Chapter 159: "Am I similar to Xia Yuning?"
Shi Yanchen didn't expect her to come over, stood up, and called her softly: "Nannan." ”
"Ah Yan, are you done?"
The young man smiled softly, took her hand, and said, "I'm done." ”
Mu Xinan nodded, and pulled his hand back.
Shi Yanchen looked down at her movements, and his eyes became a little stunned.
"South-South ......"
Mu Xinan walked to the black leather sofa in Shi Yanchen's office and sat down, catching a glimpse of the fruit bowl on the coffee table in front of him.
The fruit bowl contained four fruits.
Among them are strawberries.
Mu Xinan stretched out his hand, pinched a strawberry, put it in his mouth, and chewed out the juice slowly.
After swallowing, she looked at the teenager beside her.
Shi Yanchen saw that when she raised her eyes, her eyes were red, as if there were tears in them, as if they were about to fall in the next second.
"Ayan, I don't like to eat strawberries."
Mu Xinan said softly.
When the words fell, Shi Yanchen hurriedly called someone in and picked up all the strawberries in the fruit bowl.
After picking up, the young man sat down beside her, but heard Mu Xinan say lightly: "Xia Yuning likes to eat strawberries, right?" ”
After finishing speaking, Mu Xinan turned his head to look at him, and there seemed to be no emotional ups and downs in his eyes.
"In my freshman year of high school, in the alley, you didn't see me there by accident."
"You already knew I was there, that's why you came to save me."
"But your original intention was not to save me, it was for Xia Yuning, right?"
When Mu Xinan said these words, there was no evidence, all of them were just her whimsical assumptions.
Shi Yanchen is reborn, he knows that "Mu Xinan" loves Sheng Yuzhe to death.
So I want to use "Mu Xinan" as a partition between Sheng Yuzhe and Xia Yuning.
Unpredictably, "Mu Xinan" has already changed a person in his body.
Shi Yanchen finally fell in love with the soul in the body of "Mu Xinan".
Of course, all of this is just Mu Xinan's speculation.
However, Shi Yanchen's expression proved that her conjecture was right.
The young man's eyebrows were short, and he stood there at a loss, his lips opening and opening, trying to say something to explain, but he didn't know where to start.
A great sense of frustration swelled in Mu Xinan's heart.
This frustration dragged her down from the high platform that she had managed to climb up like a bottomless abyss.
"Ah Yan, what kind of feelings do you have for Xia Yuning?"
Mu Xinan asked this sentence in a trembling voice.
She remembered that Shi Yanchen said that she had never liked Xia Yuning.
Since you have never liked it, why do you have to go to great lengths to separate Xia Yuning and Sheng Yuzhe?
Shi Yanchen's face was bloodless, he was afraid, afraid that telling the truth would make Nannan completely disgusted with himself.
But he couldn't lie to her again.
"Nannan, I did, once took advantage of you."
When he said this, the young man stared at the floor, not daring to look at Mu Xinan's eyes.
"Why?"
"I'm ......," Shi Yanchen clenched his fists, "Actually, at the beginning, I planned to put Xia Yuning in a cage. ”
Mu Xinan was stunned for a moment, chuckled, and asked, "Do you like her?" So you want to lock her up in? ”
"It's not!" Shi Yanchen hurriedly shook his head, "I don't like her, it's just, it's just an obsession in the previous life......"
Mu Xinan sniffed and asked calmly, "Then why, you changed your mind later?" ”
Shi Yanchen looked up at Mu Xinan this time, and said seriously: "Because I like you." ”
Mu Xinan's eyelashes fanned lightly, and tears fell like pearls.
"So that cage in your basement wasn't for me at all? Did you want to use it on Xia Yuning, but something happened that made me live in? ”
Good for you!
She still thinks that the cage is beautifully arranged, and it doesn't belong to her in the first place......
Shi Yanchen half-knelt down and held Mu Xinan's hand, "No, Nannan, the cage is re-prepared, and it is specially prepared for you." ”
Mu Xinan was angry, so he didn't believe his words.
"Then why did you let me participate in the alumni association before, why did you teach me to play the piano, and gave me a lot of delicious food?"
"Don't tell me that we are friends, you have been reborn at that time, and your heart is already dark, how can you look down on me?"
Shi Yanchen stopped talking.
The more silent he was, the more Mu Xinan's heart hurt.
She now thinks back to what she said to Shi Yanchen before, and what she did with him, she wanted to slap her two big mouths.
Mu Xinan stupidly regarded Shi Yanchen as a kind and gentle good friend at that time, and thought that Shi Yanchen was sincere in helping her, and thought that he really regarded her as a friend......
Damn Shi Yanchen!
He made up his mind to use her from the beginning!
asked her to participate in the alumni association in order to arrange her and Sheng Yuzhe together; Teach her to play the piano so that she can perform at the New Year's Day party in a gorgeous dress.
"You want to make me look like Xia Yuning, so that Sheng Yuzhe likes me, so that you can trick Xia Yuning into putting her in a cage?" Mu Xinan was opened up in an instant, and his brain became extraordinarily clear.
Her speculation is the most reasonable explanation.
I saw Shi Yanchen nodding lightly.
The young man's eyes were full of apology and remorse, and his tone was panicked, like a child who had done something wrong: "I'm sorry Nannan......"
He saw that Mu Xinan's eyes had lost their brilliance, and his whole person was gray and gray.
Shi Yanchen panicked.
He reached out to touch her face, but the tears on her face were getting more and more, and he couldn't touch them.
"South-South...... Don't cry ...... Nannan"
When he saw her crying, his heart was about to break.
Mu Xinan's nose was red, his lips were bloodshot, and he couldn't hold back his crying when he spoke: "Ah Yan, I'm ......"
The girl choked, took a deep breath, and continued:
"Ah Yan, it turns out that I have never been loved......"
Shi Yanchen shook his head and said: "No, Nannan, I love you, I will always love you......"
"You love me?" Mu Xinan lowered his eyes and looked at Shi Yanchen, his eyes were stiff, and there was no emotional ups and downs.
"Mu Xiangqiao loves me, and Shen Daliang loves me because he treats me as their daughter."
"Jiang Xiaoli loves me because he loves his wife, so he cares about her wife's daughter."
"What about you? Why do you love me? ”
Speaking of this, Mu Xinan readjusted his expression and asked Shi Yanchen with a smile:
"It's because—"
"Am I similar to Xia Yuning?"
Shi Yanchen looked at her shallow eyes that were about to overflow with sadness, his heart was twisted, he shook his head, and hugged her into his arms in distress.
"Nannan, I love you and have nothing to do with anyone else."
"You are the best in my heart, I am so pessimistic, I used to think that this world has no meaning, but you appeared, you told me that we are small, but we will always exist."
"Only when you are there can I feel the meaning of my existence."
"Mu Xinan, many things in this world are fake, only yours is real."
Mu Xinan's shoulders shrugged shallowly, and she gradually calmed down under his gentle strokes over and over again.
Sometimes sadness is only for a moment, and it is impossible to tell what caused it.
The stones in Mu Xinan's heart disappeared immediately, but she felt Shi Yanchen's seriousness and love for herself.
Because he is loved, he is unscrupulous.
Mu Xinan stopped crying and looked up from his arms, his eyes were still red.
She sobbed and asked, "What you just said was the truth?" ”
The young man gently wiped away the tears on her face and said softly, "It's true, it's true." ”
Mu Xinan held his finger and asked, "Then if I have any opinions, will you refuse?" ”
Shi Yanchen smiled: "No, you just mention it." ”
Mu Xinan casually mentioned: "Arrange the female assistant just now to another position, and you will recruit another middle-aged man to come in." ”
Shi Yanchen said without hesitation: "Okay, let's do it now." ”