"Heh, you can only say cool things, you can't understand my feelings at all, you can't understand my feelings at that time." Rong Ziyin sneered.

With a snort, Zuo Ling frowned and said, "I sympathize with your plight, but in this world, not everyone is doing well." I have had autism since I was a child, my mother died in front of me, my father was indifferent to me, I was sent abroad for treatment, and I didn't know anyone around me. Every day, I am surrounded by doctors and nurses in white coats. ”

"Later, when I came to TR, I saw too much, too much of the dark side of this world. The most terrible time, I was locked up, the murderer dissected the victim in front of me, and it was the living victim, they were tied to the bed, and the murderer directly disemboweled the victim with a scalpel, and I saw this scene almost every two days for a month, and I was surrounded by rotting corpse organs. ”

"After I was rescued, I also had mental problems, and I was even afraid to stay in an open and closed environment, but the day after I woke up in the hospital, I got up and went to the police station to assist in the investigation after returning to TR."

"During that time, I didn't dare to take the elevator, and I would take the stairs every day, no matter how many floors I had to go. During that time, I had a slight anorexia, lost weight, and couldn't eat anything, but I forced myself to recuperate. During that time, I carried the pressure in my heart, carried the nightmares of every night, and greeted each day with a smile. ”

"Of course, I've encountered a lot of things like this. However, I never thought of fighting violence with violence and complaining about the unfairness of the world. ”

"You're always talking about how miserable you are and how hard your experience is. Yes, your experience is indeed worthy of sympathy, and I know that my heart is also bitter. However, you have to understand one thing, in this world, everyone has a particularly difficult time, and everyone has some terrible encounters. For example, I have been emphasizing that the world is not fair, and my life is the life you want. But do you really know what it's like to actually see my life? ”

"Are you really sure that my experience is much better than yours?"

Zuo Ling's eyebrows stretched, and he shook his head helplessly, "You don't always judge a person by looking at the surface." ”

"I know that my appearance in your heart has been set, don't treat me as Zuo Ling now, just treat me as an ordinary stranger, think about what happened to me what I just said, isn't it much easier than what happened to you?"

Zuo Ling looked at her very seriously, and his tone was serious. The purpose of her coming today is, first, to know Rong Ziyin's story, and second, to let her understand why Li Ye chose her instead of her.

"Why does Li Ye like you, why Li Ye likes me. Think about the gap between you and me. Regardless of the identity background, but from the perspective of personality and attitude towards life, I am positive and optimistic, and you, always wear a pair of colored glasses, your heart is filled with jealousy, this is your most fundamental problem, too angry. ”

Although, she had also thought before that if she encountered some accidents at work, she would die, and there was nothing wrong with it, she was confused about the future.

(End of chapter)