Chapter 533: You're a Psychological Trauma
"Brocade." Yue Xun'er called lightly.
"Well, I'm here."
Yue Xun'er seemed to be hesitating, she wanted to know, but she was afraid that she would be sad to mention it.
Qiao Bijin saw that her face was entangled, "You want to ask me about confessing to King An Le on the street?" ”
"How do you know?" Yue Xun'er was shocked and quickly explained: "I'm not looking down on you, I'm just ......"
"Just wanted to ask if I have any regrets?"
Seeing Qiao Yijin's calm demeanor, Yue Xun'er also became bolder, "Yes, everyone knows that a woman's reputation is so important, have you ever regretted it?" ”
If it was someone else, she wouldn't have brought it up at all.
But in front of her is Qiao Bijin, although she has not known Qiao Bijin for a long time, she also knows a thing or two about her temperament.
This girl never hides things in her heart, not stupid, but open-minded and fearless.
She wanted to know how Qiao Bijin did it.
Qiao Bijin looked at the empty street corner, she had a smile on her face, "No regrets." Do you know what my mother said? My mother said that since you like it, you will try it, and if you meet someone like that, if you don't fight for yourself, you will definitely regret it in the future. ”
Yue Xun'er smiled, "Your mother is so good." ”
"It's not just my mother. You have also seen what kind of character our Majesty is. Your Majesty didn't look down on me because I was once rejected by King Anle, King Anle didn't, and neither did Lord Shousuke. After a long time, you will know what kind of place we live in. ”
Yue Xun'er nodded slightly, and then said, "Do you know like a brocade?" I used to really think of my grandmother as my only relative, even if she was always moody, one second she might be kind to me, and the next second she would use all the nasty words to insult me. But I still care about her very much, I always feel that my grandmother raised me and raised me who has no blood relationship with her. I even thought that as long as I got married, I would definitely be filial to my grandmother and give my grandmother all my dowry. ”
"Whether she hits me or scolds me, as long as she gives me a smile, I forget about it. The people in the village would also tell me about my mother, they said that my mother was a slut, and that she was pregnant with such a wild seed, because my grandmother was kind and couldn't bear to starve to death, so she adopted me. ”
"I've always believed in it. Until the man appeared at home, carrying my grandmother behind my back to do something to me, I told my grandmother, but my grandmother said that I was cheap, I was shameless, and what was born of a slut was really a cheap embryo. ”
"That's when I realized that something was wrong, even if I had a bad temper, I wouldn't even care about the woman's innocence. She knew what was going on, but instead of giving me a head, she poured dirty water on me. I wanted to run, but I had nowhere to go, I was afraid, afraid that my grandmother's spell would make me rot. ”
"Until you showed up and told me about my mother. I realized that I was wrong, I misunderstood my mother, and I mistrusted the old woman. She didn't want to be nice to me, just to appease my mother, and I was so stupid. ”
Qiao Bijin said softly: "It's not your fault, she has the intention to deceive you, and she uses family affection to hold you hostage, so you naturally won't suspect her." ”
She wanted to comfort Yuexun'er, but she suddenly found that her head was blank.
What should Yue Xun'er do? How can you let go of that past? If you didn't care about it, it would be fine, but Yue Xun'er once regarded that old woman as a close relative.
Yue Xun'er looked at the boundless darkness, "I hate myself so much, I want to kill myself just thinking about what I've done." I obeyed the woman's words because she said I was a slut and that I was disgusting to live. I wanted to prove to her again and again that I was a good boy and that I would be obedient, and I just wanted her to like me. But now all this makes me sick, and the past me makes me sick. ”
Qiao Bijin took Yue Xun'er into his arms, "You're right, it's this world that's wrong, it's the mother-in-law who's wrong, and it's the villagers who stand by." ”
Yue Xun'er's face was buried in Qiao Nijin's shoulder, "Bijin, I know it's wrong, I know it's wrong to say how miserable I am, but I'm so greedy, I just want to hear you say I'm right." ”
Qiao Bijin gently patted her back, "You are traumatized, when it is dawn, I will take you to find Dr. Wenren." ”
"Am I sick?" Although Yue Xun'er had doubts, she actually believed Qiao Bijin's words.
"yes, you met very bad, very bad people, so you got hurt. The wounds in the body can be healed, but the wounds in the heart still make you feel painful. ”
Yue Xun'er held Qiao Bijin's hand tightly, "I'm going to see the doctor, I want to live." Although I hate myself, I can't die, I die just as the old woman wants. ”
Qiao Bijin nodded vigorously, "You will live well and be angry with the old woman lying under the ground." ”
Qiao Bijin was a little sleepy, but she didn't dare to sleep.
She first took Yue Xun'er back to Yundu Mansion, and waited for Yun Duwei, who would take over, to take office, and then she took Yue Xun'er directly to the Wenren Medical Center.
It was Yan Wuxian who opened the door, and he saw that the two of them were a little puzzled, "It's been a long time?" ”
Qiao Yijin smiled and said, "Not for a while." ”
Yan Wuxian was happy, "Knock on the door when you come, when did you become so polite?" ”
"I didn't know you were there, I was afraid that it would make a noise."
Yan Wuxian smiled, "Master has already gotten up, let's go in." ”
Qiao Rujin took Yue Xun'er into the pharmacy and went to the backyard familiarly.
And Yan Wuxian is cleaning up in front and preparing to open the shop.
Wen Renxi looked at the person who came, and he noticed that something was wrong at a glance.
The girl who followed Rujin just glanced at her secretly, and then kept her head down, obviously avoiding her gaze.
"Doctor Wen, her name is Yue Xun'er, something has been wrong with her recently."
Wen Renxi understood as soon as she heard it, she knew who Yue Xun'er was, after this girl returned to the city with Nijin, Bijin had come to ask her.
The main thing is to inquire about how to get along with Yue Xun'er in order to make her more comfortable and get better as soon as possible.
Wen Renxi said: "Miss Xun'er, the pharmacy is short of manpower today, can you go and help Wuji clean up?" It's worth your consultation fee. ”
When Yue Xun'er heard this, she was obviously a little nervous, and her back stiffened.
It can be deducted from the consultation fee...... This made her very excited.
She is now Yunduwei, but she can't let Yundufu give her money when she sees a doctor, right?
Yue Xun'er gritted her teeth, "Okay, thank you Doctor Wenren." ”
So I saw Yue Xun'er looking ready to die and walked outside.
Qiao Bijin wanted to follow, but was stopped by Wen Renxi.
"Tell me about her lately."
Qiao Bijin repeated Yue Xun'er's words to Wen Renxi, and then said: "Doctor Wen, you can't tell others about this, Xun'er told me that she believed me." If it weren't for her treatment, I would never have betrayed her. ”
Wen Ren sneered in disgust, "I have no medical ethics in your eyes? ”
Qiao Bijin hurriedly apologized, "It's me who lost my words." ”