Chapter 330: The Past: It's Strange and Distressing
It's darker.
The day is nearly fifteen, and the moon is nearly full.
The circle is also round in other homes.
From the original ascent of Leyou to Jinggongfang Su house, straight south and north across Xinchang Fang, on weekdays, you don't need a stick of incense to travel, and the third night has walked for nearly two quarters of an hour.
This is a very subtle feeling, not daring to face Su Liubai, just like treating Su Liubai as Zhuang Yuan by mistake, from that day on, it is difficult to convince yourself to face Su Liubai.
Although he dared to act bravely, it was indeed not a big man's doing, but it was precisely because of this that Ye Sangen felt that he was too sorry for other girls after drinking, and his self-esteem was troublesome, and he didn't dare or was embarrassed to face it.
Right now, the reason why I feel like this again is that I feel more guilty and blame myself.
Whether it is the bizarre death of Su Liuyin at noon, or the tragic destruction of the Su family in the evening, Ye San asked himself to be more negligent, from the beginning when Su Liubai came to the door to help Ye Yao, Ye Yao must be in mind, but Ye San has never taken it seriously, only as a disaster to the pond fish under the competing interests of Liangwei Mo Ying, but he didn't think about it, but he was on fire.
Night three began to regret it.
If he brought Su Liuyin out directly last night, if he intervened with strong means from the beginning, if he was...
But this bustling coming and going is all the passing water, and the white horse is fleeting, how can there be so many ifs?
Knowing that the matter about the second lady of the Ye family in the past few days was angry, but because of her fearful identity, Yin Gaozhao, who was extremely tactful, had to maintain his original awe and humility before the arrest document on his desk was confirmed to take effect.
There can be official authority, but it is also necessary to distinguish who it is against.
This Gyeongzhao Mansion Yin, who is in charge of millions of Li people in the Gyeonggi region, can still carry it clearly.
It was Gao Zhao who ordered his subordinates to requisition the houses on the side at the first time, just to let this second lady of the Ye family, who is also unofficial and unpositioned, but definitely a few points more powerful than the officials of the feudal territory, have a good rest, and don't let him, a four-rank Beijing official, lose his identity and face in front of outsiders.
It's just that as soon as I finished the night, I saw the night three more pacing coming.
Of course, Gao Zhao knew what the third son had done, and just now the sister and brother were going to Liangwei for every word, as for what to do, they just tacitly agreed. Now that he is back, Gao Zhao naturally wants to go over and ask, it is best to use some extraordinary means to get some results, at least it saves him a lot of trouble.
It's just that he hasn't passed over, he just glanced at each other, and the ghost knows what kind of eyes it was, which made this high-ranking fourth-grade official fearful, how could he dare to step forward?
Thinking about letting Yue Qingfeng come over, he wouldn't go to this time first.
Ye Sangan, who was somewhat conflicted in his heart, walked into the private house in the end, and was slightly relieved to see Su Liubai, who was still in a coma.
I'm afraid that she won't know what to say when she wakes up, first she lost her temper after drinking, and then she indirectly caused such a miserable situation because of her carelessness now, and Ye San didn't know how to face this girl.
But I am afraid that she will not wake up, her loved ones will leave one after another, and the great compassion in the world will not be this, and even if she is mature in this great change of mind, I am afraid that it will be difficult to get along.
Ye Yao just looked at Su Liubai, who was lying unconscious on the bed but still frowning, for fear of missing a sign of waking up.
Ye Sanchang stepped forward to probe his pulse, obviously the heart rate is normal, and the qi in the body is also regular, but he doesn't wake up, it is enough to show that his spirit has been hit hard, and Ye Sangen can only help him continue his qi without making her suddenly suffer from great sorrow and sorrow, and her heart is so weak that her vitality is damaged, but she can't rely on external forces to make her better, and her heart disease is difficult to treat, so she can only survive it by herself.
Only then did he notice that Ye Yao, who had come back from the third watch, raised his head slightly, and the anger in his eyes flashed, obviously whether it was Su Liubai or the Su family's affairs, it had already scared the fourth Jingguan with this sentence to the second miss of the Ye family, who had no temper, no longer had her usual elegant temperament.
"Not awake yet?" Night three asked.
"Just woke up." The night went back and forth and bowed his head, "and then he cried and fainted again." ”
Falling into silence with only one or two breaths in the subtle atmosphere, Ye Yaoer suddenly raised his head, "Mo Ying instigated Su Liuyin, which caused the Su family to invite an unwarranted disaster, do you think he deserves to die?" ”
She raised her hand and pressed Su Liubai's forehead, which was still tightly frowning even in a coma, gently smoothed it, and then faced the re-folding, she repeated the gentle movements.
"I've never been in your private business, and I don't want to know what you mean by the blank space. But, you know, I like this sister a lot. ”
Ye Yao looked up, and a pool of autumn water rippled in his eyes.
"Look, I can't even open my eyebrows now."
She gently stroked the acupuncture points on Su Liubai's head, trying to ease the knot that really couldn't be untied.
"It's weird and distressing."
……
In the end, it is a woman, and in the face of more or less existing problems in this family, Su Liubai obviously can't cope with it.
The Su family lived in the richest Suzhou and Hangzhou generation in Jiangnan Province, and their ancestors faced the loess with their backs to the sky, self-sufficient and self-satisfied, and the remaining rations went to the government to sell at a good price.
My father had no intention of fame, but he had a business acumen when he was young, and by chance, he looked at the silk and satin scraps that were eliminated every day by the Imperial Court Weaving Bureau, and the price was cheaper under the same quality.
My father gritted his teeth, sold his land and did a silk business, relying on his steadfastness and hard work, unique vision, and doing everything himself, going back and forth between Suzhou and Hangzhou and the capital, picking up and selecting high-quality silk weaving, and selling it in Beijing.
God rewards diligence, business rewards letters, industry rewards fine, hard work for a few years is also accumulated a lot of family foundation, followed by the purchase of a farm house in the capital, although this kind of family background in the rich businessmen and wealthy families in Beijing can only be regarded as a non-stream, but in the hometown is also a temporary scenery.
As the saying goes: no one asks if you are poor in the downtown area, but you have distant relatives in the mountains.
Another wise man said: The poor man stands on the cross street and plays with ten steel hooks, but he cannot hook the flesh and blood of his relatives; Rich people play with knives, guns and sticks in the deep mountains and old forests, and they can't beat away their unrighteous relatives and friends.
In the early years in the old home, because there was no land and no land, sometimes three meals a day were to pick up some vegetable leaves to satisfy the stomach, at that time the newborn brother could not even drink some milk, hungry and crying, the mother led their neighbors and relatives around, and did not ask for decent food, but suffered from the addition of white eyes, think about it is pitiful.
Once, my father borrowed an ox cart from the uncle's house in the same village to pull some cloth on his behalf, even if he was young at the time, he didn't know how to warm and cold people, and he didn't know how to be behind people, Su Liubai still remembered that angry face, especially his aunt, who didn't come out, and the voice was heard clearly from the back room, "It's really unfortunate, I'm discussing letting your eldest brother plow the land in a few days." ”
Even Su Liubai, who was young at the time, understood that there were no rules for plowing the land in winter? The yellow earth was frozen like something, and there was not even a single mark on the ground when a hoe went down.
Fortunately, God opened his eyes and bitter endured.
After taking root in the capital, it was really a blessing at the beginning, the mother taught her husband and children, and the family was well organized, and the father was busy with business outside, and the family was happy and did not have so many worries.
Or that my father is quite business-minded and has a unique vision, and he has fallen in love with the Western Regions these days
It's just that as his younger brother Su Liuyin grew up, he didn't have to worry about food and clothing all the year round, and he suffered a lot when he was a child, and his mother was even more doting.
The burden of the Su family obviously began to be handed over to Su Liubai under the reluctance of his stubborn father.
It was also since then that Su Liubai learned more about his father's difficulties.
is not only limited to running around every day, going back and forth in the wind and rain to and from Jiangnan, Beijing, and the Western Regions, running hard for the sake of the family's business, secretly never letting his family know, but also dealing with those relatives and friends in his hometown.
It seems to be owed in the previous life, and the neighbors in the old family who were eager to draw a line with their own family began to come to the door frequently, and those who climbed relatives and brought their ancestors eager to move out the family tree, and also let the two families get involved, which is nothing more than letting the Su family, who already has a certain amount of financial resources, help the foil.
In the past few years, my father is also kind-hearted, and has helped many fellow villagers settle in the capital, but as the old saying goes, dogs can't be fed too much, people can't be too good, meat is varied, people are divided into three, six, nine, etc., there are always people who can't feed the white-eyed wolf.
There are so many scoundrels who have nothing to do all day long, so they all rely on the Su family to help, and every month a certain amount of money will be sent to this group of idle relatives, which is completely parasitic on the Su family.
This really didn't make Su Liubai expect.
On this day, the uncle led his aunt to the account room to withdraw the share of the month, and happened to meet Su Liubai, who was taking the account, and now the aunt had something to say, and opened her mouth and closed her mouth to talk about the help she had helped the Su family back then.
Honest mouths come as soon as they open their mouths.
said that the child who left the seal had no milk back then, because he was distressed, and he was willing to starve his child and let the seal be full; Talking about it, seeing the Su family brothers running back and forth is not a taste in my heart, and I want him to send his own cattle to him as a substitute; Everything else is a neighbor, distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors, no matter how bad the year is at that time, half of the family's noodles and nests will be divided into the Su family.
The sharp teeth and sharp mouth invert black and white, and teach people to be indignant.
Su Liubai, who was outspoken, couldn't stand it, but he quarreled with this mother-in-law who didn't know where to go.
Thanks to Su's father being a peacemaker in front of him, he hurriedly kicked his daughter out, which can be regarded as quelling the war between women.
Naturally, Su Liubai, who was angry, didn't go back, went out to relax, and by mistake, he picked up the drunken night watch.
It was the first time that Su Liubai had intimate contact with a man other than his brother and father, and he was held by this strange man who was not a stranger, even if he listened to him gently call the name of another woman, but listening to his deep thoughts that overflowed with words, he naturally felt the depression hidden in his heart.
But it is also indescribable, and the spirit of the soul is incomprehensible, Su Liubai is not tired of this man's lewd actions, but he is a little shy, and he is envious of the woman whose name is Zhuang Yuan.
Such a beautiful scene is naturally short-lived, and the night three watches are returned, and the first encounter between the two in disheveled clothes in the carriage is naturally not the end, but the beginning.
Naturally, there was a conversation that had been boiling in the capital for a while, and the girl of the Su family took the initiative to go to Panshan to hand over the eight characters of her birthday, and she wanted to use a few silk shops of the Su family as a dowry to marry Panshan.
From then on, Ye San, who was already blaming himself and guilty, didn't dare to meet this girl.
Naturally, he understood that Yesan was deliberately avoiding himself, Su Liubai didn't care, and he didn't care about going up the mountain at all, but no one thought that these two people missed by mistake every time, and it was also interesting to find one to hide.
……
As early as the beginning, my sister inquired about this family in private, and knew that it was not a girl who wanted to be rich and wealthy with others, but in private, these two women had a lot of contacts.
was aroused by his sister's words, and Yesan raised his hand to pinch his sister's shoulder, but he didn't say anything in the end, and turned to leave.
Two by two, but there is no word.
I didn't see my brother raise his hand to cover his chest, but I could hear my brother whispering.
"It's weird pain."