Chapter 176: The Great Limit of Life and Death
Gao Wenwu pulled Jiang Shan outside, Jiang Shan frowned, a little unhappy, but she definitely wouldn't do anything with Gao Wenwu openly.
Moreover, as soon as I got outside, there were still many people walking around in the living base. These people have numb looks on their faces, most of them are wearing dirty clothes, and there are many women who are not clothed, but by this time all shame, including the "face" that humans love, has disappeared from here.
People numbly walked to the front and lined up to receive supplies.
"I don't know what the problem is between you and Dr. Wei," Gao Wenwu turned around and stared at Jiang Shan expressionlessly, at first glance his face was a little similar to the numb people around him, "But Dr. Wei is our leader, and it won't do you any good to disobey him all the time." ”
Although Wei Yuan has always seemed to be gentle and rational, he rarely loses his temper, and even occasionally shows a little kindness. But he is a person who even the director of the entire research base is afraid of, Gao Wenwu is not as simple as Zhang Zheng and Zhao Ying, he knows who he can't mess with.
No matter how Jiang Shan is, she is now a member of the team, and if she always crosses the line, she may one day affect the rest of them.
"So far, he hasn't caused the team to suffer substantial losses, let alone hurt you, and I think that's enough."
Gao Wenwu knows too much what interpersonal relationships are all about, so there is the so-called "deeds do not care about the heart", if you really want to look at it with a heart, everyone's soul is dirty and can't look at it directly.
As long as this person is okay on the surface, why do you have to open his heart to see if it is red or black inside.
It's just self-inflicted. Moreover, in this case, Wei Yuan, as the leader of the team, kept the whole team alive for three consecutive missions, which was almost enough to make people kowtow to him.
Jiang Shan didn't speak for a while, but she rarely felt a little fresh, because no one had ever educated her, and all she got in her life was "lessons", not education.
"Do you think I call this disobedience?" Can you survive the three missions just because of Wei Yuan?
It seemed that her expression made Gao Wenwu see a hint of sarcasm, so Gao Wenwu also frowned and added: "This is the advice of one of my people who came over to you, do you want to listen to you." ”
In the entire team, Gao Wenwu may be the only one who does not have any personal feelings for Jiang Shan, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he may be the most sober one in the entire team. Wei Yuan's ambiguous attitude towards Jiang Shan is inexplicable, Zhao Ying has already regarded Jiang Shan as a confidant, and Zhang Zheng has completely turned enemies into friends with Jiang Shan, and even has a little brainless trust. From beginning to end, only Gao Wenwu still looked at Jiang Shan from the most objective and bystander perspective.
So his words are a bit stiff and unpleasant.
Jiang Shan couldn't help but look at a person walking in the living base, and said lightly for a moment: "Thank you for your advice, but the identity of the so-called 'person who came over' you mentioned, Gao Wenwu, do you think you have experienced enough?" That's why he regarded himself as a person in front of Jiang Shan.
Gao Wenwu stared.
His gaze fell on Jiang Shan's young face, to be honest, he really didn't think there was anything wrong with giving Jiang Shan a few words of advice.
Jiang Shan's eyes and pupils are actually a little different from the eyes of normal people, at this time she looked at Gao Wenwu with these different pupils, and it was a little out of focus, as if looking at you and not looking at you: "So Gao Wenwu, do you know where you come from?" ”
Gao Wenwu's eyes moved: "What do you mean?" ”
Jiang Shan had already nodded slightly: "Of course you know where you came from, no matter how far you have been, no matter what dark and tragic betrayal of human nature you have experienced, you still know clearly where you come from, and you will never question your identity and origin in society, you still know what you want to do, and even a strict person like you will set some clear goals (goals) to be reached." You live clearly, and you are clear in this world. ”
Gao Wenwu felt the corners of his eyes jump uncontrollably, Jiang Shan kept looking at him without moving when he spoke, and that look was even more penetrating than anyone he had ever met.
"Jiang Shan, what do you want to say?" He asked in a ghostly manner.
Jiang Shan's eyes turned slightly, and she looked at the people who walked numbly, without exception, under all those seemingly numb masks, the hidden reality is pain, there is hope to suffer, and only after seeing the light will the darkness be unbearable, "Everyone here has a place to come, maybe they seem to be confused now and don't know where to go, but there are still 'names', 'identities', 'locations' These things continue to help them live in the dark." ”
Wei Yuan heard Jiang Shan's every word inside, and he lowered his eyelids, as if an invisible shadow hung over his face.
Gao Wenwu subconsciously almost blurted out: Who in this world doesn't have a history?
Suddenly, he apparently swallowed the sentence back.
Jiang Shan's lips seemed to be hooked: "If a person doesn't know his origin, origin, future, and past, everything is like duckweed on the surface of the sea, without a foundation." Do you think she still needs your advice, such a ridiculous thing? ”
Can these things of yours help a rootless wanderer live better?
No. And the only way to keep the rootless wanderer alive is to find her roots again.
Gao Wenwu's face was pale, he already knew that he had lost his words this time.
Jiang Shan had already patted the ashes on his clothes, as if he had already lifted the topic: "Don't worry, I will continue to stay here and stay in this so-called 'team'." Because I need to get the answers I want, this is going to be a higher priority than all tasks. ”
Jiang Shan said it very clearly, she is not to obey who listens to whom's orders, maybe Jiang Shan didn't have her own purpose before, but now she has.
Then Jiang Shan gently brushed Gao Wenwu's side and left, she didn't come to quarrel, Gao Wenwu thought that he was an "older person", but he didn't know that only people who lived under the framework of social identity would need these old feudal "experience".
Jiang Shan's whole person is a blank piece of paper, and how the white paper wants to draw it depends on herself.
In the past, Jiang Shan carefully obeyed the rules of this society, because of the persecution of life and death, it is the instinct of living beings to want to survive. Besides, at that time, after all, there was still that "orphanage", the director, and the old nurse.
But now these are all gone, she has become a lonely figure with no origin and no origin, and all the rules of order are gone in this erosive apocalypse.
(End of chapter)