The name Li Guanyin is not her big name, and it is not even her name.

So far, forty years later, Li Guanyin has forgotten what he was called at the beginning, it was called "Li Xiaonu" by the owner of the drama troupe who saw wealth back then, or "Li Guanyin" called by some old guests who listened to the opera, as if even the surname "Li" was the owner of the family.

As for the name "Guanyin", such as ordinary people like them, the most taboo is to collide with the gods and Buddhas, and it is really a bit disrespectful to bring this in the name, and it is impossible for anyone to call it so.

It's just that she was abandoned by her biological parents since she was a child and was adopted by the troupe owner, so she no longer believes in this.

Compared with the non-named "Li Xiaonu" who was given by the class owner when she was young, she still didn't get used to the official master who coaxed the seedlings in the audience to call her "Li Guanyin".

Even if she has been singing those plays related to Guanyin since she was a child, she has been singing those plays related to Guanyin all day long, and she has been performing a play "Fish Buddha" and "Basket Tour Palace" all day long, playing the role of a bodhisattva who saves suffering and saves the suffering of the world, and she does not dare to compare herself to such a supernatural immortal.

Even in those years, there was some fame in this Junzhou area, not only the appearance of eyebrows and eyes or the style of gestures, a few old people even said in a matter, others called out the general, she called the next immortal.

She's just listening to it.

She felt that if there were really immortals, how could the so-called people who had the world in mind make their parents ruthlessly abandon their children.

So at that time, she didn't believe in the so-called "gods with three feet on the head".

Especially when the class owner insisted on staying in the most dangerous place in the waters of the Danjiang River to build a team to make money, he was swept up the mountain by the fierce and vicious village owner with a hundred taels of silver, and she felt that the so-called "being kind to others is perfect" and other bullshit truths are to coax the world to be happy, and "good people have good rewards" is just their own rhetoric. Otherwise, why would fate always play such a trick on itself?

Later, the man who plundered herself up the mountain took good care of herself and pampered herself in every way, and she couldn't wait to die and leave this world where she always couldn't get along with herself.

and then when she is pregnant, in the end, how can she be willing to give up her unborn child to die for her own selfishness?

Once the baby was conceived in October, it was not only a life, but also a little change in the man's opinion.

She can't remember how many times, nausea and retching caused by fetal movements, eating and vomiting all day long, it was this hairy man who tirelessly served porridge and water, washed and changed the mattress.

I can't remember how many nights before giving birth, the baby in her womb tossed and turned again and again, causing her to be unable to sleep all night long, and it was this fierce-looking man who was afraid that he would be angry and stayed outside the house day after day.

More or less, people's hearts are flesh and blood, and she thinks that this man is not bad.

In the days that followed, this man who seemed to be a little kind would not be proficient in boiling rice cereal in person, and would also change the child's clothes in a hurry, and even sometimes blame her for putting the child uncomfortable, and even leaned on the door frame when she was tired and couldn't stand it.

Therefore, his heart turned casually and inadvertently agreed to his "Guanyin", and more than ten years of grievances broke out in an instant after the flick of his fingers.

Li Guanyin looked at the man who was at a loss and didn't know whether to coax the child who was crying because of his mother's crying first, or to coax her who was crying for some reason, and smiled with tears in his eyes.

He said that the Bodhisattva's weeping is compassion for the suffering of the world, and Guanyin Wan'er is compassion for the red dust of men and women.

This seems to have used up this man's more than 20 years of knowledge before he came up with a bullshit remark, which made this Li Guanyin, who was not Guanyin, feel that God had finally opened his eyes.

In the stove room on the east side, Li Guanyin rolled up his sleeves and washed the dishes and chopsticks, and when it came to the emotional part, the distraction turned into sluggishness.

There is a woman, a small bench in coarse linen clothes, and her sleeves and skirts are stunned.

Ye Yao, who was sitting on the side, couldn't see the fireworks in the world, but she could feel it.

The sound of dishes colliding again, and Li Guanyin's voice followed, "Look at why my mouth is so chattering, why do I have nothing to do with you." ”

I lost my mind at night, and I had the impression that I was still young at that time, and the courtyard on the mountain, my father and mother, weren't they also living like this?

Ye Yaowan smiled, "It's good, Songhua brewed spring water sencha is just a dream of Nanke, firewood, rice, oil, salt, light rice, and coarse tea is the fireworks in the world." ”

Li Guanyin laughed out loud, "Second Miss is really knowledgeable, the Bodhisattva's weeping is compassion for the suffering of the world, Guanyin Wan'er is compassion for the red dust of men and women, this kind of bullshit can be made up blindly by my family, and the second lady's sentence of spring water coarse tea sounds comfortable." ”

For the woman's mistakes that she forgets in an instant, Ye Yao will not remind her, if it is not for the depths of love, how can the love words of "bullshit not understand" be so smooth to say than this simple and easy-to-understand "knowledge".

"Sister Guanyin has lifted me, what kind of knowledge." Ye Yao smiled and said, it was rare for someone to say something considerate, and she was also in a much more comfortable mood, "There are big truths in some books, just use them." ”

"That's what a skill." Li Guanyin was busy and didn't stop, and began to organize the pots and pots on the stove again, "It's like my father-in-law, I can't toss around blindly when I'm sick, I can't stop reading at home, I can't remember anything, those miscellaneous barnyard said that I was able to catch it, and the girl of the red medicine pestered him all day long." ”

"I whispered to you, their grandfathers like to talk about the third prince in recent years, I have heard it several times, there is a competition with the envoy of Fanbang in the capital four years ago, talking about my family's spittle stars flying all over the sky, I am nervous to hear it. Where else is there, a bandit, the third son and a senior team up to destroy the bandits. ”

At this time, Li Guanyin lowered his voice, and turned his head mysteriously to Ye Yao on the small bench on the side, "That little girl is admired." Second Miss, Third Son, can there be a marriage match? ”

Ye Yao was stunned for a moment, and was a little surprised by this woman's question, but she was as smart as her, and she was relieved in an instant, and said with a wry smile: "Oh, why is my sister still talking about this." ”

Li Guanyin hurriedly snorted and said, "Look at my mouth, it's so nonsense." ”

Outside the house, because he had to listen to his father's story after dinner, Hongyao was very rude to kick out the night three. Ye San, who had nowhere to go, had no choice but to come to find Ye Yao, who was helping Li Guanyin pack up his things, but before he went in, he heard the two gossiping in the stove room.

At this time, the night three watch, who was eavesdropping on the red face, suddenly felt that he was also dirty.

When he was about to leave, he heard Li Guanyin's question from the house, "Second Miss, is it true that you said about my father-in-law's illness at the bottom of the mountain?" ”

Ye Yaoer obviously fell into a deep thought, weighing the pros and cons, and only replied after a while: "I have only read a few medical books before, and I have learned some pharmacology from one of my own pharmacists, and I am not very proficient. When I went down the mountain, I just looked at the smell and asked the smell, and if I didn't enter the stream, it was a misdiagnosis, and my sister still didn't take it seriously. ”

The woman who began to torment the Chinese medicine let out a long sigh, full of loneliness, "Actually, I can guess some, even if it is not the tuberculosis that the second lady said, I feel that it must be some incurable disease, otherwise, how can it be seven or eight years, the more it is treated, the more it gets worse, it does not get better." ”

Ye Yao didn't know how to talk at this time.

Although the pharmacist at home is not one of those You Fanglang who hangs the pot to help the world, he is just a family physician with a poor reputation, but he is also a saint.

Obviously, as she said, this watershed second master, this disease has penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and it really responds to the sentence "Where the order belongs, there is no choice but to do it".

Li Guanyin was immersed in his thoughts, did not notice the expression of the person behind him, and said with a wry smile: "If it can't be cured again, should I take him to find a miracle doctor." Second Miss, you are well-informed, which God in our Great Zhou is the best to heal and save people? ”

"Oops, the red medicine is still so small, it can't follow us out for a bump, and I don't feel at ease if I stay at home."

"Xianggong doesn't know if he can travel long distances because of his illness, I'm afraid that he will be tired again."

"I haven't been out of the mountains for 20 years, I'm afraid I don't know the road anymore."

Li Guanyin took a small fan and gently shook the fire, breaking his thoughts.

"Oh, that's sad."

Finally remembering that there was another person in the room, Li Guanyin looked back, slightly embarrassed, "I'm sorry Second Miss, I'm just a good chatter, and I don't have anyone to talk to on weekdays, you talk a little too much when you come, don't be annoyed." ”

"No, no, no." This is her sincere words, listening to Li Guanyin's preface and afterwords, Ye Yaoer once again thought of her mother many years ago, when her father vomited unconscious every time she was drunk, she was also so chattering, but she would also clean up carefully, take care of it patiently, and boil the sobering soup, and blow it cold and feed it one by one.

At that time, it sounded noisy, but now, it is very comfortable.

"Actually, I really didn't ask for too much, when I was a child, I begged all the way, I just thought that it would be good to eat enough, and I would be content if I could drink gruel for a while."

"When I grow up and sing, whether it is the boundaries of Junzhou or the surrounding states and counties, I don't expect to be famous, so I want to make more money and find a good husband for myself, instead of looking at people's faces every day and smiling with people."

"I didn't expect that I could find a powerful husband, even if he didn't have any skills, I could do more work to support him."

"Later, I became Mrs. Zhai by mistake, and I also gave birth to red medicine, I just wanted a family of three to live a good life, and I didn't ask for anything, just like this, boiling water and cooking every day, husband and children, it doesn't matter if it's boring, it's really good to see them every day."

"But how did you get such a disease that can't be cured? I guess my name is taboo. But I can't let my husband suffer for me. ”

"Ugh..."

Li Guanyin followed one sentence after another, and Ye Yaoer listened carefully.

As soon as the small fan in Li Guanyin's hand stopped, she suddenly turned her head to look at Ye Yao, "Is it really because of my name?" ”

Ye Ya heard a hint of panic in this voice.

"No, no, no." Ye Yaoer shook her head and squeezed out a smile that she felt ugly but couldn't look good at this moment, "Guanyin Bodhisattva saves suffering, compassion is compassion for everyone, and the suffering of the world will not be disrespectful because of a name, this is your blessing, Guanyin Bodhisattva gives you a blessing." ”

Li Guanyin took a breath, as if any word that Ye Yao said now was good medicine, not only to cure the disease and save people, but also to bring the dead back to life.

"Then I will make offerings to Guanyin and pray every day."

The small furnace remembered to snort again.

Ye Yao lost his mind slightly, and he didn't know what he remembered, so he said softly as if he was whispering: "If you are sincere, where can you not fulfill your wishes?" ”

There was no movement in the small furnace again, and then the small fan fell to the ground, and Li Guanyin knelt down directly, facing the west, knocking a lot of heads.

"Knock knock ......" is a light knock sound.

She thought about it again.

"May I save the suffering and save the Guanyin, make a great wish, save all sentient beings, and not grow old or sick."

I've said it many, many times.

Ye Yao got up and went out of the house, she said: "Sister Guanyin has a good heart. ”

"So everyone who upsets her deserves to die."

Just like three years ago.