269, pour out the bitter water in the stomach
This is Hong Limin's first time at the bar, and she doesn't know what to order, although she has drunk with her husband at home, but she only drinks a little beer.
Guan Lin helped Hong Limin order a bottle of champagne.
Although there is not much alcohol in this wine, after two or three glasses, Hong Limin felt that her face was hot.
"Is there something you want to tell me?" Guan Lin asked. His face flushed, too.
"Did something happen to you and Tajima?"
"Yes." Hong Limin nodded, one because of the drinking, so that she could easily speak, and the other was that she saw the portrait of Kuwabara in the "House in the Woods" café, which made her rebound.
Hong Limin briefly recounted the anonymous letter she received and her husband's ambiguous relationship with Kuwahara, and she gritted her teeth in anger several times during the conversation.
Guan Lin listened silently, and when he finished listening, a gloomy expression appeared on his face.
"I don't believe it......" Guan Lin said flatly. Tajima would do that kind of thing......"
"But it's true." Hong Limin said very resolutely.
Hong Limin remembered that she saw her husband and Kuwabara in front of the hotel, and she couldn't help but feel heavy.
"But......" Guan Lin said with a confused expression. It must be a woman who seduces Tajima, because Tajima is cowardly by nature and is easy to be seduced by women. ”
Maybe it's really as Guan Lin said, Hong Limin thinks so.
On the surface, Tajima is very strong, but in fact, he pretended to be a cowardly person.
Therefore, it is very likely that Kuwabara seduced Tajima, but even if Kuwabara seduced him, he cannot be forgiven. Because it can be seen from this that Tajima's love for his wife has faded.
"You're telling me to forgive him?"
"I didn't say that, it's up to you to decide." Guan Lin hurriedly said. "I don't want to plead with you on Tajima's behalf."
"Can I forgive him?"
"I think so, because Tajima will definitely regret it."
"Really?"
Hong Limin stared at his fingers with gloomy eyes. Does Tajima regret doing something wrong? If he didn't let his wife Hong Limin know, wouldn't he be happy to be with Kuwabara?
"Does Tajima know that you have found out about this?"
"I don't think he knows yet, because I haven't talked to him yet." Hong Limin said with a straight face.
Guan Lin seemed to be very distressed and looked at Hong Limin's face and said, "If Tajima admits his mistake to you and asks for your forgiveness, will you forgive him?" ”
"I don't know." Hong Limin replied honestly. Because the scene she saw in front of the hotel hit her hard, and that sense of humiliation is still deeply imprinted in her heart.
"At the moment, I don't believe in Tajima's love."
"I understand that." Guan Lin said in a deep voice. "I think it was that woman who seduced Tajima, needless to say, Tajima is also half responsible, but he must regret it because he knows very well that losing you is a very unfortunate thing." Seki said he was going to meet with Tajima so that he could secretly observe his mood.
"Even if you don't look for me, I'll talk to my old friends. I want to wait until I find out what Tajima really meant, and then you can make a decision whether or not to forgive him. ”
Hong Limin pondered for a while. Although I don't know if my husband will tell Guan Lin the truth, it is not a bad thing to let Guan Lin meet with Tajima, Hong Limin said that she also hoped so, and said:
"That's the end of the conversation!" Hong Limin said and drained the wine in the cup in one gulp.
"It's been a long time since I've seen Brother Guan Lin, I want to know how you're doing." Hong Limin said.
"How am I doing?" Guan Lin smiled a little shyly. Hong Limin found that the former innocence resurfaced on his face.
Hong Limin also smiled.
"How's your job doing?"
"It's all ordinary things, although it is said to be running a hotel, it is just to listen to the dispatch of parents." Guan Lin said with a smile.
"Married? You should be married, right? ”
"No, not yet." Guan Lin smiled bitterly and scratched his head. "Because I can't find the perfect object."
"How could it be ......?"
Hong Limin wanted to say, "How could I not find the ideal object", but swallowed this sentence again.
Because she thinks this person is probably because of me, so she hasn't gotten married until today, right? This speculation made her feel a sweet sadness.
Hong Limin felt very drunk.
"Do you want to dance?" Guan Lin suddenly asked. His face was also slightly drunk.
Hong Limin looked around, and there were two pairs of men and women dancing on the small dance floor, and the dance music was Prus.
Guan Lin took Hong Limin's hand and stood up, at first there was still a little distance, but as the dance music progressed, the distance between the two was gradually shortened, Hong Limin leaned on Guan Lin's chest to recall a few years ago, before marrying Tajima, she had danced with Guan Lin a few times, and there was only joy at that time, because I didn't know that this was falling in love at that time, so I didn't know the pain of falling in love.
At that time, there were young friends who praised her beauty. Tajima and Sekibayashi also used her as a model and painted "a portrait of a certain son". The kind mother is also alive.
Hong Limin dances with her eyes closed, maybe she wants to escape the pain of reality with sweet memories, this is also the weak side of her character, she knows very well that when her eyes are opened, she has to face reality, and now she just wants to forget about her husband and Kuwabara.
"Brother Guan Lin, why did you suddenly go back to Dongyang?" Hong Limin opened his eyes and looked up at Guan Lin and asked. "Three years ago?"
"At that time......" Guan Lin said, looking into the distance. Honestly, I like you very much, and it's okay to say I love you, and at that time I read your diary and saw it at your house. I went to visit you at home, but you were not at home, and Lingtang told me to wait for you to come back, and I will wait for you in your room. Just while I was waiting for you, I peeked at your diary, and you said in your diary that you treat me as a big brother, which hit me hard. ”
Guan Lin smiled and continued: "I knew that Tajima also loved you deeply at that time, and Tajima's reputation was also in full swing, and I thought that Tajima was more suitable for you than me, so I quietly left Nanguang. ”
"I treat you as a big brother......" Hong Limin muttered softly.
"Brother Guan Lin, that's because we are too close, if it ...... at that time"
If Guan Lin also proposed to me at that time, who would I choose? Probably Tajima, right? Hong Limin thought so.
"It's all in the past." Although Guan Lin said with a smile, he smiled very reluctantly.
"Since you are already married to Tajima, I dare to tell this matter, this is a thing of the past......
Hong Limin silently stared at Guan Lin's face, and Guan Lin said that this was a thing of the past. Yes, it was three years ago.