Chapter 1: Three Slaps
Kai stayed here for three days, he sat here quietly, his eyes obsessively looking at the stone, he longed for the fairy to come again, to come to this world again from the moon.
He had already decided in his heart that this fairy came from the moon, and only when the moon appeared, would he come to the world.
In these three days, the sun rises and sets, and his heart rises and falls like a tide, and he always kneels on the ground in the most respectful posture when the sun sets and the stars rise, to welcome the arrival of the fairy.
And when the sun was shining, he raised his head and looked at the gorgeous morning glow, his eyes full of loss
On the fourth day, the sun shone on Kei, as if a golden cloak was draped over him.
He stood up, picked up the pine sword, held it in his arms, and said softly, "She won't be here anymore, I should go and live my own life." ”
He walked on the road, kicking the stones on the road, and his heart was full of joy. At noon that day, he arrived at Taoze City.
When entering the city, the guards took out pens and bamboo slips, and Kai looked at the brush cautiously, clenched his fist, and wrote his name on the bamboo slips.
The guards then let him into the city, and when he entered the city, Kai looked around like a happy bird. It was the first time he entered the city and saw real mud houses. There were also all sorts of cargo, which dazzled him, and he rejoiced like a bird on its first flight.
It took him two hours to complete the main street, which was just a dozen feet long.
He looked at the majestic city lord's mansion at the end of the main street, and his heart was full of panic, especially when the guards in strange clothes and with strange hoes in their hands looked at him, and their eyes were as sharp as knives, which made him leave here like frightened rats.
When Kai arrived at the school and wrote his name, he became a member of the school, and he lived here for a year, and he knew a lot of words.
When he walked on the road of taxi, he found that he liked his classmate, the woman's name was Luo Nu, not beautiful, Qi liked her tranquility, and this woman was the first person in school to talk to him, especially after that conversation in the study, he couldn't let go of this woman in his heart, so he began to write a love letter.
"Now Luo has a woman, near the water and flowers, looking at the willows and eternal catkins, looking at it from afar, such as the clouds of the bright moon, close and looking, if the bath water of the hibiscus, the degree of shortening, the increase can not, the subtraction can't, looking forward to the displacement, smiling and smiling, often thinking in dreams, I wish to be able to sleep together."
Looking at the love letter that took three days to write, Qi's heart was full of pride, and he thought that when Luo Nu received this letter, she would definitely be moved to tears, and then be with him.
Luo Nu did cry, but not because she was happy, but because she was full of grievances and sadness, she didn't throw herself into Qi's arms, but said to Qi; "You get out, you get out, I don't want to see you again."
Kai didn't know what was going on, but the next day, he finally understood the reason in his study.
"You see, that fool can write love letters, and that one is called a rotten."
"Yes, who is that Luo girl, it is really sad that she was confessed by a fool."
"He has been in school for a year, he knows less than a thousand words, he still doesn't study seriously, and he still wants to find a wife."
"No one will like this fool except a madman, a fool and a madman in everything, that's a perfect match."
Words are like knives, entering from the ear, piercing into Qi's heart, Qi felt so uncomfortable, his breathing seemed to be blocked by something, his face was pale, sweating profusely, he used all his strength to stand up, ran out of the study, there was laughter from behind, making him stand unsteadily, he arrived at the small lake, looking at his fair face, tears kept falling like a broken bead chain.
He knelt on the ground, his head bowed, his heart was mixed, he looked at himself, and suddenly gave himself a loud slap, leaving five red marks on his still fair face, and the burning pain on his face expelled the pain in his heart, this was the first slap he gave himself, and he understood at that moment that he had no talent.
He got up, packed his bags, and walked out of the school, and he went to the ancestral hall, where he chose to become a witch.
Wu Ye has only been in office for a year, because he has been literate in school, he has found a trace of pride among this group of apprentices who can only cultivate, this pride made him forget his tragic experience in the school, he can finally puff up his chest, walk on the road, and greet the apprentices around him with a smile.
He fell in love with someone again, Zhou Jie, she was a little fat, but she would dress up, she was not wearing the gray-black wizard robe, but the emerald green skirt. She was like a daffodil, and the two had talked about it, and they fantasized about what would happen after they became wizards.
In the summer of this year, the assessment began, the assessment was very simple, using a few simple spells, and Qi failed, he spent two years cultivating the longevity technique, but he couldn't use a small wood wrapping technique, and the laughter around him made him run away, just like in the school back then.
He found Zhou Jie and told him about his troubles
"Why, why, I can't even use the wood wrapping technique, Zhou Jie, do you say that I am a waste, am I a waste, Zhou Jie, let's do all our efforts, work hard for us to become a great witch."
Zhou Jie, who Qi longed to watch, looked forward to the water source like a person who had not drunk water for a few days, hoping that the warm water would slowly descend from his mouth down his throat and come to the inner mansion to nourish his already thirsty heart.
"I don't like waste, Kai, don't be with me in everything in the future, really, you're not afraid of other people's ridicule, but I'm afraid, I don't want you to affect me. I don't want people to say I'm with trash. ”
"Zhou Jie, you believe me, I will definitely work hard, I will definitely become a great witch, you have to believe me."
"Really? Let's wait until you become a great witch, and now for the sake of our friendship, please get out of me. ”
Qi watched the familiar face gradually become strange, tears blurred his eyes, the person in front of him was already blurred, Qi wanted to say something, but the words could only go back and forth in his throat, unable to make a sound, he seemed to have taken dumb medicine, no matter how much he wanted to speak, but he couldn't make a sound.
"Really, I'm afraid of you, if you don't go, I'll go."
Qi looked at her departing back, knelt on the ground again, and made intimate contact with his head to the ground, he could only rely on the support from the cold earth now to reassure himself, and after a long time, he gave himself a second slap.
This slap, he told himself that he had no strength.
He left the ancestral hall and went to join the army, where he began to cultivate like a piece of wood.
In the army, he fell in love with a girl for the third time, an officer's daughter, heroic, although her face was not beautiful, but she was full of heroism. This made Kai like it for a while, he longed for protection, he was like a bird that had not yet left the nest, longing for the love of his parents.
He began to contact this girl, this girl has a soft name - Spring Rain, and after a year of getting along, he finally confessed.
"Chunyu, I like you." He took advantage of the darkness of the night and said what he felt in his heart.
Chunyu was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and said: "Kai, it is impossible between us, my father is the Zhongqing of the city lord, and you are not even a scholar." ”
"I will work hard, Chunyu, you wait for me for three years, after three years, I will definitely get ahead, and I will marry you."
"Kai, really don't say it anymore, we can only be friends, you know. You should cultivate well, stop thinking about this, and don't say more, unless you don't want me as a friend. ”
Qi looked at her resolute eyes, didn't say more, and left in despair, this time he couldn't even feel the pain, he looked at the vast world, and didn't know what to do.
Tied to the ground by a stone, his head and the earth came into close contact, Kai came back to his senses, and he gave himself a third slap, a slap he told himself that he had no status.
He just lay on the ground, looking at the brilliant galaxy, thinking about his past ten years, these things quickly skipped through his mind, the expression on his face kept changing, resentment, hatred, despair, helplessness, in the midst of this huge negative emotional influence, he finally made a decision.
Witnessed by the stars, he knelt on the ground and swore to the dazzling Big Dipper.
"Beidou is proof. If I rejoice, the world will be happy, and if I am grieved and angry, and all the people will be terrified, and the fate of all living beings under the earth will be in my hands. ”
He cut a wound in his shoulder with his weapon, and looking at the blood he had left behind, he laughed miserably, and the laughter was full of resentment, madness, and sadness.