When he was a teenager, Bai Mengjin was like all children of this age, he didn't know the height of the sky, and he thought that he was the most special existence in the world.

She broke through the road to heaven, worshiped the heads of the three sects as her teacher, had a senior brother who was born with a sword bone, and she was also a rare genius in the world. How could she not think very highly of herself, how could she not be arrogant?

Until God slapped her hard, letting her know that she was just a tool for Ning Yanzhi to refine her sword body, and the master had ulterior motives for accepting her to get started!

Later, she changed from a jade fairy to a jade demon and gradually accepted reality.

There are people in this world who are loved by heaven, such as her senior brother Ning Yanzhi, who was born as a dragon and phoenix among people. Or Ling Bufei, the sect master of the Wuji Sect, can still find a way to survive in a desperate situation and reach the top.

Except it won't be her.

She is the big devil who is fast after everyone is killed in the immortal cultivation world, and she is a person who is rejected by the Heavenly Dao.

She just doesn't admit defeat, God doesn't let her live, she wants to live!

Thousands of years have passed, and the oath of the original apprenticeship has long since dissipated with the smoke and dust, and the so-called belief in eliminating demons and protecting the common people has become a joke at the moment when the Daoji is destroyed.

She came back from rebirth, and found a shield for herself with a dark mind, intending to deceive the heavens, put on human skin, and plot to take revenge.

As a result, now she finds that maybe things are not what she thought at all, all of this is the life left by Heaven for her to be the savior hero.

Isn't she a person who is rejected by heaven? How to be a hero?

If the speculation is true, what is the suffering she has endured over the past thousand years? Could it be that the heavens will descend on the people?

In the middle of the night, there was silence.

A light smoke escaped from the yin and yang umbrella and turned into Hu Erniang's appearance.

After five years of recuperation, most of her primordial spirit has recovered, and she can already take the initiative to appear.

"Why didn't you cultivate today?" She asked.

Bai Mengjin leaned against the window in a daze, the wine jug in his hand was mostly empty, and when he heard the question, he turned his head: "Senior." ”

Hu Erniang looked at her and said, "You're in a bad mood." ”

Bai Mengjin nodded and poured another sip of wine.

Hu Erniang thought for a while and "sat down" opposite her: "Perhaps, you need someone to talk to you?" ”

Bai Mengjin smiled faintly and did not refuse her kindness.

"Senior, were you a good person when you were alive?" She asked.

Hu Erniang replied: "No, right? Before I entered the Tao, I was the daughter of the King of the Mountain, the kind of person who blocked the road and robbed the road. ”

Bai Mengjin nodded: "It's in line with the temper of the seniors." ”

Hu Erniang smiled: "When you saw me, my temper was much better." When I was in charge of the cottage, I was called irritable. Whoever passes by the mountain path must leave something behind. Later, I met a scholar, who was so poor that he had a clean sleeve, and I saw that he was good-looking, so I wanted to stay and be the prime minister. ”

"Ahh Bai Mengjin snorted softly, "Is it Miss Mochou's father?" ”

"It's not." Hu Erniang looked quite melancholy, "He is actually a monk, and he sees that I still have a conscience, so he stays to cross me." We got along for a long time, and then I came to enlightenment and he left. ”

Bai Mengjin said with a smile: "Since the senior has entered the Dao, it is not difficult to find him, right?" Although the world is large, there are a number of monks. You can turn into a god in the form of a loose cultivation, which shows that you are talented. ”

"I've been looking for him for years." Hu Erniang said softly, "It wasn't until many years later, when I was already a baby, that I found news of him, and it turned out that he had passed away during the exorcism of demons." ”

Bai Mengjin was silent for a moment: "After all, fate is too shallow." ”

Hu Erniang smiled faintly: "Yes! Later, I met a like-minded person and became a Taoist companion with him. It's a pity that fate is only a hundred years...... I thought that with my daughter, I would always be with me for a long time, but I didn't expect that in the end, there was only one person left. ”

Bai Mengjin didn't quite understand Hu Erniang's thoughts, because she had never been one person, and when she was the Jade Demon, she had some subordinates, and she was not a companion. However, she can understand the other party's feelings, that is, she has not been able to achieve her wish and has always been let down.

"Senior, what if, I mean what if," she said slowly, "if one day you find that all kinds ......of suffering in the past are the tests of the Heavenly Dao for you, and you are ultimately going to save the world, will you conform to it?" ”

This question made Hu Erniang puzzled: "What did you find?" ”

"Will you?" Bai Mengjin asked.

Hu Erniang thought for a moment and said: "The key to this question is whether you have any resentment in your heart. I think that the fate of this world does not all depend on the way of heaven. If everything is predestined, how can man be victorious over heaven? ”

Bai Mengjin nodded slowly. Hu Erniang's meaning, there is no so-called fate, and the way of heaven can't be so fine. For example, luck in Ning Yanzhi's body only made him inherently more sword bones than others, and his understanding was much stronger than others, but it did not make him do everything smoothly, without twists and turns.

If everything was fate, how could she slide all the way to the abyss in her previous life, so that Heavenly Dao wanted to leave her a glimmer of life and let her overthrow it and start over?

If she said so, she didn't have to suffer in her previous life. Tiandao didn't dislike her, but she was artificially pushed down the abyss.

"I haven't been a good person in years." Bai Mengjin sighed, "I suddenly want to do something good, it's a little unaccustomed." ”

Hu Erniang was surprised: "You are a good person!" ”

Bai Mengjin smiled bitterly and shook his head: "My predecessors don't know my past, I ......"

Although the charges of indiscriminate killing of innocents were all made up by others, after she became a Jade Demon, she forgot the oath of the former Demon Elimination Guardian Dao.

"You're a good guy." Hu Erniang said calmly, "I robbed you back that day, you could have stood by and watched, but you helped me." ”

"That's because Fang Xucheng has bad intentions, and we want to protect ourselves."

Hu Erniang smiled: "Wuji Sect is such a big sect, are you really afraid of a Yuanying monk?" There are many ways you can scare him and ask him to send you back to the Wuji Sect. ”

“……”

Hu Erniang continued: "Later, in Liuyue City, in Yeqi Country, which of the things you did was not saving people? ”

"I ...... I'm just trying to ......play my part."

"A person's good intentions can be seen." Hu Erniang looked at her gently, "Your heart has never abandoned these, you always unconsciously avoid hurting others, you have always been a kind person." ”

Bai Mengjin was speechless, and even had the urge to cry.

For so many years, she has been the devil for so many years, and others have always scolded her for being insidious and vicious, full of evil, and no one has ever told her that you are still a kind person.

"I don't know what you're struggling with, but go with the flow. A kind and hard-working person like you will not fail you. ”

(End of chapter)