"Hmm!" Yun Haotian hummed lightly, took her slender hand and put it on his lips, kissed it, and continued: "Although my grandfather used tactics to stop the enemy army, and even did not hesitate to block his life and severely damage the enemy army, but this was only in exchange for two years of stability. ”

"Two years later, the Turks united with the Xiongnu to come to the city again, my father took me to resist the enemy soldiers, cultivated the army for two years, and my father sat in the battle, and I also experienced two years of training to face the assembled enemy army, we are equal, and even faintly have the upper hand, but people are not as good as the sky, no one knows what will happen later."

"On the eve of the war, the soldiers in the city fell ill one after another, and people checked, but there were internal ghosts, but the war was imminent, everything was almost impossible to convert, and then my father and I discussed a sneak attack on the enemy camp overnight, to catch them off guard, and there were only 8,000 people in the city who could really go to the battlefield, but the enemy army had 100,000! My father is a marshal, I am the only one to do this, and I can't think much about the moment of life and death, and I won't think about it, this is the duty of a soldier, only bloody battles! ”

"Before leaving, my father gave me an order, either the enemy retreats, or I die, and the city gate will never be opened!"

"I took 8,000 soldiers with me, and attacked their right flank while discrediting and burning their grain and grass! They were hit hard, but they were also completely angry. I will naturally not watch my soldiers go to death, it is impossible to ask for help, we are just throwing out chess pieces. I took everyone to hide in the mountains and forests to fight an ambush to delay time in the city. But Rao is that I am familiar with the art of war, and in the end, 8,000 or the whole army will be wiped out. Fortunately, it bought time for the city, and in the end the enemy retreated. ”

"Everyone thought I was dead in battle, but when I dragged my last breath to the gates, I was greeted by my father's piercing arrow! Because I deserve to die on the battlefield, and I deserve to be responsible for the 8,000 Heroic Souls...... But that man was the father I craved the most to be recognized. ”

"From childhood to adulthood, I have been the eldest son with a mission in their eyes, my father is strict, my mother is alienated, that arrow also made me completely sober, my Yunhao Tianyun family only has a battlefield, that is my only place to go, I have always been alone."

Shui Yiren hugged the man's sturdy body, although he said it calmly, but she knew that his heart was tumbling and burning.

It is conceivable that a child who has been longing for the love of his family since he was a child fought for his life, racked his brains, and tried his best to lead 8,000 soldiers to fight until he was the only one left.

When he suppressed the self-blame for the death of his comrades-in-arms and was difficult to redeem, and finally escaped death and walked in front of his family, what his family gave him was not comfort, but the last straw that crushed the camel. That kind of helpless isolation, that kind of unbelievable consciousness, makes people desolate and helpless, because 8,000 soldiers died in battle, and he is the only one who lives!

The reality is so shameful, if you die in battle, you are a hero, if you live, then these 8,000 lives will be on you! There is no reason to speak of, this is the reality!

"You have me now, and you are no longer alone!" Shui Yiren propped herself up and looked at Yun Haotian's apricot eyes full of pity, she said, "You still have me!" ”

She has the same experience, she knows too well how heavy this man has to carry, she has also watched her comrades fall, the pain is irreparable, and the guilt on her body is like a wound that has just scabbed, faintly painful, and it will bleed like a splash when you touch it.

And he was the most eager father who put another shackle on him with his own hands.