Chapter 57: Considerations

This night, Yan Chaowu had insomnia.

Even though the next door had long since quieted down, she couldn't sleep.

When she first arrived abroad, she couldn't sleep almost all night, the kind of night when her body was so tired that she was overwhelmed, but her mind was unusually clear, and it was better to die.

Fortunately, she finally came out with the help of a psychiatrist, but recently this torment has resurfaced.

She lay on the bed for a while, then simply got up, took out a voice recorder and opened it.

This is her habit since she was a child, just like keeping a diary, she will record the things that cannot be said to people, as if she has found the most reliable confidant, and her mood will be much better after confiding.

But since she lost a voice recorder in college and couldn't find it, she forced herself to quit.

Until the days when the depression was at its worst, she couldn't help but continue.

She needs to talk.

It's just that she didn't know what to say after she turned on the voice recorder.

Did Xie Pingzhou sleep with other women?

What's the matter with her?

She sat for a moment, then put away the recorder and lay back.

I lay down until dawn and fell asleep.

When she woke up again, it was her cousin who told her to have breakfast.

She lay empty for a while, then got up to wash up in the bathroom.

When I looked up, I saw myself in the mirror, my face was very pale, and there was a faint bruise under my eyes, and I didn't have any energy.

She didn't bother to put on makeup, she just found a lipstick, put it on, and changed into clothes.

It was a little cold today, and after breakfast, she went upstairs to help Liang's mother get her coat, planning to push her out for a walk around the neighborhood.

After going down, Yan Nan stood in the courtyard and talked with his cousin and aunt and Liang's mother.

My cousin-in-law swallowed melon seeds and asked, "How long have you been chasing Yan Yan?" ”

Yan Nan didn't reserve it at all, "It's almost two years." ”

My cousin gave him a thumbs up, "Perseverance!" Nowadays, boys don't chase girls anymore, and even if they do, they don't have much patience, so you will definitely succeed if you rush at you. ”

Yan Nan smiled when he heard this, "Borrow your auspicious words." ”

Liang's mother also smiled at the corner of her mouth.

Yan Nanzheng was happy, and saw her, "Let's go, I'll help you push Liang's mother." ”

Before Yan Chaowu could answer, he saw Xie Pingzhou and Jiang Ruoyan come down from it together and walked in front of her.

She paused.

Jiang Ruoyan was also stunned when she saw her, and rarely stopped being arrogant, but her fair cheeks were dyed with an obvious crimson.

My cousin greeted them, but she ignored them and hurried forward.

On the contrary, Xie Pingzhou nodded at her detachedly and followed Jiang Ruoyan.

It's just that Jiang Ruoyan went to the door and found that she forgot to bring her mobile phone, and said to Xie Pingzhou, "Wait for me." ”

And he ran back again.

Xie Pingzhou stopped, crossed his arms and stood against the locust tree next to him.

When Yan Nan saw them, he remembered what Jiang Ruoyan had said last night, and his eyes were cold.

But Xie Pingzhou leaned there leisurely, his demeanor stretched and he didn't take him seriously at all.

At this time, Liang's mother in the wheelchair said, "Let's go, Yan Yan." ”

Xie Pingzhou's gaze swept lightly towards Yan Chaowu.

Yan Chaowu met his dark gaze, the hand hanging by his side curled up slightly, and he stepped forward to Liang's mother and Yan Nan, and said to Yan Nan, "Let's go." ”

Yan Nan pushed Liang's mother away.

The three of them walked out together.

Xie Pingzhou's dark eyes locked tightly on Yan Chaowu, as if he had penetrating power, and wanted to freeze her in place.

But she continued to follow Yan Nan without realizing it.

After she went out, her cousin also sighed to her cousin-in-law, "She used to come with Bo An, she was about the same age as Niuniu, she was still a little bean, I said grow up and give us Bo An a daughter-in-law, she said yes, but it's good, hey, it's just a blink of an eye, Po An is gone, and there are other men around her, it's really unpredictable!" ”

My cousin-in-law threw away the melon seed skin and said, "Everyone has to look forward, Aunt Yu seems to be very supportive of them, I think they are very good." ”

Jade is Liang's mother's maiden name.

Xie Pingzhou listened silently, a sneer tugging on his lips.

A minute later, Jiang Ruoyan came down again, he got up and walked out, Jiang Ruoyan caught up with him, and said in a coquettish voice: "I heard yesterday that there is a marriage temple here, let's go together." ”

……

Liang's mother not only supported Yan Chaowu and Yan Nan, she also rubbed with them.

We went outside together, and we didn't go far before we met a family.

The family was her childhood playmates, so she asked Yan Chaowu and Yan Nan to leave her behind and let the two of them go for a stroll together.

He also recommended places for them, "Go forward, go all the way to the end, there is a temple that is very effective, you can go and see it." ”

Yan Chaowu was absent-minded, so he went with Yan Nan.

When I arrived, I found that it was a marriage temple, and it was full of young couples.

Yan Nan grew up abroad, I don't understand, I see it is very lively, and I want to go inside.

Yan Chaowu hurriedly grabbed him, "Change places......

The words are not finished yet.

met Xie Pingzhou and Jiang Ruoyan again.

When Jiang Ruoyan saw her, the expression on her face changed and changed, as if she was shy, but when she saw her holding Yan Nan's arm, it became subtle again.

Yan Nan was facing away from them, didn't notice it, and asked her, "What's wrong?" ”

She didn't even look at Xie Pingzhou, and pulled him to walk in the other direction, "Let's change places." ”

Yan Nan glanced back and happened to meet Xie Pingzhou's gaze.

Icy dangerous.

He directly hugged Yan Chaowu's waist with his backhand, and smiled at Xie Pingzhou.

Yan Chaowu had already let go after pulling him away, and he was directly startled at the moment and wanted to dodge, but Yan Nan hugged him very tightly and whispered, "Your ex-husband is watching us." ”

Yan Chaowu stagnated.

It wasn't until they reached the bridge in the distance that Yan Nan let go of her, and the two put their hands on the guardrail to look at the lake below.

Yan Chaowu remembered the crossing just now, and said in a few seconds: "I shouldn't fall in love again in the future, and I won't get married." ”

She felt that she had to make it clear to Yan Nan again.

Yan Nan looked at her sideways, the breeze ruffled his forehead, his gray eyes were deep and lazy, "Because of the last marriage?" ”

Yan Chaowu lowered his eyes and admitted, "There is this reason. ”

"I promise I'm not like him." Yan Nan Says:

Yan Nan asked in a deep voice: "Consider considering me, is it okay?" ”

His tone was sincere.

Yan Chaowu's heart moved slightly, lowered his head, and his attitude softened a little, but he also said truthfully: "I really don't have the heart to think about these things now." ”

Yan Nan was not in a hurry, smiled faintly, and also lowered his head to look at the lake.

The two stayed for a while, and someone from the Zhonghua District Company called Yan Nan and asked him to see someone, so he accompanied Yan Chaowu to pick up Liang's mother and leave temporarily alone.

Yan Chaowu sent Liang's mother back to the room and chatted with her for a long time, and then went back to the room by himself.

When passing by Xie Pingzhou's room, the door suddenly opened, and she was dragged inside.