Even the high-intensity training did not break my habit of keeping a diary every day.

Then one day an idea popped up to me: why don't you take the wonderful experiences you started recently from your diary and write an autobiographical novel?

It's exciting to think about.

Just do it! I started working on the manuscripts in the free time I had.

Since it is an autobiographical work, of course, it is described around the real world.

First of all, let's introduce the worldview.

I hesitated for a moment and then began to write.

……

Legend has it that in 1992, a meteorite fell into the Sea of Japan, causing a huge tsunami.

The tsunami not only inundated Japan, but also spread to the southeastern coast.

The people there came to the northwest and southwest in order to survive.

Governments have publicized to the public that the impact of meteorites has caused the Earth's axis to skew.

The world calls that day "Impact Day" – and that's where it all began.

In the next 15 years from that date, the Earth's climate has changed dramatically, with more than one-third of the land desertified and resources depleted.

The world's population is seriously declining, the world pattern is completely reshuffled, and human life is becoming more and more difficult.

In addition, strange creatures began to appear all over the world, posing a threat to human life.

It was in this context that BAES was founded.

BAES is an organization that specializes in the destruction of alien invaders and monsters.

When I was seven years old, in 2007, I witnessed two strange events.

The first thing is that I have seen huge monsters appear many times in the city where I live, and under the premise that the BAES defense team cannot defeat, the righteous giants appear and destroy the monsters.

But this matter was concealed by BAES, and every time the incident happened and was resolved, they erased the memories of the witnesses.

As always, the TV news reports some "facts" that are completely non-existent - they can't see the giants to resolve the monster invasion crisis.

It's been so long since I remember the giants' names, but I still remember how they stood up.

I thought, I want to be like them.

The second event is the "end of the world" that began at the end of 2007.

At the time, it was called the "Human Super-Evolution Event".

The price of achieving the end is the destruction of almost all of humanity.

During that time, the entire sky was gray, and an atmosphere of despair permeated the world.

The three giants reappeared, and together with the defenders, through great sacrifices, finally emerged victorious.

After this event, no monsters were seen again.

The giant also disappeared and never reappeared.

After some time, BAES's fighter planes swept across the sky again, scattering numerous glittering particles.

Then people dramatically forget about it. The battle with the monsters, the help of the giants, and the BAES all disappeared from the memory of the populace.

The news continues to tell the falsified story of humanity's struggle against the "end times".

But only I remember.

I kept telling people around me about those experiences, but no one believed me, they all thought it was my fantasy.

I don't want to believe it, and I can't believe that those things are false.

Later, I experienced several alien-related kidnappings, which also proved that my memories were not illusory.

However, his memory was erased by the BAES people.

They seem to be hiding some secrets.

Although I was not implicated by their methods, I also gave up speaking out and pretended to live like a normal person.

The suspicion of the world is slowly eroding my fighting spirit......

Time passed, and it was 2012.

It is said that this year is the "end of the world" prophesied by the Mayans.

I had been expecting it to be a glorious scene, but I couldn't get to see it for myself, because a car accident left me in a coma for a whole year.

When I woke up in early 2013, I was covered on TV with some of the events of last year, and the year was designated as "Awakening Day".

What does this mean exactly? I didn't have a chance to find out.

And then it's now.

As mentioned earlier, the "Crash Day" of 1992 completely reshuffled the world landscape - now I will analyze it from my perspective.

The first is the desertification of more than one third of the land, which has halved the number of countries in the world.

The destroyed countries also have large numbers of surviving refugees who are housed in less harmed neighbouring countries.

Nor is it the way to go. After solving the "human hyper-evolutionary event", the surviving countries began to unite and transform the desertified land.

The countries headed by the P5 have divided and managed the desertified land, divided it into 26 regions, A to Z, and worked together to rebuild the regions.

The area of construction is for refugees from the extinct country to live.

The nationality of the refugees remains unchanged.

For example, a person's parents are ex-Japanese, living in Zone E under the control of China, and his nationality is still Japanese, and the "he" he gave birth to is also Japanese.

I don't know why this is the case, there may be many complicated reasons for this, and the top management is probably also arguing about it.

But that's not my business, skip it.

After a long period of construction, especially after surviving the crisis of '07, the regions have changed from desolate deserts to prosperous states again, but the countries that were destroyed in the past cannot come back.

The fact that the government concealed changed the minds of the people and succeeded in getting people to adapt to the present.

This absurd and cruel "truth" is still advancing with the world pattern today.

……

At this point, the worldview is introduced. I'll write about my experience from being kidnapped at the beginning of the 20s to the present, and I'll be adding a thickened excerpt from the diary.

It's late at night, so I turn off my flashlight, stop my pen, and fall asleep under the covers.

Maybe all of my memories are true, but I try to write down all the secrets I know.

……

When I woke up the next day, I saw a roommate reading last night's manuscript at my bedside.

She still shouted: "It's well written......"

See clearly, this person is Yuying.

I instantly fell asleep, and quickly snatched the manuscript back from her hand, hugged it in my arms, and stared at her angrily.

"Ah...... I'm sorry, sister, I didn't mean to peek. It's just that you've been secretly writing this thing these days and nights, and it's so curious that you ......," she quibbled in a panic.

"Hmm...... It's okay, don't look at it next time. "I put the manuscript I forgot to hide last night in the safe box at the bedside.

"I know, and I don't say it to anyone." She whispered into my ear, "And the worldview you wrote this script is a little dangerous, and it's best not to be accidentally seen by other people, especially the instructors." ”

"Of course I do." I said with a hint of annoyance.

Theoretically, the work should not be seen by anyone until it is published. But for the sake of her friendship with me, and she only sees it alone, I don't care about it.

……

At the end of the three-month training, we began to take part in the assessment.

- If you pass the assessment, you will be able to become a full-fledged team member.

There are hundreds of machines and devices that resemble VR simulators in the examination room. Each unit can only accommodate one person.

Each of us went inside by number.

The assessment begins.

Then I realized that this was the biggest and most severe test to date, and it really deserved to be the final test—from the perspective of a normal person.

Why? Because the truth of this world that BAES has hidden so far is revealed at this moment.

The device controls the nervous system of the people, simulating the scenes and introductions of the past end times, allowing their mental consciousness to be completely exposed to those hellish scenes.

The pure trainers who have "never been in touch" with these truths in the past can collapse emotionally almost instantaneously, and those who can survive are the elite of the elite.

And no wonder...... When it comes to becoming a member of BAES, you have to know the truth.

It's just that I'm not very satisfied with the fact that BAES didn't announce the truth early at the beginning of training so that everyone could accept it, but chose to stuff it all at this moment.

But it didn't have much of an impact on me.

I don't know how long it has been since the outside world, but I have an intuitive feeling of the inside of the device, it must have been more than ten or twenty years......

I was shocked to see the whole process, there was no fear in my heart, only some happiness, one was that I confirmed that all the experiences I had recorded were correct, and the other was that I saw my idol, the Giant of Light, after many years, and learned their names again.

At the end of the assessment, I walked out of the installation, and the decades I had spent in the installation seemed like only a moment, but it completely deepened my understanding of the world.

Some others come out with a psychological breakdown, afraid to accept the facts; Some are trying their best to accept it; There are also those with firm countenances.

After this assessment, nearly four-fifths of the people were eliminated.

Those who are eliminated will have their memories erased and return to their normal lives.

And those who were not eliminated passed it! This group is officially a new member of the BAES medical department!

I happened to be one of those people who passed.

Holding his certificate, I was really excited.

……

When I returned to the dormitory to pack my things, I saw that Yuying had also come back with a certificate.

"Yuying, you also passed!" I said pleasantly.

But she looked at me with a surprised look on her face.

Sure enough, she questioned the fact that the content of the manuscript I wrote was consistent with the truth at the time of the assessment.

"It's a coincidence, do you believe it?" I say.

"I don't believe it!" Yuying said excitedly.

"Then I can't explain." I reluctantly dismissed her.

Indeed, I don't know the real reason why my memories haven't been erased.

But I don't care about that as much as she does now.

I just want to pack my bags and get ready to leave the military academy for a good dinner and be in the best possible state for the interior of the branch base that I am heading to.