Chapter 496 There is a kind of pain in the world called helplessness
"Auntie, what are you doing, you have something to say." Shui Yiren turned sideways to avoid it, she couldn't agree to this kind of thing.
"Auntie is only a temporary illness, it will get better in a few days, as long as the aunt relaxes, it will not be a big problem to take care of the illness, you look at Angelica, which child can have less mother, the child without a mother is a grass, and the aunt still has to live well."
Widow Sun smiled bitterly, touched Angelica lovingly, tears slipped down like pearls with broken threads, and was finally suppressed by her, and ordered Angelica to go out, as if she had something to say to Shui Yiren.
After Angelica went out, Widow Sun leaned on the head of the bed, her eyes looked at a place from a place, her eyes were far away, and there was a hint of a smile on the corner of her mouth, warm and indifferent, not at all like the kind of charm she usually showed, but as elegant as a green lotus, making her facial features softer, as if she was a bride immersed in joy.
After a long time, Widow Sun spoke, telling the story of her and his man, and the matter was as if the Shui Yi people investigated, the only difference was that Widow Sun's words all revealed her love for her husband.
At first, she smiled softly and sweetly, and then said that Niu Wu was full of blood in her eyes, and she bluntly said that she killed Niu Wu, and then she gave up on herself, and her expression was helpless and sad. Shui Yi people seem to be able to see the fate of her life through her expression, watching her go from happiness to despair, and from despair to a little bit strong but hopeless.
There is a kind of pain in the world called helplessness, which makes her have to live.
"But mother, when she left, she said that I was a good daughter-in-law, and I would always be the daughter-in-law of her grandson's family, but I... But what am I, I lost my innocence, and I'm even more sorry for my husband, I should have died a long time ago, where do I still have the qualifications to be a wife and a daughter-in-law, woo... I know it's wrong, but I have to do that, you don't know the pain, every time I accompany other men, I cut a knife on myself, I don't want to betray my husband, but even the bright red blood can't erase my sins, my heart is like being thrown into a pot of oil, making me suffer all the time, I really can't hold on, girl, you help me, help me take care of Angelica, now I only have him to make me feel at ease......"
Widow Sun pulled Shui Yiren to pray, pulled open the sleeves of her shirt, and the scars on her arms were shocking, deep and shallow, crisscrossing the entire arm. Looking at such a terrifying arm, the Shui Yi people were also shocked. I couldn't help but admire this widow, and I also felt a touch of sympathy, and I felt that she was great enough.
"I scared you, it's really ugly, but it's nothing to me, it's just that after the death of my father-in-law, my appearance doesn't matter to me."
"Huh~" Shui Yiren sighed, sat down on the edge of the bed, and looked at Widow Sun with fixed eyes.
"Auntie, I know you are bitter in your heart, but that woman is willing to spoil herself, she is forced to be in a hurry, think about it, you can do this for your family, there can be a few in the entire Qingfu Town, you are great, although your body is defiled, but your heart is still innocent, even higher than that Qinglian. So you have to live well, live happily and wonderfully. ”
Looking at Widow Sun's shocked eyes, Shui Yiren continued: "Innocence is important to women, but it's not all, you still have yourself, you have lived for them for half your life, and the rest should live for yourself, not to mention that since ancient times, why should you be arrogant, you are no worse than those who pretend to be high-minded, at least you are here with me." Shui Yiren pointed to his chest and said, "Noble as a lotus!" ”
"You!"