"You live in the past and can't extricate yourself, and you are trying to pull him back into the past, to become the same person you used to be, is it possible?" Shen Yu felt that Zeng Yu was deceiving herself, "You have reunited with him until now, in addition to immersing yourself in the memories of the past and the grief of losing him, do you do your best to understand why he gave up on you and gave up being a doctor?" Are you doing your best to understand where he is now? In addition to saying that he doesn't want you anymore, what else have you done? ”

Shen Yu was glad for Zeng Yu, glad that the person Zeng Yu met at the moment was her, not anyone who liked Fu Chenghai.

Otherwise, Zeng Yu will definitely be abused and her body will be incomplete.

"What about you?" Zeng Yu suddenly asked seriously.

"What am I?" Shen Wu twisted her eyebrows.

"Can you give up the iron job of being a teacher for him?"

"Yes." Shen Wu didn't think twice, "I said yes, it's not that I'm showing off anything, but I have a choice, I don't want to be a teacher, I can do other work, but you can't." There is no comparison between us, this is the reality, no one is to blame. ”

Shen Lian deale

Having done it all, what other profession she can't do? is just a teacher, Shen Wu has never taken it seriously.

Zeng Yu is different.

She couldn't give up her current profession and fall into the magic path with Fu Chenghai.

Shen Wu can.

In other words, Shen Wu is now on the way to fall into the demon path with Fu Chenghai.

This is reality, and it is providential.

What Zeng Yu can't do, she can easily do.

Zeng Yu fell in love with Fu Chenghai miserably, but Shen Yu couldn't talk about love for Fu Chenghai.

This is "unfair".

God takes away what you want, and turns around and shoehorns what you don't want.

You have no choice but to learn to accept, to face it, and to reconcile with yourself.

Shen Wu had learned to face it calmly three years ago.

Zeng Yu obviously hasn't yet.

She stared blankly at the ceiling, "I know that Fu Chenghai gave up on me and became a doctor because he had been in prison abroad. But this is not a big deal for our family, he can't commit a crime, my dad and I both believe in him, we will help him clear his grievances, help him rehabilitate, even if we can't, we will help him get on the right track, now it's not what me and my dad want, it's that he doesn't want to be involved with us. ”

"Since you all know, why don't you stop working hard to redeem yourself, but choose to give up on yourself?" Shen Wu was also a little sad about her misfortune and angry with her.

Zeng Yu looked at Shen Yu in surprise suddenly, "Work hard...... Saving ......"

She smiled inexplicably, "Shen Wu, you figured it out, he is married to you, I'll redeem it, and then be a junior?" ”

Shen Wu's eyes sank slightly: "Since you know this truth yourself, then who are you doing now?" You begged me to give him back to you. ”

Zeng Yu was speechless for a while, "......"

Shen Yu sneered: "Since you can't do anything to win him, why do you show a soft side when he appears and try to win his sympathy and pity?" You yourself haven't figured out what you want now, but you're trying in vain to ask me to return Fu Chenghai to you. I ask you, why should I give it back to you? ”

Zeng Yu was stunned and couldn't refute it, so she could only look at Shen Yu blankly.

"If you want morality and want to be justified, you should understand that you have no chance, all you can do is wait for me and Fu Chenghai to divorce. If you don't want morality, just think about Fu Chenghai with one heart...... Then you should do it with your heart, to understand him, to understand his past three years, and to understand what he is thinking in his heart. You want me to give him back to you, and you at least show me that your love is worth giving up! ”

At least, let Shen Yu, a person who doesn't love Fu Chenghai and just wants to use and investigate Fu Chenghai, see that Zeng Yu's feelings for Fu Chenghai are unique, and this is the only one.

Obviously, Shen Wu didn't see it.

In addition to the crying and crying every time they meet, Zeng Yu's love for Fu Chenghai, in addition to being weak or weak, wants to bow her head but is unwilling, wants to fight but doesn't dare, hesitates, and stops at a shallow taste, it seems that this is just the case.

Shen Wu is not a heartless person.

If...... She was saying what if......

If Fu Chenghai told her that he didn't want to continue, he wanted to turn back, go back to Zeng Yu, or Zeng Yu could really redeem it, even a little bit of Fu Chenghai's heart.

Shen Wu will let go generously.

Because she is no longer as businesslike she was before, she also has compassion for Fu Chenghai.

She will find the truth, but it is no longer a way to use and hurt Fu Chenghai.

If Shen Wu's letting go can fulfill a pair of lovers, Shen Wu will feel that she has done a good deed to accumulate merit.

Because she knows too well how painful it is to persist in the love that is not blessed, not favored, and blocked by others.

At the end of the day, you think you're fighting against the opponent, but in the end, you find out that you're just fighting against yourself.

You keep saying you want to be together, but in the end you think about what if you don't get together.

You are genuinely afraid, suffering from gains and losses, and the unknown assumption that you cannot be together is like a sword of Damocles hanging over your head.

Pending.

Your love is consumed in daily trembling.

It also dies out of anxiety and quarrels due to indecisiveness.

Shen Yu didn't think that Zeng Yu and Fu Chenghai's relationship was so sincere that she would be willing to give up her plan.

It doesn't matter if she is selfish, or if she is indifferent, it is okay to say that she occupies the position of Fu Chenghai's wife but does not love Fu Chenghai......

"For Fu Chenghai, I won't let go."

At least not yet.

Zeng Yu looked at Shen Yu, who was categorical, and then she smiled sadly, "Of course you are qualified to say such things, you are both married, what can I do?" All I can do is when I carry someone on my back, and I beg you to give him back to me, and the rest...... I can't. I'm out of love, won't I even be given a chance to grieve? ”

"It's been more than three years since he left you, and no matter how long your grief lasts, it shouldn't take so long, right? Are you waiting for Fu Chenghai, or do you know that you can't go back, but you are still obsessed? ”

Zeng Yu was slightly stunned.

Shen Wu seemed to be in a word.

Yes, is she waiting for Fu Chenghai, or is it the unforgettable memory in her mind?

It's been three years...... Long enough......

Two lines of tears silently slid down the corners of Zeng Yu's eyes, and she asked with a wry smile: "You have Fu Chenghai's present, I have his past, you say, are you sad or am I sad?" ”

Shen Wu's face was as usual, "No one can be sad, and losing yourself is the saddest." ”

Zeng Yu said desolately: "Then what is losing yourself? ”

Shen Wu: "I don't know what I want, I don't know what I should do at this moment." In this life, the biggest source of trouble is thinking too much and doing too little. If you truly understand your heart's desires and your demands, don't care about the floods outside, just do it. ”