The terrifying secret of the little birds
The little bird trembled and could not speak.
Bian Xin's voice was faint: "My mother is very beautiful, but she is not just beautiful, she has almost all the advantages that a woman should have, she is versatile, kind and considerate, and almost everyone likes her." However, she did not get the corresponding love. When she was forced X, she was only 22 years old, and she didn't even know what the other party looked like...... Obviously this is what the world thinks is ugly, but she insisted on going to the police, oh, going to the police, but she didn't find the criminal......"
There was silence for a long time before it continued.
But her actions made her a laughing stock and talking point for others, she used to be so likeable, but overnight, she almost lost a qiē because she became an innocent victim. Her boyfriend, who has been in love for many years, snubbed her, and the people around her also looked at her with strange eyes, as if she was garbage, and her whole body smelled ......"
As she spoke, she laughed: "But ah, my mother insisted that everything was the fault of the criminals, she insisted that she was not wrong, and it was the criminals who should be punished! She refused to punish herself for the sins of others...... Later......"
It was a long time before she said, "Then my mother found out she was pregnant with me...... Match"
The little bird didn't ask anything, but tears fell from her eyes.
Bian Xin also rubbed the corners of her eyes with her fingertips: "My mother once thought about beating me, and she thought about it countless times, and the people around her, all the people, persuaded her to beat me and not leave this evil child." However, at that time, her boyfriend had a new love, and she was very painful, more painful than being forced X, and at that time, she realized that she would not marry again in this life, and she would not love a man again, so she ......"
"So......" she bit her lip, "so she decided to give birth...... Because, she doesn't want to spend her life alone and alone......"
The tears of the little birds fell with a clatter.
Bian Xin actually smiled: "This is a very difficult choice for any woman, but my mother still made up her mind to ......"
She didn't want her children to be criticized, so she went to another city and started a new life on her own. After she gave birth to me, she treated me as if she was the only treasure in the world, never scolded me, never hit me, always smiled at me, life was very difficult at that time, but she never despaired, always full of hope......"
"When I grew up, I always asked about my father, and my mother told me everything, and she said, she is not wrong, I am not wrong, it is those criminals who are wrong! The victim should not have his life ruined by the criminal! Even if the world cannot tolerate the victim, it does not matter, but the victim must love himself and must not lose hope......
She said that I was not wrong, let alone guilty, that I was her most cherished treasure in the world, that I was her greatest happiness, and that I deserved a bright and happy life. My mother's words, ah, saved me, and from that time on, I swore that I would live well, live well, make myself happy, make myself happy, so ...... So ......"
"So, I will never get married in my life...... Marriage, so, ah, I hate the kind of people who bully others with violence and power! No matter what kind of people those people are, I will not give in! That's why I was so impulsive just now......
The little bird really cried, sobbing and grabbing her hand: "Xin...... Xin'er ......"
Bian Xin laughed and patted him on the shoulder: "Don't worry, if I really get into a big disaster, I will definitely solve it myself!"
The little bird cried, "No, it's not this ......."
Bian Xin said: "Why are you crying? My mother is doing well now, I graduated from college...... Oh, when I grew up, I went out to wander by myself, begging for a living by myself, and my mother, she went to the mountains and rivers by herself, and she was at ease, and I heard that she also met a big money, that is, a rich man, and now she is doing well......"
The little bird said, "That's good......
Bian Xin patted him on the shoulder, stopped talking, just walked quietly in the shade of the tree, could she see her mother again?
After walking for a long time, the little bird finally stopped crying, but suddenly grabbed her hand: "Xin'er, you told me your secret, and I will also tell you my secret!"
Bian Xin waved his hand: "Secrets are not for trading, you don't have to exchange your secrets for my secrets." ”
Little Bird shook her head: "I don't think it's a deal, it's just that I also want my friends to know about me, so that if I die, someone will remember me......"
Bian Xin patted him on the shoulder: "What do you say? No one will forget their friends, even if they haven't seen each other for a long time, even if they have forgotten, but there will always be some moments when they will miss those friends they once were." ”
The little bird blinked, "Really?"
Bian Xin: "Of course, I still remember a few rivals in kindergarten, oh, I'm talking about when I was a child, there were a few children who were very good with me, although we often quarreled at that time, but I still think of them sometimes, I don't know how they are doing now." ”
The little bird also slowly fell into the past: "I, I can't remember what happened when I was a child? Oh, Xin'er, don't you know, I used to work in the palace and have been a little lady for several years...... The little palace maid was later taken by the emperor and was selected to serve the emperor...... The first emperor loved me very much, although ...... Although...... I haven't been waiting for the emperor for a long time, but it's the first time in my life that I've been so favored......"
Bian Xin was surprised, so his origin is really not small, no wonder he used to open and close his mouths to "Lord Ben", "punish your crimes", "boldly disrupt the people" and so on.
The little bird recalled the past, and a thin smile appeared on her lips: "It was at that time that I met the third prince, and the third prince was ...... It's also very good......."
His expression was a little trance-like, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into the past, and some couldn't get out.
Bian Xin observed him carefully: "Then how did you get out of the palace?"
The eunuch palace maid who is favored by the emperor, although she has status and status, it is more difficult to be released from the cage, right?
The little bird's eyes showed the sadness of vicissitudes, and the smile on his lips was so bitter: "Because...... Because ah, because the first emperor died...... And I was one of the emperor's favorite minions, so I was sent to guard the mausoleum......"
"Shouling?" Bian Xin was really taken aback, that's why she would meet him in the Imperial Tomb?
"Once you enter the deep palace, you will be a person in the palace for the rest of your life, and you will not be able to leave until you die! If you are sent to guard the mausoleum, you are equivalent to a living dead, staying in the cemetery for the rest of your life, accompanying the emperor, and not being able to leave until you die......
"But," he soon chuckled softly, "I'm not miserable, there are many eunuchs and palace maids who were buried alive." I was also going to be buried, but the third prince secretly helped me so that I could survive......"
Bian Xin sighed, his chest was stuffy, and his mood was depressed.
"You must not know, the mother of the third prince, Empress Hui, is also the favorite concubine of the first emperor, so ...... He was also martyred......"
The mother of the third prince was martyred? Bian Xin gasped, this kind of thing...... It's horrific!
The little bird paused for a long time before she said faintly: "Queen Hui is very beautiful and gentle, she is the most beautiful person in the palace, and Queen Hui was only 33 years old that year." She was named queen because she gave birth to the third prince, but she had only been a queen for less than two years, and the first emperor went, and before he went, he also ordered Empress Hui to accompany him...... The third prince was 17 years old at the time......"
33 years old, 17 years old, this is a living horror story, isn't it? The third prince gave birth to him at the age of 16? gave birth to a 67-year-old bad old man? and was sent to be buried? What a miserable woman......
Silence again.
The little bird didn't continue the topic, but squeezed out a smile: "There are so many things in these palaces that they are like rain in the sky, and they can't be seen and counted. You just said that I just said that it was raining in the sky, and it was gone after it landed, and it didn't even bubble up, and no one knew where it went, okay|?"
Bian Xin sighed and nodded: "I haven't heard anything, I don't know anything......"
The two walked quietly through the streets and alleys, and the gate of the Three Kings' Mansion had already appeared in sight.
The little bird said: "Xin'er, I'll tell you the truth, I escaped from the cemetery without permission, if I am discovered, it will be a capital crime......!
Bian Xin understood what he meant, and said without hesitation: "I will work with you to keep this secret to the death!"
Every secret she knows is terrible, and she has to keep them all like her own life!
The little bird said: "I don't care if I live or die, it's just that I can't implicate the prince! In the future, if this secret is exposed and involves you, you don't have to take care of me, it doesn't matter what I say, as long as I don't involve the prince......
Bian Xin sighed: "You are really affectionate to the prince!"
The little bird said: "That's all I can do for the prince, so, Xin'er-"
He grabbed Bian Xin's hand tightly and pleaded: "You must promise me, no matter what happens to me, no matter what happens in the future, you will not be involved and implicated in the prince! I beg you, you must promise me!"
Bian Xin felt that he was making a little fuss, and he didn't care: "Don't be so nervous, with the status of the prince, who can do anything to him? He shouldn't need a little person like me to help, don't worry about it!"