178. The daughter is gone, and she comes back
In the brightly lit bedroom, the air conditioner slowly conveys warm air, and the indoor temperature gradually rises, and the beautiful atmosphere becomes hot.
On the soft big bed, Chen Li'an looked at Chen Zihan vigilantly.
"You let go!" Chen Li'an looked at Chen Zihan's face full of vigilance, for fear that she would have a savage collision in the next second!
Chen Zihan pouted and looked at Chen Li'an, he didn't expect that such a good opportunity just now would be run away by him.
Forget it yourself!
But I don't want to miss such a good opportunity, Chen Zihan pretended to be calm and said: "I'm not loose!" ”
Chen Li'an raised his eyebrows, broke away and left, where did the little girl come from so many scenes.
"Hurry up and get me up and go back to school!"
Chen Zihan puffed out his face and was angry and annoyed, but he thought that if Chen Li'an really drove himself away, it would be too shameless.
Although no one knew that she was coming, how could she raise her head in front of Chen Li'an in the future, it had come to this point, and there was no room for maneuver at all.
Chen Li'an came outside to calm down, returned to the bedroom again, and looked at Chen Zihan, who had not moved, and was angry in his heart.
I really regard this as my own home, I can come if I want to come, and I won't leave if I don't want to go!
Looking at Chen Zihan who was pretending to be asleep under the quilt, Chen Li'an walked over and hit him a few times through the quilt, Chen Zihan snorted a few times in pain, covered his head and continued to pretend to be asleep.
Looking at Chen Zihan who pretended to be dead like an ostrich, Chen Li'an really couldn't cry or laugh, why is this girl so big-hearted.
"Alright, don't play dead." Chen Li'an said with a headache: "First of all, I won't talk about falling in love, and secondly, I won't fall in love at school, it's useless for you to be like this." ”
Hearing Chen Li'an's words, Chen Zihan showed his head, looked at Chen Li'an with blinking eyes, and asked unwillingly, "Why?" ”
"There's no why." Chen Li'an looked at Chen Zihan's beautiful big eyes and said, "So don't think about it in vain." ”
"Is it because of Chen Meiren and Gong Li?" Chen Zihan sat up, looked at Chen Li'an and asked, "What is the relationship between you and them?" You're not with them at all, you just don't like me, don't you! ”
"Whatever you think, it's not a relationship anyway, I won't fall in love and won't get married." As for whether you like Chen Zihan or not, not answering is the best answer, and some words hurt the feelings of classmates.
Hearing Chen Li'an's words, Chen Zihan was stunned for a long time, and after a while, he said with some loss: "It's all related, no wonder you don't want to fall in love." ”
In other words, he may not be willing to do it, Chen Zihan suddenly seemed to be able to understand Chen Li'an's thoughts, you can only talk about love with one person, but if you don't talk about it, you don't have to be restrained.
But what do they want?
Chen Zihan looked at Chen Li'an's handsome face and the aura on his body, and probably understood what those women were thinking, and it was really hard to say who suffered.
A bunch of greedy old women! It's so beautiful to think about!
But I'm still a big girl, I can't be like them, it's a loss to be clear.
Chen Li'an's words tonight completely shattered Chen Zihan's plan, he originally thought that he would be able to win Chen Li'an smoothly, but in the end, it was not a food delivery.
Chen Li'an found his mobile phone and glanced at the time, looked at Chen Zihan who was still in a daze and said, "It's past eight o'clock, and it's still too late to go back to school." ”
Chen Zihan looked at Chen Li'an, who didn't have the slightest expression, and was silent for a while before revealing a smile, tilting his head to look at Chen Li'an and saying, "I don't mind." ”
"What?" Chen Li'an was stunned for a moment, and looked at Chen Zihan with a smile on his face suspiciously.
Chen Zihan immediately sat up from the bed, looked at Chen Li'an and said seriously: "I said, I don't mind, just be a good friend." ”
Anyone can be a good friend?
Chen Li'an really wanted to touch Chen Zihan's forehead to see if she had a fever, so she started talking nonsense.
"I'm not going to leave anyway! Why can't they, I can't! Chen Zihan said the strongest speech in the cutest tone.
There is even a strange thought in my mind, if I become a good friend like Gong Li and Chen Meiren, wouldn't I be a first-line female star if I round it off?
This is not much more powerful than Jiang Qingqing! The class is amazing, the old lady is tied with Gong Li! Overtake in direct corners!
Listening to Chen Zihan's words, the corners of Chen Li'an's mouth couldn't help twitching, what did he take himself? !
If he hadn't quit smoking, Chen Li'an really wanted to light a cigarette to calm down, afraid that he couldn't help his temper.
Chen Li'an rubbed his fingers, looked at Chen Zihan and said, "Before I'm angry, hurry up." ”
The atmosphere in the room instantly dropped to freezing, and Chen Zihan was also shocked that he was about to say the wrong thing for a while, and looked at Chen Li'an with a small face aggrieved, went up and took his hand and said, "I didn't mean that."
Chen Li'an broke away from his hand, looked at Chen Zihan calmly and said, "No matter what you mean, I'm not in the mood to play this boring game with you right now, so. Hmm."
Chen Zihan didn't say anything to Chen Li'an to let him go, and directly hugged Chen Li'an's neck and blocked his mouth.
Chen Li'an, who was gagged, didn't expect that he would be attacked again without paying attention.
Chen Zihan didn't give him a chance to say a word again, this is a duplicitous man, just do it directly!
A lot of thoughts flashed through Chen Zihan's mind in an instant, and it wasn't until Chen Li'an resisted angrily that she put aside all her thoughts and could only beg for mercy and admit her mistakes.
Call.
Chen Li'an breathed a long sigh of relief, feeling that he finally breathed a bad breath.
dared to sneak attack herself, how could she let her go without venting her evil anger!
Chen Zihan lay on the bed with his eyes blank, raised his white and slender little hand, grabbed Chen Li'an's hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "I want to drink water. I'm so tired that I don't want to move. ”
Chen Li'an: "......" is also called, forget it, just this time!
The next morning, Chen Zihan was called up by Chen Li'an early in the morning to go to class, and warned her not to come to her again for the past two days, and to concentrate on retreat and creation.
Chen Zihan's little head was like a rattle, and he immediately agreed, but he still walked awkwardly, but he had to go back to school and rest for two days.
After Chen Zihan left, Chen Li'an made a phone call to Chen Meiren, saying that he had no time to create in the past two days, and then began to continue to think about his design.
The design draft has basically been finalized, but Chen Li'an always feels that something is missing, frowns and looks at the design draft, thinking for a long time without inspiration.
After sitting in the study for the morning, Chen Li'an reluctantly put down the pen, he now lacks a little spiritual light, and the thoughts in his heart are too complicated, and it is difficult to calm down and create.
During this time, I didn't know what I was busy with all day, as if since I came back from Suzhou, my mind has become cheesy a little bit.
Chen Li'an, who had been sitting all morning, sighed, sitting at home would not be of any help.
Artists also need to collect style
On the streets in early winter, pedestrians have already changed into winter clothes, and there is no beautiful scenery in summer, Chen Li'an strolled on the street and looked at the pedestrians coming and going, and suddenly stopped.
There is a clear difference between the pedestrians on the street, with pedestrians wearing old winter coats in black as the main tone and pedestrians in bright colors and trendy styles mixed together, with a strong sense of conflict and contradiction.
Like the collision and transition between two eras, Chen Li'an stood on the street and looked at the tall buildings in the distance and the low old houses in front of him, as if he felt the pulse of the tide of the times.
Chen Li'an stood in place and looked at the scene in front of him, the shock in his heart became stronger and stronger, and the little bit of inspiration that had been missing in his mind suddenly exploded, making him want to understand what his design was missing.
Color!
Each era has its own color, and in the wave of change, more and more bright colors continue to impact everything in the past, lighting the original black, white and gray world with brightly colored flowers.
The house is no longer just gray and white, and the clothes are no longer only black, gray and blue
Everything under the tide of the times is changing drastically, and the old era represented by traditional buildings and the new era with the edge of reinforced concrete must also be distinguished by the hottest and strongest colors!
After grasping this inspiration, Chen Li'an nodded excitedly and ran back, he wanted to quickly turn these ideas into reality and make the ideas in his mind manifest.
Chen Li'an, who ran home, forgot to change his shoes, forgot to close the door, rushed back to the study, picked up a pen and began to draw the colors that belonged to them on the design draft.
The sky outside is gradually getting dark, the temperature in the study is gradually dropping, the heating in the capital has not been turned on, Chen Li'an forgot to turn on the air conditioner, as the night falls, the temperature is already very low.
Chen Li'an's hands holding the paintbrush were passively a little blue, but the light in his eyes was very hot, like a fire burning.
At the door of the study, Bai Qing, who didn't know when he came over, leaned against the door and looked at Chen Li'an quietly, without making a sound.
After waiting for more than ten minutes, Chen Li'an put down the pen in his hand excitedly, raised his head and saw Bai Qing standing at the door, he was stunned for a moment, and then said excitedly: "Come and see my design!" ”
Bai Qing looked at Chen Li'an with a scorching light in his eyes, and felt that this was the Chen Li'an he knew, and the Chen Li'an who could only walk among women in art forums some time ago was too strange to her.
Bai Qing walked in front of Chen Li'an, looked at the design draft on the drawing paper, and carefully studied it for a while before raising his head to look at Chen Li'an and said, "I'm looking forward to what you will look like when you're done now." ”
Installation art is like a heresy in Bai Qing's view, painting should be the most orthodox artistic creation, Chen Li'an has always said that she wants to play sculpture and installation art, although she expressed her support, but her heart is a little disdainful.
However, now looking at Chen Li'an's design draft, she realizes that the installation art may not be the same as her imagination, or that Chen Li'an's works will always have different characteristics.
Chen Li'an rubbed his hands a little excitedly and said, "I want to make it quickly now!" ”
Seeing Chen Li'an's excited appearance, Bai Qing went outside and poured him a glass of water and said, "Drink saliva and calm down." ”
After taking a big sip of water, Chen Li'an was still a little excited, Bai Qing looked at him and couldn't help but say, "You haven't been engaged in sculpture for the past few days, and you've been doing this?" ”
"Hmm." Chen Li'an nodded and slowly breathed a sigh of relief,
The light in the study was very bright, and Bai Qing, who was standing in the corner, leaned on the bookshelf and the light on his face was blocked, and he couldn't see the specific emotions in his eyes, but he just listened to her say in a mocking tone: "I thought that after you won the Golden Lion Award, you would lose the motivation to create, and you would only roll in mundane things." ”
Chen Li'an turned his head to look at Bai Qing suddenly, the emotions in his eyes changed several times, and finally he leaned back on the chair as if he had lost his strength, and the excitement in his heart instantly dissipated.
The fame and money he got during this period of time are too much, and he is also emotionally comfortable, Chen Li'an asked himself if he was indeed blinded by the world of flowers during this time.
Maybe he has been aware of it in the past two days, so he rejected Xu Jinglei and rejected Chen Zihan several times, but in the end he still failed to resist Chen Zihan's optimistic offensive.
During this time, he was really slack and complacent, and he was gradually losing himself, Chen Li'an sat on the chair and was silent for a long time, turned his head to look at Bai Qing and said, "Is there any smoke on your body?" Give me one. ”
Bai Qing took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit one for himself, before throwing it to Chen Li'an and asking, "Aren't you going to quit smoking?" ”
Chen Li'an took the cigarette and put it in his mouth, shook his head and said, "It's not that I want to quit, it's some messy things that are forcing me to quit." ”
Bai Qing took a puff of cigarette and said: "This is really not like you, you have changed a lot during this time, and you are not free and easy at all, just like the mediocre man in the story of Jiang Lang." ”
The daughter is gone and comes back. Bai Qing muttered softly, then smiled and looked at Chen Li'an and said, "Do you know? When I used to look at you, there was a kind of chic and uninhibited romanticism in Li Bai. ”
Chen Zi'an laughed self-deprecatingly, looked at the burning cigarette in his hand and said, "I can't compare, the gap between me and him is about the size of a galaxy." ”
Bai Qing couldn't help but roll his eyes, flicked the cigarette in his hand and said, "I just said that you are a bit alike, you are really gasping." ”
Chen Li'an: "." I only have Li Bai's waves, and I don't have him yet, right?
Well, that's the truth. What's even more cruel is that even the waves can't waste Li Bai.
After Bai Qing finished the cigarette in his hand, he said, "Just find yourself, come to the studio tomorrow to start work." ”
"Hmm." Chen Li'an nodded, and pressed the half-smoked cigarette in his hand on Simba's head, which was still unshaped on the table.
His first sculpture was destroyed like this, but Chen Li'an didn't feel a pity at all, it was just a soulless practice, and it was not a pity to destroy it.
As long as you are alive, what you can't lose, and what is worth looking forward to.
The daughter is gone, and she will come back
(Today's gums are inflamed, and the computer was broken in the afternoon, and then it was repaired again, and the state is not very good, and there will be a chapter later.) )
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