The autumn rain falls on the bluestone ground continuously, and the silk rain line is like smoke and fog, showing the lingering and gentle beauty of the south of the Yangtze River in front of the eyes of the world.

Chen Li'an stretched out his hand from the window to catch the raindrops, and the icy cold touch brought a hint of coolness.

It had been raining for four consecutive days, and the filming was forced to be suspended, and the make-up shooting, which could have ended in more than ten days, was forced to be extended.

The hands of the wall clock in the room beat slightly, Chen Li'an turned his head to look, walked to the bathroom and knocked lightly.

Gong Li took the pregnancy test paper early in the morning and didn't come out for more than ten minutes.

"You're okay, why aren't you okay?" Chen Li'an stood at the door and asked with concern.

Chen Li'an listened carefully, there was a faint sobbing sound in the bathroom, and he suddenly slapped the door in a hurry and asked, "What's wrong?" Open the door! ”

Gong Li in the bathroom looked at the test strip in her hand and her fingertips trembled a little, her right hand gently stroked her stomach, and two lines of tears slipped down her cold face, she also has a child.

It is in vain that I have taken Chinese medicine for so long to regulate my body, and now I finally have my own child.

Chen Li'an, who was outside the door, patted the door vigorously, not knowing what happened to Gong Li inside, and he was inevitably anxious.

After Gong Li heard Chen Li'an's voice, she immediately wiped her tears and shouted with a smile: "I'm fine!" ”

After hearing Gong Li's voice, Chen Li'an breathed a sigh of relief, it was okay if the person was fine, but he still knocked on the door and shouted: "You open the door, something happened, I heard you cry." ”

Squeak

The door was opened, Gong Li hugged Chen Li'an with tears on her face and said, "I have it, I have it, I thought I would never have a child of my own in my life." ”

"You scared me to death, I thought something was wrong." Chen Li'an hugged Gong Li and gently stroked the back of her head, and then suddenly reacted, let go of Gong Li and asked, "What did you say?" You have it?! ”

Looking at Chen Li'an's expression of excitement or overwhelmed, Gong Li raised her hand and put the test strip in front of Chen Li'an, and said happily: "Really! Look at the two bars! I really have! ”

Chen Li'an looked at the two red bars on the test strip, the feelings in his heart were mixed, he reached out and took off the test strip from Gong Li's hand, looking at the red bar that represented the birth of a new life, and was in a trance for a while.

This world is not a game after all, and I have my own continuation here.

On the small balcony of the suite, Chen Li'an looked at the continuous autumn rain, holding a crumpled cigarette in his hand, but it was not lit.

He still hasn't recovered a little, and it feels like the world has suddenly changed.

If Gong Li's reaction wasn't quite normal, Chen Li'an would have regretted it.

Chen Li'an turned his head to look at the happy Gong Li in the room, and couldn't help sighing, Gong Li was several years older than himself, which was also the reason why he would be soft-hearted at that time.

It doesn't matter if you are young, and you don't need children as a guarantee and continuation of life, but it doesn't mean that Gong Li doesn't need it.

It's just that how to go in the future, Chen Li'an is a little incompetent, he has never been a father in his previous life, only a father-in-law and a godfather.

Now that he is suddenly like this, Chen Li'an is really at a loss.

In the room, Gong Li held the test strip and looked at it for a long time, and finally put it away solemnly, then turned her head to look at Chen Li'an's back, and the smile on her face faded a little.

She can understand Chen Li'an's current mood and know what he is afraid of, but she really didn't think of asking Chen Li'an to be responsible for this, even if such a person compromises and marries for a while, he will run away in the future.

It's not as happy as coming alone, and now there is a child who will accompany him.

Gong Li took the initiative to walk to the small balcony, stood behind Chen Li'an and said calmly: "Don't think about it so much, this is my child, I won't ask you anything." ”

Chen Li'an glanced sideways at Gong Li, pursed his lips and didn't know how to answer.

At this time, maybe I should be a man and say that I will be responsible, but Chen Li'an knows that it is a lie to say it, and Gong Li also knows it.

Looking at Chen Li'an's young face, Gong Li was shocked to realize that the man in front of her was only twenty-one years old, and he was only twenty-two years old. Chen Li'an's freedom and maturity on weekdays made Gong Li ignore his age.

Suddenly having a child at such an age can indeed be panicked.

Gong Li was silent for a while, then held Chen Li'an's hand and whispered: "When the movie is finished, I am going to go to Singapore to recuperate for a while, and I will call you if there is anything." ”

"Hmm." Chen Li'an hummed softly, understanding what she meant.

Gong Li chuckled at this time, pulled Chen Li'an's shoulder and asked him, "You don't blame me, it seems that you are regarded as a tool man." ”

"No, it won't." Chen Li'an hugged Gong Li gently, and then said with a smile: "It's just that it's a little difficult to adapt for a while." ”

Gong Li pretended to pat Chen Li'an's shoulder and said, "Then don't think so much, you continue to be your Chen Li'an, I won't force you." ”

Hearing this, Chen Li'an threw away the crumpled cigarette in his hand, looked at Gong Li and said, "I'm hungry, I'll go get you breakfast." ”

"Okay."

Gong Li stood on the balcony and watched Chen Li'an's back when he went out, and couldn't help but touch his smooth lower abdomen.

Life has unlocked a new milestone, Chen Li'an seems to be more stable than before, the shooting after the rain stops is also very attentive, and he is patient in the face of Director Cheng's various requirements.

Director Cheng is also speeding up the filming in the next two days, everyone is not an idler, and there is no way to accompany him to make up the shooting all the time, even if he is a big director.

Chen Li'an no longer has any scenes that need to be refilmed at this time, and he did not continue to stay on the set, and the poster promised Director Cheng has not been painted yet.

Chen Li'an, a painting material shop in the ancient town, had been here several times before, and he bought a bunch of things and went back to the hotel.

At the door of the hotel, Chen Li'an, who was holding a bunch of painting materials, happened to meet He Saifei, who also had no role and was about to leave.

"Sister Fei, are you going back?" Chen Li'an looked at He Saifei, who was carrying the suitcase, and took the initiative to greet her and help her put the box in the trunk of the crew's car.

He Saifei thanked him, and then said with a smile: "I don't have many scenes, so I'll go back early after filming, and it's not convenient now." ”

Chen Li'an nodded and said with a smile: "You really have to pay attention this month, didn't your husband come to pick you up?" ”

"It's not to the point where you need someone to pick it up." He Saifei smiled, then looked at the pile of paint in Chen Li'an's hand and asked, "You want to create?" ”

"Yes, I promised to draw a poster for Director Cheng before." Chen Li'an said with a smile.

He Saifei glanced at the paints in the bottle, and said with some emotion: "It's still good for you to paint, a painting can be sold for a lot of money, unlike us who sing, food and clothing can't be guaranteed." ”

He Saifei's words are really not casual, she has been married for ten years, and the reason why she only has a child this year is that she has never had a house, and the unit has only allocated her a house in the past two years, so she and her lover have the confidence to have children.

On weekdays, He Saifei can occasionally take on a few movie roles, but he can only subsidize his family, and he is far from rich.

After He Saifei finished speaking, he looked at Chen Li'an, who was silent, smiled self-deprecatingly and said: "Hey, why am I telling you this, thank you for helping me get the box, I'll go first, I'll see you next time I have a chance." ”

Chen Li'an nodded, watching He Saifei get in the car and leave, until the car disappeared from sight, and his mind suddenly remembered what Director Yang had said to him before.

"Art is a language, but it is on the verge of extinction in China, and no matter how well you do it, there are two mountains on it."

Is this mountain of traditional art so difficult?

Famous Yue opera actors like He Saifei live in such a difficult way, so how can traditional arts develop.

But if it is not supported, why should we use this traditional art to restrict modern art?

Chen Li'an thought of Director Yang's expression that night, as if he suddenly understood something.

That's not a mountain, but a suppression of the unconvincing seal of the sky, when you see something unpleasant, you just smash it down, and then ask, traditional art is such a good thing, why don't you do it, you have to do this mess!

When you go to engage in traditional art, then you will find that you are only engaged in politics and propaganda, and art is not touched at all, and you are only paid a very low salary, and you are not given the corresponding status and respect.

Chen Li'an suddenly thought of a show he had watched in his previous life, and He Saifei scolded angrily, as if he had endured it for decades.

The outlawed Yuanmingyuan Painters' Village and the East Village's performance artist gatherings, artists who went abroad, and Popism and Playism prevailed in the domestic art world.

At this moment, Chen Li'an thought a lot, and felt that many of his previous thoughts might be too naïve.

Cheng Shufen is confident that she will come to her for an interview after she refuses, there is indeed no art in Xiangjiang, but it may be suitable for Chen Li'an, an artist who is unwilling to go abroad.

Chen Li'an glanced at the painting materials he was carrying, and finally just sighed helplessly, turned around and went upstairs.

Gong Li returned to the hotel in the evening and didn't see Chen Li'an in her room, so she went to Chen Li'an's room, pushed the door and went in and saw that he was painting, so she didn't make a sound to disturb.

Gong Li walked behind Chen Li'an and looked at the gray and blue hues on his vertical canvas and a woman in a white dress with bright red embroidered shoes on her feet.

The woman's expression was very calm, standing quietly in the ancient mansion deliberately distorted and anthropomorphized by Chen Li'an, as if she was surrounded by a group of invisible monsters.

Gong Li looked at the half-horned coffin behind the woman, and the pair of red dazzling embroidered shoes, and inexplicably felt a suppressed anger and shout.

Chen Li'an paused for the paintbrush in his hand, raised his head and glanced at Gong Li, then put down the paintbrush and asked, "Are you hungry, do you want to call you some supper?" ”

"Not hungry." Gong Li shook her head slightly, looked at the painting and asked, "Why do you feel angry?" ”

Chen Li'an dropped the paintbrush in his hand, stood up and looked at Gong Li and asked, "Didn't you feel anger when you played Linglong?" ”

Gong Li thought for a while and understood what Chen Li'an meant, although Linglong was entangled in love and hate in the movie, all kinds of things she did were out of line in the society at that time, and what was not understood by others was a subconscious struggle.

However, thinking of Chen Li'an's previous words about Director Cheng, Gong Li couldn't help but smile and said, "Do you think Director Cheng is making a feminist movie now?" ”

"I didn't deny the creative ideas of the director, I just thought he didn't shoot it." Chen Li'an looked at Gong Li, who was deliberately teasing him, skipped the topic and asked, "Did the filming go well today?" When will the filming be finished? ”

Gong Li rubbed her arm a little tired and said: "It's been filmed, Director Cheng will check it again tonight, if nothing else, it can be over tomorrow, there is a scene today, I ran back and forth several times with the book, you will help me rub it later." ”

Chen Li'an took Gong Li's arm and rubbed it gently, and then asked, "When do you plan to go to Singapore?" ”

"I'll go next week, I've already contacted my friends over there, there are special nannies and doctors."

"I'll send you there, I haven't been to Singapore yet."

"Don't, I'm afraid I'm reluctant to let you go."

“.”

(In the second chapter, I got up from sleep and wrote, and now I'm sleepy again, and I still have to go to sleep, and the number of words said will not be less, don't worry.) ）

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