In Chen Xu's opinion, this is Zhang Ru's boudoir after all, and there are no bathing tools that Chen Xu can use, so it is somewhat inconvenient.

Seeing that Chen Xu insisted, Zhang Ru didn't say anything more.

"Brother Xu, wait a little longer, I'll go wash first, and I'll come out soon." Zhang Ru said.

Although Chen Xu didn't know why Zhang Ru wanted to take a bath at this time, after all, she just came up to talk to her for a while, she could wait for Chen Xu to leave before taking a bath!

However, looking at this neat room, Chen Xu felt that it might be that Zhang Ru liked to be clean.

So Chen Xu didn't ask any more, just nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll take a look in your boudoir?"

"Don't rummage through things?" After Zhang Rujiao said a word of disgust, she went to the bathroom.

Chen Xu was not so obedient.

After all, in Chen Xu's heart, Zhang Ru is like his sister, and he naturally has no scruples.

Chen Xu first walked around the room and looked around.

Then Chen Xu found that the screws on Zhang Ru's bedside table were loose, so he found a screwdriver to help Zhang Ru fix the bedside table.

Then Chen Xu suddenly found that there were still two notebooks in the bedside table.

For this kind of slightly private thing, Chen Xu originally didn't want to see it, but he couldn't control the curiosity in his heart, so he took out one.

"This is actually Zhang Ru's diary?"

Chen Xu was stunned for a moment, and then flipped through another one, which was also a diary written by Zhang Ru, and the earliest time was the day Chen Xu left Jinning to go to Kyoto.

"Brother Xu, I thought about it for a long time and decided to start writing a diary from today, because I think you will come back one day, this is my hunch, so when you come back, I will give you these diaries to show and tell you about some trivial things in my life after you leave......"

"Brother Xu, I've been thinking about it for a long time today, and I don't think I can do this anymore. I can deeply feel that you like that person, although I know that it is impossible for you and her to be at all, but I still can't be the third party in your relationship, or the third party in your own relationship......"

"Brother Xu, I haven't taken the initiative to contact you recently, and you haven't contacted me again. I really want to ask how you're doing in Kyoto, and I want to care about you, but I can't help it, I hope you can be happy......"

"Brother Xu, I know a boy, he looks very similar to you, I can feel that he is pursuing me, how good it would be if you were by my side, then I can reject him with righteous words!"

"Brother Xu, I may be going to be with that boy, if I am destined to have no chance with you in this life, then it seems that it is also a good choice to be with someone who is very similar to you."

"Brother Xu, what should I do? They kept making harassing phone calls to me, urging me to pay back the money, and my phone is now being called 24 hours a day, but the money is not borrowed by me at all! I'm so helpless, I'm going crazy with them......"

"Brother Xu, I changed my mobile phone number and started a new life, I am no longer the simple and kind little girl in your heart, I will accompany the guests to drink, I will accompany the guests to sing, and even the sister told me that I may accompany the guests......

"But Brother Xu, you have to believe me, if I am really forced to do that kind of thing, then I will definitely refuse even if I die, because I want to give it to you for the first time, so that my heart will not regret it......"

"Brother Xu, I miss you, I was bullied by others today, if it weren't for Sister Bingbing's infrequent appearance, I'm afraid I would ......, Brother Xu, why is the person you like not me, I really want the love that is firmly chosen."

casually flipped through a few pages of Zhang Ru's diary, and Chen Xu's heart was instantly grabbed.

Because the first sentence at the beginning of each of Zhang Ru's diaries is always Brother Xu, this cannot be regarded as a diary, but more like two letters to Chen Xu, which record Zhang Ru's mood every day.

At this moment, Chen Xu suddenly heard Zhang Ru coming out of the bathroom, so he hurriedly put the diary away.

"Brother Xu, why are you sitting on my bed!" , Zhang Ru hurriedly ran to Chen Xu's side and said angrily: "You didn't mess around with my things, did you?" Hey, why are your eyes red? ”

Chen Xu didn't answer, just got up and hugged Zhang Ru in his arms.

Zhang Ru was stunned for a moment, and then thought of the diary on the bedside table, so he asked in a low voice: "Brother Xu, you..., have you read my diary?" ”

Chen Xu nodded and said, "I'm sorry, Zhang Ru, I ......"

"Brother Xu, I don't blame you, you don't have to say sorry to me, after all, we are not lovers, ......, as for those two diaries, I originally wanted you to read them, but I didn't expect you to read them yourself." Zhang Ru spoke, but her eyes couldn't help but moisten.

Then, Zhang Ru asked softly: "Brother Xu, can you not leave today?" I want you to sleep with me in my arms.

Sitting in Su Mu's car the next day, Chen Xu had a lot of thoughts.

He didn't stay in the hotel last night, but stayed at Zhang Ru's house for one night, but although the two slept in the same bed, they didn't have any relationship.

As Zhang Ru said, Chen Xu did hold her and slept all night, but it was just a hug.

But despite this, deep in Chen Xu's heart, there is still an indescribable sense of weirdness.

"What's wrong Chen Xu, it feels like you have something on your mind?" Su Mu asked curiously as he drove the car.

Chen Xu shook his head when he heard this, and said with a smile: "It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly thought of some past events......

"What's the past, look at what you think about, tell me about it?" Su Mu asked.

Chen Xu thought for a while, and suddenly asked, "Sister Mu, have you ever failed someone?" Is there any boy who has firmly liked you, and you have a crush on him, but you ended up with him? ”

Su Mu looked at Chen Xu twice more when he heard this, and then whispered: "If your so-called 'disappointment' is like this, then the boys I have failed in my life are estimated to be innumerable in both hands?"

"But then again, those boys who were 'disappointed' by me also met the people they liked later, and they lived very happily, so I didn't accept them at the beginning, so how can I call 'five hundred'?"

"Maybe it's called 'fulfillment'!"

For Zhang Ru, Chen Xu has a very good impression, but that kind of good feeling is a little different from the relationship between men and women.

So when Chen Xu knew that Zhang Ru loved him so much, in addition to being moved, it was more of a kind of pressure in his heart, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear Zhang Ru's deep love for him.

But after listening to Su Mu's words, Chen Xu was much relieved, he no longer felt that he was disappointed if he was not with Zhang Ru, but preferred to believe that it was a fulfillment.

With Zhang Ru's gentleness, simplicity and kindness, she should find a better man.