Chen Yuting slowly closed the curtain, isolating the messy materials, tools, models, and other things that made her feel irritated when she looked at them.

Recently, obsessive-compulsive disorder seems to have become more and more serious, and Chen Yuting herself knows this.

The first discovery of psychological problems is always oneself, and the perception of the mind and consciousness is not as ethereal as people think, but so powerful that it is a little frightening, so strong that the moment you realize the problem, you will habitually and naturally escape, deny, cover up, pretend to be deaf and dumb, and turn a blind eye. Let the thorns in your heart take root and gain a foothold, break through the ground, and grow wildly.

She sat in the dark for a while, and after some unknown time, she finally stood up as if she had just woken up from a dream.

Chen Yuting silently walked to the wall and turned on a floor lamp, the dim light illuminated her face in a dim color, leaving an even more dim light faintly illuminating the outline of a person on the ground.

She lowered her head like a puppet, looked at the person lying on the ground, and sighed softly: "Why did you go to bed so early, you never went to bed so early." ”

"Do you blame me for not being with you much recently, so I'm angry?"

She suddenly smiled lightly: "You are such a strange person, people say that you are so angry that you can't sleep, but you are the opposite of others, and you want to sleep when you are angry, right?" ”

She sat down next to the man again, and reached out a bony hand to touch his face.

"Don't be angry, why are you still angry like a child? When you are angry, you don't care about people. ”

"Did I tell you that I went to a high school reunion last month and met a lot of former classmates, which is really nostalgic!" She continued to speak, her hand moving down from his face and touching his neck.

"The class flower of our class at that time married a rich old man, and now it is beautiful! It's not like us ordinary people who have to work all day long for three meals a day, firewood, rice, oil and salt, and there is no end in sight. ”

As for her, now as long as she gives birth to the child in her womb with peace of mind, she will be considered to have completed her mission. She got money that others couldn't earn in ten lifetimes, she could summon dozens of people to serve her with one finger, she could go to places that ordinary people couldn't get into with all their efforts, and she could easily get the fruits of decades of struggle from others. ”

"What? You ask me if I envy her...... I have to tell you the truth, I'm envious, envious, envious to jealous! But I am self-aware, I am not as beautiful as her, and I don't have the means of hers, we are not the same kind of people, I can't do it. She shook her head slightly.

"I also met the person I liked at that time, did I tell you about him, my first love?" Speaking of this, a gentle flush appeared on Chen Yuting's face.

"Of course, it was just my first love. Well? You say that can't be considered a first love? Well, even if it's my first crush and crush. How simple it was when he was a student, all he saw in his eyes was him, and his family background or something was like a burden, which would only cover up a person's original light. Chen Yuting laughed stupidly: "What a stupid idea." ”

"At that time, when you see something beautiful, you instinctively have a good feeling, and you should know this best as an art student, don't you? Such a man of the hour, excellent in character and learning, tall and handsome, cheerful and sunny personality, is kind to everyone, even the most self-conscious girls will want to get close to him. ”

Speaking of this, she changed her words, a little regretful and a little sad: "However, he seems to have changed a lot now, although he is still so eye-catching, his temperament has changed a lot, and he is so cold that people dare not approach." ”

"Naturally, he is accompanied by a beautiful woman, I heard that he is a teacher who teaches psychology, and it seems that he is pursuing him with a dead face!" Speaking of this, Chen Yuting laughed out loud.

"It turns out that people like them have to keep their voices down in front of the people they like, so I'm really balanced. No matter how sharp her teeth and beauty are, she still has to perform in front of men like a clown! ”

"While eating, we played a game...... She told me to communicate with you more so that we can be ...... It's true, but it's nonsense. It can be seen from this that any experts and professors are just liars who can only say some high-sounding official clichés. ”

Chen Yuting's hand moved to the man's chest, and as if she understood something, she suddenly and slowly approached him, almost touching his nose.

"Speak! Say something! Chen Yuting's eyes widened angrily, staring at the expressionless face, and said viciously: "Speak! Why don't you speak! I just told you so much, why don't you say a word! ”

She grabbed the man by the collar and shook it desperately.

"You're always like that! No matter how much I say or what kind of madness I have, you always have such a dead face, and you can't break a fart for a long time! Right! Just like this, with a dead face! A dead man's face! ”

"Have you ever looked in the mirror? You have so many mirrors here, have you ever seen yourself and do you know how much you look like a dead person now? ”

The person on the ground stiffened like a stone, responding to Chen Yuting's roar with silence.

"Why don't you speak? Why don't you speak? Speak! Say! Chen Yuting shook him frantically, crying and laughing.

The man finally made a noise, and he made a strange "click" sound, like weathered rocks, broken bones, and broken branches.

"Huh!" A mechanical electronic female voice seemed to come from the void, suddenly interrupting Chen Yuting's one-man show.

This sudden sound frightened Chen Yuting's heart to a beat, she was like a frightened rabbit, her body shook suddenly, and her crying voice was instantly choked in her throat, and she almost didn't lose her breath.

She held her breath and didn't dare to move, as if she would be swallowed up by the unknown as long as she made the slightest movement.

"I didn't hear clearly, please say it again." The electronic female voice sounded again, and the dead silence of the room became more and more eerie and cold.

Chen Yuting stayed for a while and quickly understood. She crawled hand and foot to the desk, where there was a small red metal box — an intelligent voice assistant.

She picked up the little box, and like a drowning man grasping a piece of driftwood, she stammered again:

"Zhu Tao, Zhu Tao!"

"I'm here!" This time, the little box changed its voice and made a man's voice.

"You're finally willing to talk to me! I thought you were going to ignore me again! She turned and threw herself on the man and cried.

"As long as you are willing to talk to me, everything will be fine, I'm afraid you will ignore me! I walk around in front of you every day, but like a transparent person, no one smiles at me, no one speaks to me, no one sees me, don't I exist! ”

"Zhu Tao, are you there?"

"I've always been there for you/Laughs."

"Really?"

"My heart for you will always be true."

"Really?"

"What I said is true."

"That's great!"

"That's what I'm supposed to do, you're welcome."

Chen Yuting didn't know when there was an extra sharp knife in her hand, and she had already unbuttoned the man's clothes, revealing pale and blue skin.

The sternum was hard, the tip of the knife was resisted, and there was a stabbing and grinding sound, and she couldn't cut through the body after several attempts. It wasn't until the tip of her knife left the bone and touched the diaphragm area that it encountered soft skin, and the blade of the knife was like a boat entering the water, and it disappeared all at once.

Bloody, sour and rotten gas gushed out, and miscellaneous flesh and blood were like octopuses dumped out of fishing nets, crawling everywhere.

After painstakingly pulling these things out of his stomach, Chen Yuting put the small square box in the empty flesh. The man's abdomen is like an open double door, and there is a mouth in it that can speak, a mouth that answers all questions, and answers all the answers.

"Zhu Tao!"

"Huh?"

"I love you."

"I love you too."

"I love you."

"I'm miserable! I'm in love! ”

"I love you."

"So, we're in love."

"I love you."

"I suspect you've turned on repeater mode."

"I love you."

"The old doesn't go and the new doesn't come, or let's talk about something new."

"We've talked about this before, so let's change the subject."

"I've said this many times, let's change the topic and open the door to a new world."

Chen Yuting's face was pale, her lips trembled, and she yelled uncontrollably: "You go to die!" Die! Die! ”

In contrast to her madness, the male voice was as flat as water as ever——。

"Okay."

After that, the work indicator was turned off and she automatically exited as she wished.