Cao Wei faced the mirror, looked at himself and looked at himself who was anxious, thinking that there was no choice phobia, and it was not because of poverty; How can there be any indecision, it's not because of cowardice, although I have missed a lifetime with Wang Cuihua, but love is a lifetime, I am not even afraid of poverty, then I am afraid of cowardice! I am my different fireworks, since I can't get her person, then let go of her heart, don't disturb her life anymore, thinking of this, he immediately came to the coffee table, picked up the third glass of wine, kissed it fiercely again, looked at the tears in the wine glass, and said silently

"Flowey, forget me! In this life, the two of us are like two parallel tracks, although they are close at hand, but they can never come together, because once they come together, the train is in danger of derailing! This may be the legendary distance produces beauty! ”

After Cao Wei finished speaking, he poured the third glass of liquor into his mouth, picked up the wine bottle and was about to pour it again, but the result had already bottomed out, and when he saw this, he smiled bitterly, lit a cigarette, and took a hard puff

"Alas! Life is alive and well, forcing my alcohol volume to kilograms! Could this be the legendary blessing in disguise? ”

As soon as the words fell, Cao Wei jumped two or two on weekdays, and he had already drunk two catties today, if he hadn't vomited just now, he would have been sold, I'm afraid I don't even know the time! Whoosh stood up, pinched the cigarette and ran towards the bathroom, vomited dimly, and after more than ten minutes, he looked at the smoke in his hand, and said with a bitter smile helplessly

"Alas! People are rich, and I am willing to buy it! I'm paying for my own discomfort! Let's go to bed! I've heard people say that they have everything in their dreams! ”

After Cao Wei finished speaking, he threw the cigarette into the trash can beside him, washed his face again, cleared his mind a little for a while, and staggered towards the bed, but when he was just lying on the bed, the mobile phone that had not rang all night came into view again, because at this moment his mind had nothing else but Wang Cuihua, and if it was so easy to forget a person, there would not be so many poignant love stories in the world.

Cao Wei subconsciously turned on the mobile phone, but the boot music had just ended, but he didn't expect a string of text messages to sound, hearing this, he seemed to wake up from alcohol, and thought while holding the phone, my brother's sixth sense told me that it must be Cuihua who took advantage of her parents' inattention and secretly sent chicken soup to herself, and she couldn't think about it, and sent chicken soup one after another.

Cao Wei thought of this, with a long-lost smile on his face, but when he turned on his mobile phone, he was completely disappointed, because although there were seven or eight text messages, they were all missed calls from Zhang Mei and her eldest brother-in-law.

Cao Wei just took a puff of cigarette, and was about to finish smoking, when he turned off the phone and went to sleep, suddenly the text message rang again, and he was suddenly happy, thinking that there might be too many missed calls, resulting in the blockage of the text message channel, Wang Cuihua's text message, I couldn't squeeze in just now, and the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment, not only did I not see the chicken soup for the soul sent by Wang Cuihua, but I saw a tear gas sent by the eldest sister Cao Chunxia

"Weiwei, why did your phone turn off! The phone is out of battery, or something else! You must take care of yourself when you go out, if there is anything, don't hold on alone, you must tell your family, because you are not fighting alone, our whole family is your strong backing! Huahua's parents are in good health! Can you get married a year ago? ”

When Cao Wei saw this, he burst into tears instantly, thinking that the whole family was now here, waiting for his good news, but now he was carrying a mourning report in his arms! I really want to end myself directly, because I don't die now, and I will return to the village tomorrow, and I will also be spitting on the neighbors and drowning myself, but it is easy to end myself, like my age, and even the coffin money is saved, but my parents are older, who will give them a pension in the future, and my parents will work hard to raise themselves so big, is it just for the sake of sending white-haired people to black-haired people, doing this by yourself is not only an irresponsible performance, but also an extremely stupid behavior.

Cao Wei thought of this, thinking that the reason why Wang Cuihua's parents would disagree, the marriage between the two of them, the physical reasons of the parents, this is just a high-sounding excuse, the real reason is that the family is too poor, if the family lives in a cave, the hundred yuan bills are counted all day to the upset, when the gold and silver are moved to give away, they will definitely say that their parents are disabled and strong, creating miracles in the world, and they teach their children well, and cultivate this excellent son-in-law, it is simply God, the greatest favor for us Huahua!

Cao Wei thought of this, he took two puffs of cigarette hard, pinched the cigarette towards the ashtray, and thought to himself, brother, I am in such a poor home, I have lived for more than 20 years and have not died, I am so tenacious in life, a person who is not even afraid of death, is it difficult to be afraid of poverty, a person who is not even afraid of poverty and death, how can he be afraid of not being able to earn money, everything at present can only show that the family conditions are relatively poor, but it does not mean that I was born, I only deserve to live in the pit courtyard, not worthy to live in the courtyard and the high-rise buildings in the city, even if I can't marry Cuihua today, But poverty cannot, it can't be an excuse to deprive me of a wife and children, so not only can I not die now, but I must live well, not to get ahead, just to make those who look forward to me all day long being a joke, watching my jokes, a joke.

Cao Wei thought of this, covered his head with the quilt, let tears gush out of the corners of his eyes, and began to brew sleep, but when he was ready to let go of Wang Cuihua's feelings and say goodbye to his past self, he uncovered the quilt, picked up his mobile phone and began to call Wang Cuihua, asking her if everything was okay, and saying sorry when she was over, I love you!

As a result, Cao Wei put his hand on the dial-out button, but took it away with a little trembling again, because he suddenly remembered that the next role to play was a negative man, not a super warm man, and if he wanted to give up his relationship with Wang Cuihua, just a word of sorry was too cheap, and he was no longer able to give people the happiness they wanted, and then he was cheeky and said that I love you, it would be too self-deceptive, because my love for you is not a mantra, let alone a mantra, and only when people live can they deserve to love someone, Otherwise everything is a lie.

(End of chapter)