Chapter 4 Who bullies whom?
The next second, a string of passwords appeared in her mind - 0101.
Mu Xinan opened the codebook smoothly, the paper was yellowed, and the handwriting on it was blurry as if it had been stained by water.
Only the page with the words written at the end has not been erasedβ
"I've probably been defined since birth.
I can't escape, I can't do anything, I'm ugly and stupid, I'm not the person I want to be.
Who are you, who are you who can't see or touch but control me invisibly?
If only I had been in the world you had built forever, let me be an ordinary character and never wake up.
My mind is empty, and it is better to die.
But I am as cowardly as a mouse, I dare not die like this, and I am not willing to die so worthless.
If I can do a good deed for this world, I am willing to exchange my silent death for a life that I want to live again. β
Seeing the end, Mu Xinan probably understood - the original owner had self-awareness, although he knew that his fate was controlled, he didn't know that he was just a character in the novel.
That's why I wrote this diary.
Maybe there really is metaphysics in the world, "Mu Xinan" wants to die, she wants to live, so she has this journey to wear books.
As soon as he figured out this, Mu Xinan's brain suddenly went blank, and his whole body was in pain as if an electric current was flashing.
Immediately afterwards, a picture of Zhenzhen came to his face.
It is the memory of "Mu Xinan".
Memories stopped in the last few days-
"Mu Xinan" was instigated by the class not long ago to send a love letter to the male protagonist Sheng Yuzhe, which made everyone known. After Zhou Qingman checked it, he dragged her into the alley and beat her.
After all the pictures poured into her mind, Mu Xinan suddenly felt a burst of powerlessness, as if she had also experienced these things together.
She closed the journal and locked it in the innermost part of the drawer.
Mu Xiangqiao knocked on the door several times but didn't see her answer, afraid that something would happen to her, so she opened the door directly, and saw the tears in the corners of Mu Xinan's eyes at a glance.
This made her feel a little distressed.
"Nan ......" Mu Xiangqiao subconsciously wanted to call her nickname, but she was afraid that she would resist, so she changed it to, "Mu Xinan, what's wrong with you?" β
Mu Xinan didn't know that she was crying, she just substituted the perspective of the original owner, and after thinking about it carefully, it was not her who was crying, it was "Mu Xinan".
But when she spoke, her voice twitched, and she looked at Mu Xiangqiao with red eyes, "Mom...... I...... I am...... I fell a little bit today, can you hug me......"
Mu Xiangqiao walked over without hesitation, took her into her arms, and whispered while patting her on the back: "It's okay, it's okay, mom is here." β
Mu Xinan's brain was dizzy, his eyelids were uncomfortably heavy, and he felt like he was going to sleep.
"Mom, I'm sorry." Mu Xiangqiao heard her daughter say.
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Next. Tuesday.
Mu Xinan was awakened by anger.
She actually dreamed of Shi Yanchen.
Shi Yanchen in the dream was not gentle at all, he smiled and took the handkerchief and umbrella she handed him, turned around and threw them into the trash can with a blank face.
Phew! Dreams are all the opposite, this is Shi Yanchen! How could he be such a person!
After yesterday's events, Mu Xinan has accepted her new identity.
However, when looking at the dull hair, sallow face, thick flat bangs, godless and empty eyes, and, bloodless lips in the mirror!
Mu Xinan sighed silently.
This is a typical lack of nutrients.
It seems that we have to find a way to take care of our body first.
Somehow fainted the night before, and when she woke up, her mind was chaotic, the memories of her previous life and the memories of "Mu Xinan" were mixed together, and she was almost inseparable.
It's shit luck that she's alive in the book.
Since she can live again, she has to take good care of her body and stop being targeted by illness. died of illness in her last life, and she didn't even have time to take the college entrance examination, she will never let regrets happen again!
She made up her mind to enjoy the high school life in the novel, look at handsome guys, stick to beautiful women, and help the characters in the book from time to time.
Just think about it!
Mu Xinan sorted out his schoolbag and went out of the room. Mu Xiangqiao went to work early and left food on the table.
There was a note on the lunch box, the content was concise and clear: [I did more]
Mu Xinan drank the porridge and stuffed the lunch box into his schoolbag.
She followed her memory and found a white bicycle in the garage downstairs, which was a gift from Mu Xiangqiao after Mu Xinan Middle School passed the exam, but unfortunately it has never been ridden.
Because it has not been ridden and covered with a poncho, it has not fallen into the dust, and it still looks brand new.
The heavy rain of the previous day washed away the mud on the road, and with today's good weather, the ground was brightly illuminated and the trees on both sides were greener.
Mu Xinan rode this Xiaobai to Xiande Middle School.
When she stood at the fifty-meter-long gate of this school, she was shocked-
A huge parking lot is planned at the entrance of the school, and almost all of the people who park in and drive out are luxury cars, Ferrari, Lamborghini, Maserati, Rolls-Royce......
The people who got out of the luxury cars were all wearing custom-made school uniforms with unique nameplates.
The boys wore dark grey loose suits and cropped trousers, while the girls wore beige suits and checkered skirts.
Mu Xinan, on the other hand, wore a yellowed white shirt and gray pants, and her hair was forcibly cut into a short student head.
When Mu Xinan followed a group of well-dressed students into the school gate, the people around her cast strange glances at her.
Even the security guard's dog shook his head when he saw it.
Oh yes, in my memory, students like "Mu Xinan" can't go through the front door.
What bullshit rules, she doesn't listen!
At this moment, a piercing voice suddenly sounded behind him.
"Eh, isn't this the poor ghost who secretly stuffed love letters to our grand school? How? The rich man fucked your mother, so that you can walk through the front door with a face? β
οΌ Who's barking at dogs?
Oh, Zhou Qingman, that's fine.
Mu Xinan said coldly: "Your intestines are connected to your mouth, right?" How do you open your mouth and pull it? β
"How the fuck do you dare to scold me?" The tool man Zhou Qingman approached step by step, trying to reach out and grab Mu Xinan's schoolbag belt.
This shout brought together people who love to watch the excitement.
"Who is this man? How dare you provoke Sister Man? Believe it or not, Sister Man made her kneel on the ground and cry? β
"Don't you know? A few days ago, there was a lot of uproar, and I heard that it was a poor sour ghost in the twenties, and he went to class 3 to deliver a love letter to the grand school, isn't this a toad who wants to eat swan meat? β
"I'll go! Look at her ugly appearance, dare to chase Sheng Yuzhe? Who gave her courage? β
Most people have the mentality of watching a play, waiting for a rich lady like Zhou Qingman to teach a lesson to a person like Mu Xinan who has no money and no power in public.
Who knows, the "poor sour ghost" Mu Xinan actually opened Zhou Qingman's hand with a "snap" in front of everyone.
didn't control his strength, but saw Zhou Qingman's hand suddenly turn from white to red.
Everyone exclaimed: This poor sour ghost actually dared to resist Sister Man!
"Oh my God! Is this what I can see? β
"Someone dares to beat Zhou Qingman? Hahaha What's going on with being a little chilled all of a sudden? β
Zhou Qingman had never suffered this kind of humiliation, she rushed forward with an arrow step, and directly raised her slap and slapped it.
The wrist was held by Mu Xinan again.
βοΌβ Zhou Qingman was incredible, glaring at the boss with beads, but he was shocked by Mu Xinan's silent momentum.
"Another slap in the face? There's no other trick, is it? Mu Xinan squeezed her hand, strained herself as she spoke, and smiled kindly, "Do you want me to teach you?" β
She didn't learn anything else from reading novels, but she memorized a few villain lines.
Zhou Qingman frowned and screamed, "You let go of me!" β
Everyone was dumbfounded...... Who is bullying whom!
Reliving a life, Mu Xinan doesn't want to waste time teaching this brainless paper man a lesson!
Just about to stop her hand, she suddenly felt a halo floating in front of her, and she squinted at it-
In a group of inconspicuous tool people, there is a small fairy.