

He then drove to follow, and did not leave until he saw Chen Xi enter the Shuangcheng International Community.

After Chen Xi stepped into the door, tears flowed out.

endured all kinds of emotions all the way, and completely exploded at the moment when he returned to his cabin.

Grievances, discomforts, unbearable and hurts.

She covered her mouth and leaned against the door panel and cried. The voice was held in the palm of his hand, and tears ran down his fingers.

A love affair of more than three months broke my bones.

Whether it was Xu Junhao in the past or Gao Zhexing now, they all deceived her, Chen Xi suddenly felt that she was a failure, why did she meet such a person every time.

It's also possible that you're not good enough to be cherished and treated sincerely...

...

He Chengcheng knew that Chen Xi broke up two days later.

Chen Xi suddenly told her that he had gone to Japan on a business trip a year ago, He Chengcheng noticed that something was wrong and asked, "You quarreled with Mr. Gao again?" ”

"We broke up." Chen Xi was very calm, as if the weather was good today.

He Chengcheng's eyes widened and he looked at her in disbelief, "Are you kidding?" But when she looked at Chen Xi, it didn't seem to be a joke.

Chen Xi: "No. ”

He Chengcheng waited for a long time, and when he saw that Chen Xi didn't follow, he asked again: "There is always a reason to break up, right?" ”

Chen Xi thought a lot about it the night before, in fact, when the incident happened to Putuo Technology, she should have known that the two were not suitable.

From his standpoint, he may think that everything he did was right, but she couldn't understand and agree, this is the difference in values between the two, and it is only a matter of time before they part ways.

She used to think that the most hurtful thing in the relationship was not love, but now that she has experienced this period with him, she has found that not loving enough hurts people the most. People want to leave but are reluctant, and they don't leave but don't stay.

Gao Zhexing undoubtedly likes her, but it is not enough to love, or his love is conditional, if there is a conflict with his interests, he will not hesitate to choose interests.

No wonder Jiang Yan said last time that she had learned how ruthless he was, and she would regret her death to him.

Chen Xi smiled meaninglessly, "It's just that after running in, I found out that something was wrong." Someone like him is not for me. ”

He Chengcheng waited for a long time, waiting for Chen Xi to say this, she sighed, and before she could say anything, Chen Xi said again,

"Chengcheng, you actually haven't been optimistic that I can stay with him for a long time, haven't you?"

"I began to think that a person of his status would not spend much thought for a woman, but he is obviously different to you." He Chengcheng could feel that Gao Zhexing liked Chen Xi very much, she was not sure that they would be able to enter the palace of marriage, but they would never break up so hastily.

Chen Xi shook his head, "If a person knows how cold and warm he drinks, okay, let's not talk about him." ”

He Chengcheng hugged Chen Xi, "If you want to cry, I'll lend you a shoulder." ”

Chen Xi half mocked and half teased himself, "Didn't you often tell me before that breaking up is not a big deal, a few more times, you will have the ability to tolerate this kind of pain, so even if you are sad, it is within the controllable range." ”

She forced a smile, seeing that He Chengcheng was distressed to death, He Chengcheng said: "Even if it is, you don't have to go to Japan again, there is no one to accompany you there!" ”

"Most of the reason I went to Japan this time was because I saw a business opportunity." She is no longer the college student she was back then, she will only hide to heal, she has a company to support, no love, but she can't waste her career.

Chen Xi opened the PPT information that Qi Dongming sent to her last night and showed it to He Chengcheng.

After reading it, He Chengcheng had to admire Chen Xi's mind, "If this software is released, it will be difficult for us to make money or not!" ”

Chen Xi: "In fact, there are similar software on the market, but the good and the bad are mixed, anyway, it is still in the cusp period, I went to Japan in addition to following up on this matter, and I also want to win back the guests who poached Anna." ”

He Chengcheng nodded, "If the guest knew that you were going to Japan in person, he would definitely choose you as an escort interpreter instead of Anna." ”

Chen Xi is going to Japan for a period of time, handing over the work in Pengcheng, and moving back to Yijing Garden.

At night, lying on the bed of Shuangcheng International, she would think of Gao Zhexing and their intimacy.

She and He Chengcheng said that the breakup was an understatement, but the real pain is only known to herself.

When I was busy, it was as if nothing had happened, and only when I was resting, when I thought of him inadvertently, I suddenly realized that everything was over.

The feeling of angina-like will appear instantly, and when you have something to do, the feeling will gradually disappear.

After repeating it several times, after a few days, the state of being single slowly came back.

Life looks no different from before, but Chen Xi knows in his heart that some things are still different. In the past, she didn't have that kind of loneliness, but now she often feels like something is missing, and her heart is empty.

It's been a week since that day. None of them contacted each other again, and it was a clean break.

Chen Xi faintly felt hurt, as if he didn't like him that much at all. Although she knew that this was very unacceptable, the true feelings in her heart could not deceive people.

As for the cause of the fire in Ren Ying's house, the police have also closed the case, and the circuit is on fire. Chen Xi had long thought that this would be the case, how could someone who deliberately did it leave a handle! And the repair of the house and other issues, she handed over to Chen Songming.

Chen Songming learned that his daughter was going to Japan for a period of time, and he was reluctant to give up, but also vaguely felt that something was wrong.

His daughter has lost a lot of weight in just two weeks, and he is very distressed, so he called He Chengcheng privately and asked her if something happened to Chen Xi.

He Chengcheng knew that Chen Xi didn't tell Chen Songming about his relationship with Gao Zhexing, of course he couldn't tell her father behind her back that they had broken up now, and after dealing with it vaguely, he threw this hot taro to Chen Xi.

Chen Xi didn't want Chen Songming to worry, so he chatted with Chen Songming on the evening two days before he went to Japan.