Chapter Twenty-Eight: Many Misunderstandings
"Princess, you know what you've done yourself!"
"You're disgusted with me?" The princess's voice trembled, and she asked uncertainly.
"Ajing, you promised to marry me before."
"Nonsense! I don't love you right now! Not to mention marrying ......" Heng Yujing scolded sharply, as long as he thought of what happened just now, his face turned pale.
is talking angrily, wanting to clear up this ridiculous marriage.
But these words were like a bolt from the blue to the ears of the princess!
Her tears welled up in an instant.
She clenched her fingers, held back her tears, and choked up: "You are lying! Ajing, you're lying to me! You love me! Akin! I really want to be with you for the rest of my life, but now I don't deserve it. ”
She threw herself into Heng Yujing's arms, hugged his waist tightly, and said in a sad voice: "But Ajing, let's not separate, okay?" I can't live without you. ”
She lifted her little face with pear blossoms and rain to look at him, her eyes were pitiful, as if she had been wronged.
Heng Yujing was stunned for a moment, then stretched out his hand and pushed her away.
"Princess, please respect yourself!"
His cold tone pierced the princess's heart.
"Self-respect?" The princess's tears flowed even more fiercely, she looked at the man in front of her, with a deep disappointment in her eyes, "Ah Jing, do you want to destroy even the last bit of hope with your own hands?" Do you really bear it? ”
She is not reconciled!
She really likes him so much, but because she likes it, she makes herself so embarrassed.
Why did she give so much, but he didn't waver in the slightest? Everything has changed since he came back from his career as a general.
The princess's heart was like a knife, and she looked at the green beads standing outside the door waiting for him and said word by word: "Are you in love with her?" So you'd rather choose her than me! ”
Heng Yujing didn't get to the point at all, but looked indifferent.
He strode across the threshold, "Whatever you want." ”
"Huh! I see. ”
The princess hooked her lips bitterly, "You are so cold-hearted and cold-hearted, after all, I misjudged you!" Heng Yujing, there will be no more possibilities between us! ”
Her voice was resolute and stubborn.
In the end, he became hoarse but still couldn't make him look back, even a glance.
As night fell, the moonlight poured a large shimmer of light, illuminating the entire city.
But why did she feel cold, as if she had fallen into endless darkness?
The princess raised her arm to block the light in front of her, and her heart was desolate.
Her figure was stretched by the lantern and dragged on the cold bluestone slab.
Looking at the starry sky, tears slipped down.
Her eyes were empty and desperate.
"Heng Yujing, why did we become what we are today......
Her figure is lonely and desolate, as if to melt into the darkness.
When she woke up in pain, she realized that Lu Zhu had betrayed her, and that her begging was nothing more than her stupid plea for help, and when she saw her come out of Heng Yujing's house, she understood everything.
Luzhu told the back master that it was a knife pierced in her heart, and it was Heng Yujing's determination that made this knife pierce deeper.
Why did they become the way they are?
Her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, so she could only clutch her chest.
The figure of the princess became more and more slender and thin against the background of the moonlight.
Like a leaf swaying in the wind, it is so fragile that it seems to shatter at the touch of it, and it is in danger of falling at any time.
Heng Yujing walked crisply, but his heart seemed to be pulled by something, and he couldn't breathe in pain.
He wanted to catch up and hug her, but he knew he couldn't!
He couldn't let her be wronged anymore...... He is not worthy of her, and the princess deserves someone better to protect her, not an ugly bastard like him.
But he couldn't let it go, and promised to protect her for the rest of her life, but in the end he broke his promise.
The shadow was dyed by the moonlight and lay alone on the bluestone slab, Heng Yujing closed his eyes, and a tear flowed down his cheek.
After all, he didn't step forward and left silently.
He didn't dare to look at her again, for fear that he would not be able to control it and that he would do something crazy.
Heng Yujing's footsteps staggered, and he almost stumbled back to the room.
He slammed the door shut, leaned his back against the frame, and slowly crouched down. He buried his head in his knees and began to weep subtly.
He shouldn't have done that to her......
His heart was full of guilt.
He knew that the decision was too cruel for the princess.
He knew he didn't deserve to be by her side anymore.
Can...... But he really couldn't help it.
He couldn't look at her painful attachment alone, he didn't deserve her to be treated so sincerely.
Heng Yujing didn't know how long he had been crying, and he didn't stop crying until his eyes were swollen like walnuts.
He wiped away his tears and opened the door.
A cool breeze rushed towards him, and he raised his eyes to look out the window, a round of crescent moon hung high, and the moonlight poured down like a silver plate.
The night is quiet.
Heng Yujing stood under the eaves, looking up at the bright full moon, his eyes were blank.
His mind was in turmoil.
"Akyo ......"
A familiar voice came from his ears, and Heng Yujing turned around sharply, and saw the princess standing at the top of the stairs.
The princess was dressed in white and wore a hat on her head, standing in the moonlight.
The moonlight fell on her like water, covering her with a thin veil and making her look more and more ethereal and unreal.
She walked down the stairs lightly and walked in front of Heng Yujing, her eyes were as gentle as spring water, and she looked at Heng Yujing with a touch of attachment and reluctance. "Ah Jing......" there was a hint of begging in her tone, "are you still willing to stay?" ”
Her eyes were red and her eyes were filled with tears.
Heng Yujing's body shook slightly, and his heart seemed to be stabbed by a needle, and it hurt a little.
"No ......"
He didn't want to blurt out three words, but when he saw the beauty in front of him, he couldn't bear to refuse.
Heng Yujing's heart was full of entanglements and struggles.
"I know, you only have her green beads in your heart, right?" The princess smiled bitterly, her voice trembling slightly, "You are here for her...... When did you guys get together? ”
"I ......"
Heng Yujing opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to explain.
Maybe this misunderstanding can make her stay away from herself and marry someone better, instead of being an ugly bastard like him.
The princess's face was full of despair, she looked at him and said softly, "Ah Jing, in fact, it is over between us!" Do you know? When you left Kyoto, I knew that you didn't have me in your heart at all. But I still look forward to it with great hope, hoping that one day you will come back and ask your father to marry me. But I was wrong, very wrong......"
She smiled wryly: "You've never liked me, yes or no?" ”
"Princess ......"
"Needless to say! I get it. The princess shook her head, interrupted him, and continued: "I know that I am to blame for all this, and that I am self-inflicted! ”
"But you shouldn't have chosen Green Bead, do you know her-" Before the princess could finish speaking, a smell of blood came up from her throat, and she coughed violently twice, a bleak smile appeared on her face, "I'm going to die, Ah Jing." ”
Heng Yujing's pupils contracted suddenly, and he looked at the princess's bleak and sad smile, and he was speechless for a while.
The princess's eyes were filled with tears, and tears rolled down the corners of her eyes.
"I know I don't have a long life, I just wanted to ask you, what if...... If I die...... Will you regret it? ”
The princess's words came to an abrupt end, her mouth slowly spilled blood, her legs went limp, and she fell to her knees, never to breathe again.
"Princess ......"
Heng Yujing hurriedly rushed to the princess and picked her up.
The princess's eyes were tightly closed, her face was as white as paper, and her lips had lost their former brightness and vitality, like a sculpture.
"Princess...... Princess...... Princess......"
Heng Yujing kept calling her, but she didn't respond.
Heng Yujing sent the princess to the bed, reached out to her pulse, and found that the pulse had completely dissipated.
At this moment, his world collapsed.
Princess...... Princess......
Heng Yujing hugged the princess and kept calling her name, but she couldn't hear it anymore.
His princess died.
"Ah!!h
Heng Yujing suddenly burst into a loud cry and slammed his fist on the table, and the table suddenly fell apart.
His eyes were full of hatred, hating his own cowardice and incompetence, hating the princess's affectionate mistreatment of him, and hating his own cowardice and incompetence.
Heng Yujing hugged the princess's cold corpse and wept bitterly.
He was not reconciled!
Why didn't he save the princess?
He was not reconciled!
He was not reconciled!
Heng Yujing gritted his teeth, his eyes red.
The thunder was rolling overhead, and in an instant, under the flickering of lightning and flint, the eyes suddenly fell into darkness.
Before Ji Lianchu could make a sound, he felt as if he was floating in the void.
The throat seemed to be choked by something, and it was still dark to observe.
……
"Ji Lianchu, wake up!"
Someone called Ji Lianchu's name, his voice anxious and panicked.
Ji Lianchu's eyes widened suddenly, and he saw a familiar and unfamiliar face, which was the princess in Fang Cai's dream.
In fact, if you say it strictly, the princess is a little similar to Helianxu.
Helian Xu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he saw that the person he was looking for had finally woken up, he didn't expect that she would enter the body of the protagonist of the dream for such a long time. He was ejected in less than a quarter of an hour, and as soon as he confirmed that Ji Lianchu hadn't had time to recognize him, he suddenly left from the dream, so that he didn't know what happened next to Princess Qiu Linjin.
When Helian Xu woke up, he noticed that Ji Lianchu was sleeping extremely unsteadily. Just now, he was talking nonsense in his dreams. Although I don't know what happened to her, it's not a way to see her fall asleep like this all the time. Besides, he was also worried that Ji Lianchu would not be affected by Heng Yujing in the dream, right?
Therefore, Helian Xu woke up Ji Lianchu.
Ji Lianchu sat up and gasped, his chest rising and falling violently.
The burst of thunder just now, her senses were the same as Heng Yujing's, full of remorse and love.
How to explain the heart-rending pain, regret and unwillingness can be empathized.
"You scared me to death, you were unconscious just now, and you kept calling the princess." Helianxu breathed a sigh of relief, "It's really good that you're okay." ”
Ji Lianchu looked around and suddenly understood something.
"Xiangjingtang...... Yellow Gold Pendant ...... This is Xiangjingtang, right? Ji Lianchu asked.
Helian Xu nodded, "Well, just now I used the secret technique Hua Xu to let you explore those dusty memories through the gold pendant in front of Heng Yujing." Did you find anything? ”