xxxx year xx month xx day

Today was a very bad day, the doctor said that I had something in my stomach, and if I didn't take it out, if it worsened, I would die, I called the stupid guy, but he kept busy, and told me to wait at home for him to come back, and I was tired to death, and went to sleep

xxxx year xx month xx day

I had a minor operation in the hospital a few days ago, and I didn't want to worry the stupid guy and lied to him that he had been working, haha, he was really easy to deceive

Looking at the bits and pieces recorded in the diary, Shen Hanfeng was unfamiliar with these, and she didn't know all of this.

Seeing this, my heart chuckled.

xxxx year xx month xx day

It's only been two days since the previous diary

The stupid guy is coming back, and secretly prepared a surprise for him, I am really the most romantic girlfriend in the world, and the stupid must have done a lot of good things in his last life

……

However, when she was happy to write this diary, she didn't know that the abyss was waiting for her.

He's back, with the intent of pushing her into hell.

That scene is still very clearly in Shen Hanfeng's mind.

Overjoyed, he was about to give her a romantic proposal of the century, but the pregnancy report shattered everything.

He had tried so hard to give her a home, but she destroyed it with her own hands.

xxxx year xx month xx day

The stupid guy said he didn't love me anymore, that he didn't want to see me in his life, what the hell did I do wrong

From the handwriting and the marks on the paper, it can be clearly seen how miserable and sad she cried when she wrote this diary.

For a long time, the diary was blank.

until

September 7, xxxx

The timing of the diary is very clear.

Looking at the luxurious scene on TV, looking at those two familiar faces.

Stupid he still married someone else after all, what a ridiculous thing, I was trying to explain and clarify with him, to find all the truth, but he married a woman full of lies, the relationship turned out to be really fragile, what a vow, what you have to do, that's all fart......

The handwriting on the back was so hard that it even cut through several pieces of paper in the back.

Looking at the above example, Shen Hanfeng panicked, as if something was about to come out.

Keep scrolling backwards quickly.

xxxx year x month xx day

The doctor said that I had depression, Brother Hui insisted on taking me out of this place, he said, the world of bad people can not survive good people, looking at the two lovely sleeping faces on the bed, I finally nodded, although these two children are not what I want, but they have done nothing wrong, I can't hurt them because of myself, I often think, why do good people have to be hurt, father is, mother too, me too, I hate the so-called kindness, but the things in my bones can't change, now, Isn't that why I'm making choices?

xxxx year x month xx day

Over the years, in fact, I don't hate Brother Hui for a long time, although my father died because of him, but he is still enough for so many years, the doctor said, if I continue to drink heavily, I will die, stupid, see? I'm going to die, one step ahead of you

xxxx year x month xx day

I don't know how many times I resisted, it turns out that what Brother Hui said is true, in the world of bad people, good people really can't live, if there is a next life, I hope I am also a bad person, it is really tiring to be a good person

xxxx year x/x/x

Stupid, I miss you so much! It's a pity that the demon around you is too powerful, I can't go to your side and hug you again, countless times, I want to tell you that all this was done by Song Xingcheng, and she framed me, but now I really don't have the strength to walk in front of you, you are so stupid, you have been played around by a bad woman, it's ridiculous to think about, but this has nothing to do with me, I dreamed of my father and mother, they said they would come to pick me up, this time, they won't leave me again, it's good, I have a home again.

The diary ends abruptly here.

The back is blank, and it can be seen that the diary is disconnected from here.

Again, from beginning to end, flip the diary one by one.

Her happiness, her sadness, her naughtiness, her little secrets, her grievances......

This time, he understood it all, and he knew it all.