Chapter 184: Qingxue's Secret
Chu Feng's heart was full of emotion, moved by Qingxue's understanding, tolerance and consideration of him, and at the same time he felt very guilty, he felt that he owed Qingxue too much.
In those years, Chu Feng always thought that he would be a dedicated person, and there would always be only that love for Qingxue in his heart, which would accompany him for the rest of his life until the end of his life.
However, the world is unpredictable, no one can predict what has never been experienced, some things may have been predestined in the dark, and some intersections that are too deep will inevitably leave an indelible mark in his heart, which is not something that he can control lightly.
"Maybe the relationship between people is so wonderful, things that you have never thought of, but they always happen unconsciously. Qingxue, I'm not a good man, I let others into my world, but if I have to choose one, you are the only choice I don't hesitate. β
Chu Feng was full of self-blame and guilt, his eyes were affectionate and complicated, so his heart at the moment had an indescribable feeling, encountering this kind of thing was actually not what he had thought before, but something happened, as if it had left a mark on his heart, how could he be ruthless if he was not a grass and tree, how could he say that he would erase it cruelly.
But no matter what he does, he can't really solve things perfectly, and subconsciously he even hopes that Qingxue will oppose it fiercely, so that he can give himself a reason to reject others and give himself a reason to be ruthless.
However, doing that is just self-deception, but only Qingxue disagrees, he is willing to do that, but Qingxue is tolerant, and is extremely considerate and understanding of him, which aggravates the guilt in his heart.
"You are not allowed to say that about yourself. Mu Qingxue looked at Chu Feng with a beautiful face, stretched out her hand to cover his mouth, stared at his eyes with deep affection, and said, "You will always be the best and best in Qingxue's heart." Life is not an object, it is like a kind of thinking, it is flexible, and it is difficult to maintain a layer of the same for certain things, because in the process of growing up, you will always experience a lot of things, and you will be affected unconsciously. I don't want you to be a ruthless person, but I also don't want you to be a green person, in terms of feelings, as long as the choice is within my understanding, I will not give you any burden and pressure. β
"With you in this life, what more could I ask for!" Chu Feng hugged her tightly in his arms, his mood became more complicated, and he couldn't help sighing: "It's a pity that I'm not satisfied, no matter how considerate and tolerant you are, it's a fact that I have failed you, I will be better to you in the future, I will love you more, maybe only in this way can I make up for my mistakes." β
Mu Qingxue smiled, laughing from the heart, and in an instant, all things in heaven and earth lost their color, and said affectionately: "Qingxue is waiting for you to say this, in fact, in the depths of Qingxue's heart, what she desires most is your love, as long as I can accompany you, feel your existence, and feel your love for me, that is the greatest satisfaction." As for whether there are other women around you, it really doesn't matter that much. Sometimes happiness can be as simple as not caring about anything else, so that it may be happier......"
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After several years of separation, they met again tonight, Chu Feng and Qingxue had endless words, each other's hearts were affectionate and fiery, they told each other, affectionate, full of happiness and warmth.
In this way, until the middle of the night, Chu Feng just hugged her, exchanged heartfelt words with him over and over again, and gently stroked her skin that was smoother than jade, the lust that was boiling in his heart before had already subsided, he just wanted to hug her in his arms like this, feel her soft body, feel her breath and temperature, feel her deep affection, this is the happiest and most beautiful.
And Mu Qingxue's mood is also the same as Chu Feng's, from the initial heat that is uncontrollable to the current thick warmth, all that remains is the tenderness that cannot be dissolved, just hugging each other, time seems to have stopped at this most beautiful moment, and I am reluctant to turn such a beautiful moment into a memory.
"Kaede, there's something I want to tell you. Qingxue suddenly stared at Chu Feng, there was a little apprehension in her beautiful eyes, it seemed that she had thought about it for a long time before making a decision, which made Chu Feng feel a little surprised, stretched out her hand to her face, and said softly: "When you just say it directly." β
"Originally, there were some things Qingxue didn't plan to let you know so early, but Qingxue was worried that you would be worried about Qingxue in some dangerous situations, so that she herself would also encounter danger, so it would be better to let you know something. β
Looking at Qingxue's face that suddenly became very strict, Chu Feng was inexplicably shocked in his heart, vaguely he felt that what Qingxue was going to say must be extraordinary, but he didn't ask, just looked at her quietly.
"Kaede, before this, I want you to believe in Qingxue, no matter what kind of past Qingxue has, what secrets and incredible things she has, I will always love you Qingxue, and nothing will change. β
Mu Qingxue's expression became more and more solemn, and after she finished speaking, there was a strange fluctuation of divine patterns in her beautiful eyes staring at Chu Feng, and the pair of black jewel-like pupils spread rapidly like a black hole in the starry sky, and then manifested a picture of the disillusionment of the galaxy in the universe, countless figures emerged in that picture, the endless avenue divine energy was like a vast surging, wisps of order were intertwined, piercing through the Qiankun Liuhe, the sky was full of blood splashing, followed by the scene of the sea of corpses and blood, one by one the strong people were planted from the nine heavens, drenched in blood, and the bones of the corpses were shattered, terrifying to the extremeγ
Chu Feng was inexplicably frightened, his heart was pounding, he never thought that such a terrifying and vast picture would evolve in Qingxue's pupils. This kind of picture is not only a visual impact, but also an indescribable terrifying feeling that penetrates into his primordial spirit, making him sweat in an instant, his hair standing on end, and his body trembling involuntarily, and even stimulates the origin bloodline in the blood of the true dragon god, and involuntarily rushes up to resist the negative feelings that penetrate into the primordial spirit.
"Feng, are you okay, close your eyes and calm down!" Mu Qingxue's beautiful eyes shone with fairy light, the terrifying picture in her pupils disappeared, her eyes returned to normal, and transmitted her divine thoughts to Chu Feng's sea of deep knowledge, calming that terrifying feeling for him.
After a while, Chu Feng came over, but he still had palpitations, he looked at Qingxue in shock, thinking of the pictures he had just seen, his temples and forehead still couldn't help but soak in cold sweat.
"Qingxue, what the hell is going on with you, how can you ......"
Qingxue shook her head and sighed, "There is something I don't know very well, since I was ten years old, I often have hallucinations, every night I have very strange dreams, but when I wake up, I can't clearly remember the picture in the dream." Since then, I have noticed that there have been many changes in myself, and my blood and talent have become extremely high. Whenever I am faced with a desperate situation, a mysterious thought is born out of thin air in my subconscious, which can stimulate the divine energy hidden in my blood before and protect my peace. After years of hard work, I am now able to control a little, that is, manifest the picture you just saw, but that's all. β
Chu Feng couldn't help but ponder when he heard this, and then said, "Could it be because of your bloodline, these magical abilities are the potential of your bloodline itself?"
"Probably not, I once asked Shizun, and Shizun said that these strange phenomena in my body have nothing to do with my own bloodline. Mu Qingxue shook her head, and then said, "Do you know the Primal Dao Body, the world has never heard of the Primordial Dao Body evolving those pictures with its pupils......"
"Are you the Primal Dao Body?" Chu Feng was really shocked, how could he not know this kind of bloodline, as the Primal True Dragon Body, he could not know other physiques, but there were five physiques that he must know, that is, the Primal Dao Body, the Chaos Overlord Body, the Immortal King Body, the God King Body, and the pure bloodline of the descendants of the gods.
These five physiques are the strongest bloodlines in the universe, on the same level as the Primal True Dragon Body, when the cultivator stimulates all his bloodline potential, only these five bloodlines can compete with the Primal True Dragon Body, from a certain point of view, these physiques are Chu Feng's strongest opponents!
Mu Qingxue nodded lightly and said, "I am the Primordial Dao Body, but there are other characteristics in the bloodline, which are different from the Primordial Dao Bodies that have appeared in the past. I tell you that this is so that you should not worry about my safety at any time, and unless there is something wrong with me, I believe that there is very little power in this world that can take my life. β
Such confident and affirmative words filled Chu Feng's heart with shock, he didn't know why Qingxue was so confident, but he believed that Qingxue was not exaggerating in order not to worry him.
Chu Feng couldn't help but think of what the Golden Phantom had said, at that time he had said not to worry about Qingxue, no matter what danger she encountered, she could turn evil into good fortune, it seemed that the Golden Phantom had known some secrets for a long time, but he didn't tell these things in detail.
"I will only be happy that you have such a ability, how can I think that you are not my Qingxue because of this. While Chu Feng was shocked, a smile appeared on his face and said, "In this case, I really don't have to worry about your safety." β
"Kaede, do you believe in the Buddha's theory of the past, present and future lives? Buddhists say that when a person cultivates to a certain level, it is possible to achieve the immortality of the primordial spirit, and time takes away only the physical body, while the primordial spirit will stay, in the afterlife and in the new flesh and blood, and gradually awaken in the process of growth, start a new life, and live a second life. β
Chu Feng was stunned, but quickly shook his head and said, "This shouldn't be possible, even if it really can, but no one seems to be able to do it so far." Since ancient times, there have been so many gods and goddesses of the Shinto Heavenly Position, which of them is not invincible in the nine heavens and ten earths, respected by all races, and the means are thorough, but no one can live a second life, at most, they can only look for a divine object that can continue their life in their lifetime, so that they can live thousands more. β
"Qingxue believes in an afterlife. Mu Qingxue smiled lightly and said, "It's just the afterlife of the physical body, and for the immortal primordial god, it's just a cycle of silence and awakening. That is to say, in terms of consciousness, it will always be that life, and it is not the primordial god who is reborn, but the physical body. β
Chu Feng looked at her in surprise, feeling a little strange in his heart, he didn't know why Qingxue suddenly said this, and he believed in the afterlife. And for him, the afterlife is not important, and there is no need to believe it, he only believes in being invincible in this life, with absolutely powerful abilities, and when the time comes, he may be able to change his life against the sky, and rely on his own ability to compete with the years, and realize the eternal immortality of his body, which will last forever!
"The afterlife is too illusory, ethereal and distant, and this life is something that can be grasped, so I don't think about it. I will only focus all my hopes and energy on the present life, and strive to break the shackles of the true dragon body of the past generations in the future and embark on the Supreme Divine Path, when I may be able to change things that no one has been able to change since ancient times. At that time, I will stay with you forever and live forever in warmth and happiness......"