Xie Chang took Yan Xi all the way to a temple on the outskirts of the imperial capital.

He used to come to the imperial capital often, after all, this is the city where his mother grew up, so he has always enshrined this temple.

Because what he said was very solemn, he wanted to say it in front of the Buddha, so that he would appear pious.

In the quiet room, the smoke of incense sticks filled, and Xie Chang narrated in a calm voice.

Those old things seem to be still vivid.

He has a good memory, and he remembers the details clearly, even the frightened expression on his mother's face, he can recall it carefully.

"Xie Junxuan is actually right, I'm a monster, a monster with no feelings." Xie Chang stared at Yan Xi's eyes, "I really felt that since the matter had come to this, why not let people die peacefully in their sleep, it was better than being tormented by a huge illness." ”

My grandfather repeatedly begged my father to prescribe medicine, but it was because the pain was unbearable, and he also felt that it was too undignified to go crazy to die in such pain.

Therefore, Xie Chang agreed to his grandfather's repeated requests and took the initiative to propose to his father that if he was afraid of being responsible, he could complete the injection by himself.

He had read the Criminal Code and knew his age and was not at all criminally responsible.

In this way, it can perfectly avoid all kinds of risks, but also satisfy the wishes of the grandfather and let the other party walk with dignity.

My father hesitated all day, but finally prescribed medicine the next day.

He trusted his son, and felt that this child was calm and rational, and others might be condemned and panicked in their hearts, but Xie Chang should not.

Xie Chang really won't, when he was about to go to the injection mission, he was temporarily called away by his grandmother and chatted for a while.

Yan Xi had an idea in his heart: "So, you didn't have an injection, right?" ”

She subconsciously held her breath and stared at the other party a little nervously.

Xie Chang was silent for a moment: "...... No, my grandmother talked to me for three hours, and by the time I rushed back, my grandfather had just choked. ”

Yan Xi breathed a sigh of relief, this matter involves ethics and morality, although Xie Changze's approach is not wrong, she doesn't want Xie Changze's hands to be stained with the blood of her relatives at all.

After all, it's such a beautiful pair of hands.

She took the initiative to hold the other party's hand, thought for a moment and said, "But this incident still hurt you a lot, didn't it?" Be...... From your parents? ”

People in the world seldom reflect on themselves, but are too harsh on the morality of others.

When a father prescribes medicine because of his son's suggestion, will he blame his son for being cold-blooded and ruthless, and even his own grandfather?

Also, what will the mother who is hidden in the dark think of her precocious son after she knows about it?

Why have the Xie family's parents never been by Xie Changze's side for more than ten years, and they have never appeared in such a major event as the college entrance examination?

Thinking of this, Yan Xi's heart tightened.

Xie Chang smiled bitterly, she was really too smart to hide anything from her.

"My mother quickly noticed that she was a person with a strong sense of morality, so she couldn't accept it at the time. As for the father...... At the time, I still blamed myself and felt that everything was his fault, but as time went by, ......"

After all, it is inevitable to resent this son.

Although neither husband and wife broke down hysterically and cursed, they both began to distance themselves from their son, intentionally or unintentionally.

Grandmother kept the Xie family's old mansion to herself, not because she was afraid that the couple would be too indifferent, and he would have nothing to rely on in the future.

But it would not be enough to say that his parents were not responsible, they would send a lot of money every month so that he could pay off his debts and make ends meet.

As a teenager, he had a hard time.

However, it was not difficult for him to make money, and soon he entered the junior genius class, not only did he not spend money on studying, but he could also earn a lot of subsidies.

And he went to his grandfather's house in the imperial capital as a guest, and also looked for his cousin Su Mu to help him make money together.

"Actually, after my grandmother passed away, there was a time when I couldn't even find the meaning of life. Until I met you. ”

Xie Chang looked at Yan Xi intently, his eyes were delicate and gentle, "They all say that you are the Great Demon King and an invincible existence. I thought how could it be, I'm sure I can beat you. Just like that, following your path, I started to become positive. And the more I get to know you, the more I feel that it's so good to be alive...... Yan Yan, you are my salvation. ”

Yan Xi felt his heart throb deeply, and he was a little confused, "...... Am I that good? ”

Xie Chang said categorically: "Of course you have!" You are gentle and kind, intelligent and tenacious, and your whole being is shining. ”

If an angel or a god has an appearance, it must be like Yan Xi.

In mythology, when the gods descend to earth, some people choose to hide their feather coats, and some people choose to break each other's wings.

Xie Chang wouldn't do that, but that didn't prevent him from wanting to take possession of the other party completely to himself.

Choosing and discussing, it seems that the choice is in the hands of the other party, but in fact, it is not deliberately selling misery to show weakness and begging for mercy from the other party.

He didn't feel miserable in the past, and saying it was nothing more than damaging his dignity, but compared to losing the other party, dignity was nothing.

He has never been a person who sits idly by, passively waiting to be chosen, how can he resist the thrill of taking the initiative to hunt.

The most powerful hunters often appear as prey.

"So, knowing this, are you still willing to get engaged to me? Don't you think I'm scary? Xie Chang smiled lightly, and in the smoke that swirled, it seemed that a tear slipped under his eyes. After all, if my grandmother hadn't stopped me, I would have ......."

Yan Xi raised his hand and gently pressed his lips.

His eyebrows furrowed slightly, "Don't make this kind of assumption, if you haven't done it, you haven't done it." There is no point in making such assumptions, and it is said that the deeds are not careful, and the saints cannot withstand the judgment of morality. ”

Yan Xi never felt that he must be kind, and Xie Changze's original intention was also to alleviate Old Man Xie's pain and maintain his dignity.

"Don't say that you were young and immature at that time, even if you would make this choice now, I don't think it's scary. Because if the person lying on the hospital bed is me, I also want to walk with dignity and dignity......"

Xie Chang's face changed suddenly, and he hurriedly interrupted her: "Nonsense! Don't say that! ”

He was so frightened that he went into cardiac arrest, how could there be such an analogy.

Yan Xi blinked his eyes and changed his words, "Even if you really do it, I am very determined to be with you." ”

There was no such plan before, but when she said this, she was extremely sure.

She is not the kind of indecisive and vacillating character, and her proposal for engagement is also carefully considered, and she will not be easily shaken at all.

Now, it is even more unwavering.

It's probably because it's not easy to know that you're affectionate.

This person said that he was his salvation, and also revealed that he had been chasing himself for more than ten years, how could he not be touched.

Yan Xi's heart was so soft that he didn't even want reason at this moment, it was because of this person that he wanted to indulge.

(End of chapter)