Chapter 221: May Day 32
Fu Chenghai didn't expect Shen Wu to say this to him, he was stunned for a while, and he didn't know how to react.
Shen Wu looked at the stiff but not surprised expression, her eyes suddenly serious, "Do you know that he is dead?" ”
Fu Chenghai came back to his senses, "No, I don't know, I-I didn't expect it, I didn't expect him to ......"
"Really?" Shen Wu didn't believe it.
"Really." Fu Chenghai looked determined.
After a while, Fu Chenghai diverted the topic and asked, "Why did you suddenly remember to say this today?" ”
"It's nothing, just heard something about you from others, about a woman and a man, they both had an 'intimate' relationship with you," Shen Yu raised her eyes and looked at him seriously again, "Before you, I only had one relationship, and we were each other's first love, and we only quarreled once because someone else tried to insert the relationship......"
Speaking of this, Shen Wu unconsciously lowered her head, and a certain familiar sourness came to her heart again, "That was the first time in my life that I was jealous, I made a very bad demonstration, had a big fight with him, and then ...... And then...... He snatched the door out of the door in a fit of rage and never came back. When I see him again...... He was already a cold corpse. ”
Fu Chenghai's lips pursed deeper and deeper, his chest rose and fell with Shen Yue's emotionally fluctuating voice, he could feel that he was holding his breath, as long as he relaxed a little, he would definitely breathe disorderly.
He ...... How did he die? Fu Chenghai's voice seemed to tremble.
Shen Wu shook her head, at this moment, she didn't know what she was doing, but she felt that she was about to be swallowed by some kind of emotion.
This emotion broke her down and made her powerless.
At the same time, it also made her cowardly.
She wanted to find someone to lean on.
Looking up again, there was only a vague figure in Shen Wu's sight wrapped in wet crystals.
She knew that it was Fu Chenghai, but the shadow in her eyes was faintly like Gu Lang.
She was a little uncontrollable, and stepped forward and hugged Fu Chenghai violently, as if that was the place where she was looking for the meaning of survival and looking forward to the shelter she was still looking forward to.
After all, there is probably no place in the world that makes her more at ease than here.
"Fu Chenghai, don't ask me about the past, is it okay?" Shen said: "It hurts, I don't want to recall. ”
"Then why did you take the initiative to tell me this?"
"Because...... Because ......" Shen said: "Jealousy is a terrible thing, and it will cost people their lives." ”
Fu Chenghai's heart was hit hard.
Shen Wu's words seemed to be illogical, but Fu Chenghai understood the ideological context.
He suddenly didn't know whether to cry or laugh, "So you're afraid that I'll lose my life, because you'll be jealous because you've heard someone tell me about me, right?" ”
Shen Yu put her head against his chest and nodded, the amplitude was very small, but Fu Chenghai still felt it.
He clasped her head with his hand, his palm running through her hair, and pressed her head tightly into his ribcage as if he wanted to insert her inside.
"I don't want to quarrel with you." Shen Wu unconsciously hugged Fu Chenghai tighter.
Fu Chenghai felt the weight of the weight on his waist, and smiled inexplicably with relief.
He patted Shen Wu on the back and said, "Don't worry, I won't make you jealous in the future." ”
"And before?" Shen asked rhetorically.
"You're really, refusing to let me go at all."
"I don't have a lot of emotional experience, I fell in love all by feeling, I was willful once, and the result ended miserably, I don't dare to be willful anymore."
So she has created a boiled water-like character, tepid.
"It doesn't matter, in my place, you can be willful or not," Fu Chenghai said: "Being with you is something I couldn't think of before." ”
"Huh?" Shen Wan always felt that his words had an off-string sound.
"It's nothing," Fu Chenghai said, "The previous life was busy and impetuous, but now that it has stabilized, it feels unreal." ”
"Really?" Shen Wu always felt that he was adding to the snake, and obviously felt that it was not what he explained at all.
Fu Chenghai knew that he was lying again, he didn't dare to meet Shen Yuan's gaze, so he could only clasp Shen Yuan's head on his chest.
"Shen Wu, let's be a parent."
"Nope." Shen Wu refused, wanting to break away from his arms.
Fu Chenghai firmly circled her and didn't let her go.
"I'm serious, I didn't tease you, I took it seriously to meet my parents," Fu Chenghai said: "I want to take my mother over and let her see how happy I am now." ”
"No," Shen Wu still refused, "I don't want to see my parents, you promised me that when the time is right, I will take you to see your family." ”
"You don't want children?" Fu Chenghai said: "What I'm talking about is really having a child and living a normal life like a normal couple." ”
Shen Wu was stunned for a moment, her body completely frozen, "What are you talking about?" We're not living normal days now? ”
"Are you sure it's normal?"
Shen Wu was speechless for a while, unable to answer.
Possible...... Normal, not normal.
The normal thing is that they are indeed a loving husband and wife in front of people, and they are not much different after people, but they are inseparable from morality.
It's just that, perhaps, the most abnormal person is her.
She didn't really want to have a child with him.
And what Fu Chenghai said may be that he really wants to have a child with her.
Shen Wu suddenly realized, does this mean that Fu Chenghai also has true feelings for her?
She looked up at him in a panic, and was greeted not by his face or gaze, but by a natural kiss as he looked down.
The feeling of coldness comes and goes quickly, only a light peck, the coldness is like a blue flame, looking cold, but after dissipating, it leaves a blazing heat.
She felt like her heart, like the ashes of incense burned on the altar, as if she had drilled into a fire.
It's not hot, but it's warm enough.
Before bed.
Luminous light shines in.
Shen Wu turned her back to Fu Chenghai, who was asleep, facing the window, staring blankly at the alienated stars outside the window.
Shen Wu, who has always pursued early bedtime and early risen, has insomnia.
"I'm sleepy, and you still haven't slept?" Fu Chenghai turned over, although she had her back to him, he knew that Shen Wu had not slept.
Because Shen Wu was quiet and quiet when she fell asleep, she was simple and harmless, and she would face him defenselessly and habitually.
Even if he turned over in his sleep and unconsciously turned his back to her, she would quietly stick to him, putting her head against his back, as if she had to make some contact with him to fall asleep.
So whenever she turned her back on him, he could be sure that Shen Yu was awake.
"The bed smells of roses, and it smokes so much that people can't sleep."
Fu Chenghai glanced at the time with his mobile phone, "It's too late now, let people change the sheets tomorrow." ”
"Hmm."
"Don't like roses?" Fu Chenghai said: "I won't send it in the future, I will send you something else, how about the perfume lily?" The meaning is good, and it is a good match for a hundred years. ”
Shen Wu turned over and got into Fu Chenghai's arms, "I don't mean to be picky, I'm just ...... Not used to it. ”