Chapter 76: To the Baby
Joe Yiran baby:
Hello!
I've coveted your Qiuyun since I was a child. Believe, I know you as well as you know me.
You probably don't remember it anymore. The first time we met was when we were young, and you were cute and deliberately pretending to be an adult, so cute that I didn't want it. I still remember that Sister Yangyang asked you and Bei Bei how old they were, you said six years old, and Bei Bei said four years old.
From that time on, sister, I have "bad intentions" towards you, haha!
I don't know why, I always care about your every move, your joy, your sadness, your anger, and I like your every expression and gesture. The moment is like a little sun, so dazzling and brilliant in the crowd.
It's a little embarrassing because it's always annoying you, even though sometimes I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Hey......
However, I like the trust you have in me for all your words, no matter what kind of attitude you have to confide in me. So, when I'm not doing well, please tell me directly, because even if you have a cute angry face, I always want you to be happy even if you don't have a smile on your face.
There is one thing that has to be said.
You're the most courageous boy I've ever met. Obviously you are still so young, it is clear that I lost my temper with you before, and I can stay out of the matter, but I stand up as soon as I encounter danger.
Protecting me, that little back, is so dazzling. For a moment, I almost cried with emotion!
If, before this, I was conquered by your appearance, then at the moment when you stepped forward, I was truly subdued by you.
I have never been protected by someone other than my family, so from that moment on, you and I were not just good friends.
I like you.
Forgive me for not daring to say these four words to my face, choosing to confess in such an ancient and cliché way. I think that if I miss the courage that I have accumulated for a long time, I don't know when the next bravery will be accumulated. I'm afraid it's too late by then, and I don't want to have regrets in my life.
I know, you probably don't like me. To you, I might just be a good friend, a sister, or a competitor.
It doesn't matter.
In fact, the purpose of writing this letter is just to let you know that in your long years, among countless people who have liked you, there is a girl like me who has liked such a beautiful you, and that girl is me! (Haha, laughing crazy......)
Very apprehensive. Desperate to know, you, will you like me? What kind of girl or woman would you like? Will you think of me and avoid me after knowing this little secret of mine?
Although I am lucky and hope to be together, I know that feelings are consensual things, and I just ask you to allow my little me to continue to like you until you have someone you like!
By the way, there are no regrets.
It was the best birthday gift I have ever received and none of them.
Having a mosaic bedroom and having a loyal dog is my simple, futuristic dream. But in that autumn, it came true together.
Like you.
I like the way you pretend to be deep, I like the way you are duplicitous, I like the way you ask me to sign a guarantee, I like the way you are jealous because of me, I like the way you are sad for me, I like you, I like you, I like you, I like you, baby.
I hope that you will always be the baby I know, the baby that only I can call my baby all the time, the baby who indulges me by my nickname in public, and the baby I can continue to call you when I am old.
Would you, willing, my baby?
Autumn Yun
Handwritten on August 20