I said that I wouldn't break the change, but it turned out to be broken.

Well......

How to put it, it's not that the data in this book is bad, it's not that it can't be written.

It's that I can't hold back.

Let me tell you a little bit about what happened last year.

The first time I broke off, it was because I had a problem with my mentality, I went to take antidepressant medicine, and it slowed down for a long time.

In addition, one of my brothers in my family is gone, and my mentality has collapsed.

The desert island chapter I wrote during that time was really ugly about thieves, and I think it's really ugly when I look at it now.

Later, I finally eased up, and I took medicine to write this new chapter, which was only half of it.

While sorting out your mentality, you are also trying to wean yourself off the drug and adjust your mentality.

In the process, I learned a little bit about psychology.

Learn to use behavior to analyze psychology and help yourself better adjust your mentality.

This way of inferring psychology from behavior is interesting.

How interesting is that?

Interestingly, I pushed my own state, and I reasoned about the state of my other family members.

And then.

Behavior is inferred from one thing.

My dad who has been violent since he was a child, and he has not been willing to go out to make money for more than 20 years.

seem

Cheating????????

I:????!!!!!

This conclusion was shocking, and I was initially skeptical.

Told my sister.

Then, the two of us managed to find someone to check it out for us.

And guess what.

I guessed it!

I:......

The man said he had seen my dad go to see other women, but he didn't take pictures.

I discussed it with my sister for a long time and decided to tell my mother.

My mom said.

From when I was in junior high school and high school.

He has been 'suspected' of cheating.

I:.........

Later, I saw on my father's mobile phone that he took the initiative to send some messages to other women during the holidays.

But after so many years, I have never said a word of greeting to my mother!

I:............

I even found a box of Viagra in my dad's car with only one or two tablets left.

That's right.

There are only one or two slices left to eat.

He's in his fifties.

Eat this thing.

It can't be used to treat heart disease.

(Viagra was originally developed as a cardiovascular and cerebrovascular drug, and it was found that side effects were more profitable than positive effects)

While we're looking into this.

He often doesn't go home.

We thought he went to see my grandmother, after all, the old man was ninety-eight years old and didn't dare to leave.

Outcome.

When we went to see my grandmother, she said he hadn't been here for a month and a half.

The only one who came in the middle of the trip, or asked my grandmother to ask my grandfather to leave a dozen cases of old wine before his death, and left after asking.

So, guess where he sleeps?

Later, ah.

And all of a sudden.

I don't hang it out anymore.

I squatted at home every day, squatting for nearly a week, and didn't go out.

This has never been the case before.

The one we were looking for said it was as if someone else was looking for him.

I:..................

"He's not going to be looking for a married woman, is he? Got checked by the other party? (Personal speculation)

A few days after returning home.

Suddenly.

Start to be particularly arrogant!

It's like it's all right now!

(Later, I took a look at his mobile phone, and all the chat records were deleted cleanly, including what my mother had seen before, and the transfer records were also deleted)

(Guess: His affairs are completely settled, and he asked my grandmother for wine in exchange for money.) ）

Someday.

Four o'clock in the morning.

It dragged my mom downstairs, and my sister scolded him, and he beat my sister again.

I:......

Well.

I went (I got married and lived outside)

Beat it up.

Three hundred and sixty-five days before it was beaten, exactly one year ago.

It threw my mom to the ground, left her unconscious for more than four hours, severely sprained her wrist, and couldn't move normally for more than a month.

It always feels like reincarnation.

When it's done, it's crazy.

I have to say that I will die in my house or in my hands......

I don't want to...... I'm in the prime of my life.

Then, several times he took something and tried to kill me directly, and someone came and took it away.

When he got home, he smashed my sister's door and threatened my sister that she would pay the price.

He ran to my door and squatted at me.

When the police come, he leaves, and when the police leave, he comes.

He also called and threatened my daughter-in-law, which scared my daughter-in-law into crying.

Seriously.

I'm really xiang......

Well.

Eventually.

It's too big.

He's a face-saving guy out there.

After half a month, it was gone.

Now I don't see it, my sister has moved out, and my mom is at home by herself.

It often goes to live in another place.

In a word.

In a word.

In a word.

Last year, it wasn't that the book didn't collapse, it was that I didn't.

There are so many things, it's really hard to feel at ease with this thing that can be seen!

If my story is changed to a plot, readers will have to think it is outrageous and scold the street!

【Booth┓( ́∀')┏】

I didn't do what I promised the readers, I'm sorry for the readers, and I'm sorry for my big Y.

Alas.

Y big is a good editor.

It's a pity that I can't hold it myself.

I'm sorry for him.

It doesn't matter if you can't publicize your ugliness, you don't know who I am anyway, do you?

I forced Lai Lai to say so much, and I will explain it clearly to you.

The book was broken for so long.

The outline is shelved with long hair.

Let's see if we can continue it, and I'm ready to get a new book.

It's a new year.

The old things are gone.

Don't make a fuss this year.

Sincerely,

Thank you.