After so many years, the original owner looks like a nobody.

But no one knows that in the dead of night, she is unwilling to be tortured in her heart to the point that she looks like a man.

With severe insomnia, no matter how many sleeping pills she takes, it is useless, and in the end, she can only choose alcohol to numb herself.

Compared with sleeping pills, alcohol is more effective for her.

This approach is obviously also useful.

She was able to fall asleep even when she was drunk.

The consequence is that you get up every day with the smell of alcohol, and after a long time, your body will naturally collapse, and alcohol poisoning is also an inevitable result.

The day she crossed over was also the day the original owner disappeared.

It's just that what surprised Chu Xi was that the symptoms of the original owner's body were not excessively reflected after he passed through.

At least I'm using this body now, and I don't feel any discomfort.

Yang Hui, who looked straight at Chu Xi, did not miss the firmness in her eyes.

It can be seen that she really did not let go of everything.

Since he didn't let go, why did he withdraw from the circle so easily.

Before he could ask this question, Chu Xi seemed to have guessed his mind and answered it first.

"The doctor said that if the child is sent a few minutes late, it will be gone, Yang Hui, do you know what it means to be gone?"

The beautiful delicate cheeks are even more innocent with a little innocent question.

But this innocence deeply hurt Yang Hui's eyes.

How familiar this scene is!

At the beginning, she also asked herself the same thing with this expression.

She said, "Do you know what it means to be gone?" ”

At that time, she lost the two most important people in her life.

And now—

"At the beginning, I gritted my teeth and left them behind the insults of the people of the whole country, and I gritted my teeth to keep them with the dirty water of the water-based poplar on my back, and I was really conflicted with them, and I have been choosing to escape for so many years, but I forgot that it was my own decision to have them, how innocent they are, and the grievances and grievances that have been carried by them should not be allowed to be carried by them."

It's a pity that the original owner didn't understand this until he died.

If she had been ruthless and had beaten the two children, then there would have been no follow-up.

But she didn't, but she chose to stay.

Should I say that she is kind, or should I say that she is vicious.

What a cruel thing it is for a child to be born without raising!

"I just have to think that if I was a second slower at that time, or if I came back a day late, then that lovely little face would leave this world from my arms, I am afraid that I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life."

I don't know if it's my own emotions or the emotions of the original owner, but the tears in my eyes can't stop falling down at this moment.

I kept telling myself not to cry, but the tears still kept falling.

This moment.

Chu Xi felt that the original owner didn't really care about the two children.

It's the fear of facing those two children.

I don't know how to deal with those two children.

Looking at Chu Xi, who suddenly burst into tears in front of him, Yang Hui was full of complexity, and his light face was also extremely heavy.

He also knew what she said.

No wonder she wants to quit the circle so simply.

It's not because she let go, but because there are more important people who need her to protect than she is obsessed with.

He had always felt that those two children would be a stumbling block to Chu Xi's future, but at this moment, his thoughts suddenly changed, maybe it might not be a stumbling block, but let her develop on another path in life.

A road that no longer revolves around Shen Hanfeng.