This dream is really long, it feels like I have to live in this dream for the rest of my life until the end of my life, otherwise, how can I leave this dream?

Well, how is this good? In those clichéd stories, people will be given a choice between the beautiful virtual world and the harsh real world, but is it really a difficult choice? Let's take a look at where I'm now. The reality is cruel, the dream is even more cruel, no matter where it is, it is not satisfactory!

Do you want to choose this blue pill or that blue pill?

What does this blue pill represent? Unknown.

What does that blue pill represent? The bigger unknown.

Isn't there a pill of any other color?

Let me find out...... Hey, I found it, there's a yellow pill here.

Yellow? Shouldn't it be a blue pill? How can there be an extra color? Okay, so what does yellow mean? It can't be a bigger and bigger unknown.

Or how can you say that you are lucky to have met the biggest and greatest certainty in the world.

Is it? So what does this yellow pill represent?

Death, the end of everything. No matter what reality, what kind of dream, the final outcome is certain.

It's boring! You don't have a viable solution or a choice! It's just falling into the well, gloating! Isn't this kind of behavior just rubbing salt on other people's wounds?

But what do you have to complain about? Who is responsible for this dilemma?

Who stole the neighbor's sister's college acceptance letter that night four years ago in order to get rid of the past? After being discovered, he used violence to coerce her and prevent her from speaking out. Later, in order to destroy the corpses, the entire street was burned, the past was burned clean, and then he went to school outside innocently.

If I hadn't been born into that family! The mother who is always silent, the father who is inferior to the beast!

Then you're going to snatch someone else's identity? Now, do you still know who you are? Over and over again, do you remember who you really are in your heart?

I'm Xiaoli and I'm a college student.

Xiaoli is dead, and she was killed by you just now.

I'm Xiaomei, a poor orphan.

What did you do to her that night, apart from stealing her notice and burning down her house? Not only did she become homeless, but she also went insane in the end!

Do you know what happened next? After you pat your ass and walk away, the poor girl is pregnant, and by the time she realizes it, it's too late. The rumors of the small place spread quickly, but she no longer had the ability to escape.

You want to ask how that kid is? Didn't you already see it? He was buried in an abandoned amusement park, and as soon as he was born from his mother's womb, he re-entered the cycle of reincarnation.

Now that we've said that, do you remember who you are?

I...... I am a victim.

As long as you remember who you are, you will be freed from this dream. Even so, don't you want to remember?

But I'm a victim!

Alas, have you not felt a trace of remorse and guilt?

I was born unfortunate, and who remorses and apologizes for me?

Alas......

……

……

A young man in a white work uniform was paying close attention to the large and small instruments and screen displays in front of him, but he saw that his brows were furrowing more and more, and his face was frosty.

It is a room divided into two, separated by a single glass in the middle, and the inner room can be seen from the side of the observation room outside.

At this time, a man was lying in the small room inside, and his body was connected by dense wires, and these wires were connected to various instruments, which displayed basic data such as his blood pressure, heartbeat, and breathing, as well as some incomprehensible image waveforms.

"Xiao Wang, how's it going?" A middle-aged man with a deep voice said to the young man sitting at his workstation.

Xiao Wang's eyes were still fixed on the computer screen: "The analysis data has come out." ”

After saying that, I heard a printer next to the computer start to click, and slowly spit out two sheets of A4 paper.

The man standing walked over directly and picked up the two pieces of paper and looked at it, this is an analysis data report.

Behavioural Violence Index: 66.4%

Verbal Violence Index: 38.5%

Depression index: 26.1%

Mania Index: 64.4%

Compulsion Index: 58.9%

Psychological Stability Index: 23.3%

Psychological Cognition Index: 37.8%

Empathy Index: 24.7%

Repentance Index: 18.2%

Crime Prediction Index: 69.2%

Crime Degree Index (10-point scale): 7 points

Conclusions:

1. Mild perceptual impairment: low sensitivity to more common psychological stimuli, higher tolerance to pain than average, and low sensitivity;

2. Moderate affective disorder: low empathy, impulsiveness and irritability, easy to be affected by the words or behaviors of others, and therefore change their own behaviors and thoughts, and rarely consider the consequences and severity of the event in advance;

3. Mild memory impairment: selective forgetting of some unpleasant or unfavorable memories, accompanied by obvious positive modification and active distortion of memory;

4. Moderate attention disorder: low concentration and interest in things, unable to invest high attention and energy on the same thing for a long time;

5. Moderate self-awareness disorder: the degree of self-identity disidentity is high, there is a certain avoidance personality disorder, behavioral withdrawal, but psychological arrogance. Especially after an impulsive and bad behavior, they will habitually deny or forget their mistakes. There are even indications that the subject consciously creates an external personality to take responsibility for his actions in order to reduce the psychological burden of the main personality.

Follow-up recommendations: follow-up observation, regular monitoring.

……

After quickly browsing the test report automatically generated by the computer, the man also showed the same expression as Xiao Wang just now.

"69.2%, this number card is really good."

"Yes, the crime prediction index and the crime degree index must be higher than 7 at the same time before it is possible to take proactive measures. So, Dr. Chen, why did the team set such a stringent indicator? ”

The middle-aged man named Dr. Chen was slightly startled: "Do you think this indicator is strict?" To tell you the truth, we've been discussing raising our crime prediction by two more points. ”

"What? Why? The staff looked puzzled.

"Didn't you look at the recent tracking report statistics table? Among the 58 people who meet the evaluation criteria of our criminal science tracking and monitoring, the people who really put the criminal behavior into practice, including 31 people who were stopped by us in time while still in the planning stage, and only one of them has an index lower than 72%, so we have reason to think that the data in the 70%~72% interval is just noise data. ”

"But...... What's the deal with relaxing the standards, if you frame one more person, you can reduce the possibility of committing a crime one more, what's wrong with that? ”

"We're just a small-scale test now, and if we expand the scope to the whole country, we may even apply it to the whole world in the future, let alone 2%, even if it's 0.1%, it could be an exponential increase in workload. Sometimes, when doing scientific research, we not only have to pursue a high level of data, but also to apply it to practice, so we must also consider comprehensiveness and balance, which is also a matter of no choice. Dr. Chen was also a little helpless.

Xiao Wang also sighed: "Yes, reality is always full of helplessness and compromise. ”

At this time, he finally remembered that there was still a person lying in the observation room, and hurriedly asked Dr. Chen, "Then today's tester can only let him go back?" ”

"It seems that this is the only way, after all, he did not trigger the warning indicator. But what the hell is going on with this person? ”

Hearing Dr. Chen's question, Xiao Wang's face changed, and he said with some hesitation: "This person ...... Didn't you bring it here and say you were going to test it first? And here is the file I received about this man. ”

When Dr. Chen heard him say this, he was also surprised: "How can this be? I've never had anyone prioritized and I've never met this person. ”

Xiao Wang also panicked, and asked a little overwhelmed: "That...... So what's going on here? ”

As if remembering something, Dr. Chen asked, "Why didn't she come for a female prisoner who will be released from prison next week to be tested today?" ”

"Yes, I also thought it was strange that we needed to conduct a psychological test on a female prisoner named Zhao Ying on our schedule, and only when the crime prediction index was lower than 28% and the degree of remorse was higher than 72%, could she no longer have to undergo regular psychological monitoring after being released from prison." Xiao Wang picked up the schedule and looked at it.

Seeing that Xiao Wang began to rummage through the information, Dr. Chen hurriedly said, "Didn't you just say that you received that person's file, bring it to me and take a look." ”

Xiao Wang also seemed to wake up from a dream, and while answering with "oh oh", he turned on the computer and searched.

"I received such an email."

Dr. Chan approached and saw an email with the sender's name very similar to his own, except that the lowercase letter L in it was actually the uppercase letter I.

Looking at the content, there is indeed a personal file attached to it.

Zhang Xiaoshuai, 25 years old, from Yuelin Town, X City, graduated from the Department of Philosophy of Huaqing University, and is currently working as a clerk in the XX Municipal Finance Bureau.

"This ...... It seems that he is a young man who has achieved success in his studies and has a great future, how did he get here? Dr. Chen lifted his glasses and said with a confused expression.

Xiao Wang didn't seem to have any fluctuations this time, he had obviously read the document first, so he turned to the next page and showed Dr. Chen the next content.

The sinner Zhang Xiaoshuai, 17-year-old seduced a young girl, causing her to become pregnant, her grades plummeted, her body was greatly damaged, and she finally missed the opportunity to take the college entrance examination. The slightest mistake is a thousand miles.

However, the creator of the tragedy only justified that he was young and ignorant, and he had an unintentional mistake, and finally even directly denied that he had a relationship with the girl, and even thought that she was messing around and slandering out of thin air, just for blackmail!!

Just because of an "unintentional" mistake back then, the foundation that a girl had worked hard for more than ten years collapsed like this, and the tragedy in the future became bigger and bigger like a snowball. The evildoer has taken the exact opposite path, and even in order to be able to have peace of mind, he can hide this memory without any burden and deceive himself. What is even more desperate is that there is no law in this world that has the power to judge such a sin.

Oblivion, really the antidote to any poison. What is the use of not repenting of one's sins, not admitting one's sins, not bearing one's own guilt, even if one is thrown into prison?