Chapter 974 Won't Live to Be Eighteen Years Old
Su Yu was afraid of embarrassment, so he had to smile and say something to ease the atmosphere.
"Nope." Zuo Ling supported his cheek with one hand, shook his head gently, and said, "When I was a child, I was quite concerned about my mother's death so early, and I would be sad when I thought about it occasionally, but now I won't." Or not from a few years ago. When it comes to her mother, she really doesn't feel anything in her heart, she is very calm, and she doesn't have the heartache that she felt a few years ago.
Perhaps, it's because I've grown up and let go of what happened back then.
She also said when she left before that when she came back, she wanted to sit down with Ling Sheng'an and talk to him properly.
In her life, if she said that she was the most wrong with anyone, it was really with Ling Sheng'an.
But now that I think about it, it seems that those things when I was a child are not so important, after all, so many years have passed, life and death have been experienced so much, why should I always remember the past, people still need to look forward, and it is better to look forward to the future than to worry about the old things every day.
It is said that father and son have no overnight feud, and she and Ling Sheng'an have had an enmity for so many years, so they should have an understanding.
She didn't feel it before, but now that she thinks about it, although Ling Sheng'an has the idea of remarrying, he has made it clear that he will not have any more children, and he will not add a younger brother or sister to her, she is the only heir of the Ling family, the only seedling.
Thinking about it now, maybe this is the best thing Ling Sheng'an has said to her in her life, in short, thinking about it now, she is still a little moved. It's just that when he was young and vigorous, he wanted to work against him, who was a father, so he didn't take any of his words to heart.
Ling Sheng'an and her mother must have been in love when they were young, but maybe there was a misunderstanding between the two later, and there was conflict and friction, and then it was out of control. At that time, Ling Sheng'an may not have liked her mother so much, or maybe she still liked it very much.
The reason why Zuo Ling was uncertain was because Ling Sheng'an had the idea of remarrying, and Mi Lu before was an example.
But Ling Sheng'an owes her a debt, and Ling Sheng'an's kindness to her may also be out of guilt, and I don't know if it has anything to do with the word father's love.
Zuo Ling doesn't care much about these things now. Looking back on the past 20 years, she has walked through the wind and rain, she has never experienced any winds and waves, and she has seen too much life and death. According to her past words, it is.
What Li Ye or others have is the whole future that she can't think of, and what she has is the whole past that no one can think of.
She has long looked down on life and death, and she actually has no hope for this world, but she is not so disappointed in her daily life. With Li Ye by her side, every day of her life is more satisfying than expected.
Therefore, she doesn't care too much about some things in the past now, and takes a long-term view, and the accumulation of too many grievances and grievances in the past will always make people too resentful.
She thought that it would be enough to live every day with Li Ye now. Although she is not sure how long the future will be, as long as Li Ye has a day, then she will be happy this day.
To tell the truth, she is twenty-three years old, and when she first came into contact with the detective profession, she thought that she would not live to be eighteen years old for the bar mitzvah.
So she is now very satisfied with her current life, about the previous trivial matters, she just wants to deal with them as well as possible, and then live a stable life without being disturbed.
(End of chapter)