Sheng Xi returned to Earth.

She woke up and lay on the bed in the rented room, staring at the ceiling above her in a bit of confusion.

It was as if she had a long, long dream.

She didn't remember exactly what she dreamed about, only that it was a very warm dream, and just thinking about it warmed her heart.

The rental room was deserted, the alarm clock rang, Sheng Xi remembered in a trance that today was Monday, and he lay on the bed and didn't want to get up.

She hid under the covers, stretched out one hand, fumbled for the phone on the bedside table, and accidentally knocked it to the ground.

A crisp sound came, Sheng Xi was excited, stood up from the bed, and saw that the screen of the newly bought mobile phone in installments was broken.

Sheng Xi was so heartbroken that he was about to stop breathing.

The alarm clock is still ringing, and even the melodious music can't calm Sheng Xi's heart.

She picked up her phone.

The screen crumbs were a little prickly, and as the phone moved, the debris fell to the ground like rain, each one seemed to be stuck in Sheng Xi's heart.

Why is her life so bitter.

Sheng Xi tried several times before he successfully turned off the alarm clock through the cracked phone screen.

The page jumps, and the repayment reminder from the bank comes into view.

Sheng Xi was stunned for a moment before remembering that this was his mortgage, and suddenly felt that his life was even more miserable.

She spent most of her life and died before she saved a little savings and paid a down payment by relying on desperate overtime and dieting.

She just wanted a home of her own.

Now that the house is unfinished, she has to pay off the mortgage, what kind of sin has she created to have this kind of blessing???

No, it's not her fault.

She earns money seriously, repays the loan on time, and does not dare to slack off, and now the house is suspended, which is the fault of those rotten things, not her fault.

This thought surged in Sheng Xi's heart and continued to expand.

She suddenly became very irritable and wanted to blow up the developer.

But if you think about it, the developer is out of town, and there is only one local existence similar to a leather bag company.

She is now so poor that she can't even afford to buy a train ticket to another country.

Sheng Xi lay on the bed in despair, looking at the plain white ceiling, feeling that life was hopeless.

The alarm clock goes off again, reminding her to leave for work.

All the money earned from going to work was used to repay the loan to feed the vampires with sores on the soles of their feet, and Sheng Xi didn't want to go to work.

The alarm clock music keeps going up, and the urging becomes more and more urgent.

Sheng Xi got angry and smashed the phone directly.

If she doesn't go to work, she's going to starve to death at home!

Oh no, she doesn't have a home.

She's going to starve to death in a rental house!

Sheng Xi put the quilt over his head and continued to sleep.

In a daze, she heard someone ask, "Are you happy?" ”

Sheng Xi was indifferent and ruthless: "I am very happy. ”

The voice was silent, as if he didn't expect Sheng Xi to give a standard answer.

After a while, Sheng Xi heard the voice say, "You work hard, but it is someone else who lives a good life." ”

"You work overtime all night, and the boss who lives in a mansion and drives a luxury car is the boss who exploits you."

"No matter how hard you work in this life, you can't live the life of a rich man......"

"It's noisy!" Sheng Xi interrupted the other party in annoyance, and sprang up from the bed in a rage.

She knew that she was the only one in this cramped rental house, but subconsciously, Sheng Xi knew that something was talking to her.

She didn't know if she was crazy to have such a delusion.

But he had no savings, was in huge debt, couldn't get a house, and was persuaded to stop making trouble when he went to defend his rights, which made Sheng Xi feel that he might as well be crazy.

She stood on the bed and retorted to the empty room: "Who said I can't live the life of a rich man? ”

"Do you know how many people out there want to support me?"

"As long as I nod, I'll be rich from tonight onwards!"

The boss of a company in Shengxi had this kind of thought, and he wanted to do something to her.

Sheng Xi kicked the other party away, was successfully fired, passed labor arbitration, and spent half a year to get N+1 and change to a new company.

She is beautiful and an orphan, and someone has been thinking about her since she started doing odd jobs in high school.

At first, Sheng Xi was very scared about this and didn't know how to deal with it.

The more she was afraid, the more unscrupulous those people became.

It wasn't until later that Sheng Xi couldn't bear it anymore and slapped the other party.

The man was scared, and he didn't dare to tell her in person, he only dared to spread rumors behind his back, and Sheng Xi came to his senses.

In the face of this kind of scum who bullies the weak and is afraid of the hard, it will be over if you go crazy.

It is better to see a judge than a forensic doctor.

She's not having a good time, and the culprit shouldn't be complacent.

It's a big deal!

As soon as this thought came to mind, Sheng Xi's heart suddenly trembled, as if he had touched some taboo.

The whole world seemed to tremble and resonate with her.

The thought of dying together became stronger and stronger, and Sheng Xi's body seemed to have a fire burning in her body, as long as she released this fire, she could burn the whole world to the ground.

The world is not fair.

The world is not worth it.

The world deserves to be destroyed.

These thoughts filled Sheng Xi's mind, and the suffering of the past continued to torment her.

The rental house in front of me was gradually filled with black, and all kinds of despair rolled and screamed, trying to tear the world apart.

Sheng Xi's brain was muddy, and he remembered that warm dream again.

In that dream, she seemed to have parents, relatives, brothers, friends, and even money.

In her dream, she is unmarried and childless, and has both children and daughters.

There are cats, dogs, colorful aquariums, and an obedient big stupid bear.

Although the children are a little unfilial, it is good to beat them up.

Even in her dream, she raised a stupid and cute black snake that knew how to eat, planted a tree that could pat her ass, and she could fly around with a crane when she had nothing to do.

She's having a really good time.

The warmth of the dream gradually warmed her heart, dispelling the despair that wanted to devour her.

Faintly, a bright light flashed through Sheng Xi's mind, cutting through the darkness in front of him.

Through this glimmer of light, Sheng Xi subconsciously shouted: "Dog'er-"

Before the words fell, all the despair around her poured into Sheng Xi, engulfing her, and she was not allowed to say the following words again.

Caught off guard by a huge amount of despair, the little consciousness that Sheng Xi had just awakened instantly dissipated.

The little memory she had just remembered was extinguished, and when she opened her eyes again, she was locked in a small tin cabinet.

Her body was shrunk, she was dressed in thin clothes, and her short hair was slightly disheveled.

A pair of Danfeng eyes were red and swollen, and I cried for a long time when I saw it.

This vertical rectangular tin cabinet is so small that even a five-year-old child can only stand in it by bending over.

And the place is not big enough, Sheng Xi can't sit on the ground, and can only maintain the movement of bending his knees.

In addition to her, there are also dustpans, brooms and other cleaning items in the tin cabinet.

The broom had just been swept through the water, and it had not been dried, and it had a unique smell of garbage, which was so bad that it made people want to vomit.

Outside the cabinet, there was the noise of children laughing and playing.

Close to the outside of the tin cabinet, two adults were giggling and chatting.

"Did you watch last night's TV series? Eh, how can Xiaoyanzi lie and deceive the emperor that he is Gege? ”

"That's right, what about crape myrtle? She is the emperor's real daughter. ”

"I feel that Xiaoyanzi is also very dangerous in the palace, and the queen is not a good person at first glance."

"Yes, yes, yes, and the Rong Mama next to her. That face is fierce......"

The two leaned on the tin cabinet, chatting about the new TV series, and adjusting their bodies leaning on the tin cabinet from time to time.

Their hands and feet collided against the tin cabinet, making muffled noises of varying degrees of lightness.

These movements seemed insignificant in the noise of the outside world, but for Sheng Xi, who was locked in the iron cabinet, it was like a hammer blowing, which frightened her heart wildly.

"Let me out!" Sheng Xi subconsciously pushed the iron cabinet door.

The door was locked, and she couldn't push it.

"Let me out! Teacher Zhang, let me out! Mr. Zhang! Sheng Xi shouted anxiously and kept slamming the door, trying to get the attention of the two people outside.

The interest in chatting was interrupted, and the round-faced teacher with a twisted braid kicked the tin cabinet where Sheng Xi was located, making a loud noise.

Sheng Xi was taken aback, looking at the deformed iron door in horror, not daring to make a sound.

"What's the noise?" The round-faced teacher scolded angrily, his face full of displeasure, "You give me a good reflection inside!" If you make a mistake, you dare to be hard-mouthed! ”

Sheng Xi's mind went blank, and he didn't know what he had done wrong.

It took a while for her to remember why she was locked up here.

- Mr. Zhang's water cup was broken.

It was a glass cup with a portrait of a celebrity, which was said to have been bought by Mr. Zhang from Xiangjiang and cost a lot of money.

In this era when materials are not rich, such a water cup is of great significance in the eyes of Teacher Zhang, and even makes her feel proud that she is a "superior person".

When she saw the shattered shards of the water glass, her screams could almost pierce the entire kindergarten.

At that time, Sheng Xi happened to be playing on the side, and the black pot was buckled on her head.

But the water cup was not broken by her, but the little friend who identified her and shouted to catch the thief.

Teacher Zhang knew this in her heart, but she didn't dare to blame the child who really broke the water glass.

Because the child's parents are teachers and doctors, they entrusted her to take good care of the child on the first day of the kindergarten.

And Sheng Xi is just an orphan who has no father and no mother and can only go to school by relying on the national welfare policy.

In the face of such unsupported children, they don't have to have any worries.

Who let the cup be broken when Sheng Xi is on the side?

If Sheng Xi hadn't stood there, maybe the water cup wouldn't have been broken.

It must have been given by Sheng Xi, a disaster star who has no father and no mother!

So Sheng Xi naturally became Mr. Zhang's punching bag.

When he was scolded, Sheng Xi wanted to defend himself, but was directly stuffed into the iron cabinet used to store brooms and other things by Mr. Zhang.

Sheng Xi remembers that he was locked up until the end of school that day.

It wasn't until everyone left that the nursery staff from the orphanage came to pick up the people, and Teacher Zhang also beat her up and complained to the nurseryman, saying that she had broken the cup and slandered her for lying and deceiving people.

Sheng Xi doesn't remember how this matter was solved in the end, maybe it wasn't solved at all, but it didn't work.

She is an orphan, she can't pay money, and no one stands up for her.

She doesn't want to go to kindergarten, but every child who reaches her age has to go to school.

She still has to see Teacher Zhang, who doesn't have a good face for herself, every day.

Can't afford to hide.

She learned to be obedient, and every time she saw each other, she avoided and ran.

So the other party had no choice but to scold her in front of the class again and again when the whole class was in class and Sheng Xi had to sit in her seat.

Sheng Xi's memory of the kindergarten, apart from the teacher's ugly face, is only the smell of wet and smelly garbage in the small tin cabinet, and the wanton laughter coming from outside when he is in fear.

The surrounding scene faded away, and Sheng Xi returned to darkness.

She felt something choke her throat, as if an invisible hand was clenching her heart, making her gasp for breath.

The suppressed despair came to her heart again, she couldn't see hope in this world, and wanted to bring everyone to the funeral.

A corner of the darkness lit up, and it was the scene when she was locked in the tin cabinet, and the rest of the children were playing happily outside, and the two teachers were leaning on the tin cabinet and chatting.

Sheng Xi looked at this scene from the perspective of a third person.

She saw that Teacher Zhang was smiling very happily, and from time to time she would kick and close her tin cabinet, and threaten her with the sound of kicking the door that was infinitely amplified by the tin cabinet.

Every time I heard her frightened screams, the round-faced young teacher would laugh even more happily.

Anger grew in his heart, making Sheng Xi want to slap the other party immediately.

Suddenly, Sheng Xi had an extra knife in his hand.

A voice told her in her heart, "Just kill her." ”

Sheng Xi subconsciously clenched the knife.

But the anger is still spreading, making her feel that it is difficult to vent the hatred in her heart just by killing this one.

The sharp knife in her hand turned into a gun again.

Sheng Xi looked at the hand he had only seen on TV. Gun, inexplicably felt wrong.

Her heart moved, this pitch-black hand. The gun turned into a Gatling machine with a stand. Gun.

Oh huh?

Sheng Xi raised his eyebrows and turned his mind again, the Gatling machine in his arms. The gun has again become a miniature version of the "truth".

Sheng Xi burst into tears and laughed, as if he was saying to himself, and as if he was saying to something else lurking in the dark:

"I don't think it's enough, I have to be stronger."

Sheng Xi's mind appeared with the appearance of envy.

However, the "truth" in front of her is still the appearance of a cannon, and it does not conjure the handsome guy in her mind.

Could it be that this handsome guy is not fierce enough?

That made her think of a more ferocious weapon.

Sheng Xi was pondering which was more fierce, Feng San or Jingchen Yuanjun, and suddenly froze in place.

As the faces of these two people were clearly outlined in her mind, Sheng Xi's sealed memories were unraveled at once.

She remembered everything that had happened to the Southeast Spirit Realm!

Sheng Xi suddenly smiled: "Hahaha......"

The tin cabinet not far away and the teacher Zhang she hated disappeared, and the surroundings fell into boundless darkness again, leaving only Sheng Xi's laughter.

She laughed like a villain and shouted angrily into the darkness, "Dog! ”

The thick darkness swelled up, trying to swallow the tide again.

But this time Sheng Xi has already prepared,

As soon as these despairs lurking in the darkness changed, they were ignited by her phoenix fire.

The red and white phoenix fire burned a pure land around her, and Sheng Xi's body glowed with light, which was particularly conspicuous in this darkness.

Under the light of the dancing phoenix fire, the despair that made up this darkness squirmed and retreated, not daring to approach.

Sheng Xi's thoughts were finally completely clear.

She had never been back to Earth, and all she had just seen was memories she had brought back after being consumed by this despair.

"Dog, you like the earth so much, just say it. As long as you win the Heavenly Dao over there, you will be able to occupy the earth. ”

"The balance of good and evil thoughts in the Heavenly Dao over there has always been in a state of slumber, never interfering in human affairs."

"If you hit him with the sneak attack you do best, you will definitely win."

"What? Can't you get by? ”

"Why are you so good?"

"Shut up!" A majestic cascading voice came from the darkness, interrupting Sheng Xi's continuous taunts.

Sheng Xi was no longer the child who would be afraid of others because of their anger, and he was not frightened by the dog at all, and said with a smile: "Didn't I want to show you the way?" ”

The darkness was surging, probably because he was afraid that he would be angry to death, Tiandao did not argue with Sheng Xi about this matter again, but said: "Sheng Xi, what you just saw is the real experience you once had. ”

"Do you remember what you used to say about the world?"

"You say the world is a piece of shit."

Sheng Xi admitted that he had thought so.

Whoever has experienced those bad things will feel the same way.

But she was not led crooked by the dog: "I still praise the world for being so beautiful, why don't you say it?" ”

The majestic cascading voice of the Heavenly Dao seemed to announce a truth: "Beauty is temporary, chaos is eternal." ”

Sheng Xi didn't care: "I can't live forever, it's enough to enjoy temporary beauty in a limited life." ”

There was silence in the darkness, as if the dog didn't know how to refute it for a while.

After a while, He asked, "Is it okay to forget all the sufferings you have experienced?" Don't you want revenge, just be bullied by them? ”

"I'm not reconciled. Why don't you send me back to Earth now and let me beat up that thing surnamed Zhang? Stuff her in a tin cabinet and lock her up for a day? "Sheng Xi is really a little excited.

She was so frank that she didn't know what to say to Tiandao.

After a long time, He asked incomprehensibly, "Don't you hate you for all the suffering you have endured in that place called the earth?" ”

Sheng Xi smiled, and his tone was relaxed: "Hate." But I can't always remember these bad things, can I? ”

"You use these evil thoughts and despair to find the sad things in my memory, but these sad things are not the only things in my life."

"You see, I can go to kindergarten because of the support of national policies, and the old dean insists on implementing it."

"So I was a penniless orphan who could go to primary school, middle school, and university, and find a job to support myself and make a living in a big city by reading and reading and being literate."

"It's not like walking on the road alone, being picked up and locked up at a young age, and having five, six, seven, or eight children."

"I have lived in an orphanage for more than ten years and have met several nursery teachers."

"Some of these uncles and aunts are very good, they will pay out of their own pockets to buy us snacks and stationery, and teach us the philosophy of life."

"Some of them are very indifferent, and they will rely on our young age to ignore things and perfunctory us."

"But I can't just think that everyone is a bad person, right?"

"I'll admit that I have an unpleasant memory on Earth, but that's not all."

"If a person bullies me, if I always suffer from it, it is equivalent to him bullying me for the rest of my life."

"My good life can't be wasted on scum."

"Dog, don't you say?"

The dog was silent for a long time.

He didn't know how to refute it.

He had only pain, despair and pain from the inside out.

These sufferings originate from sentient beings, and they also originate from the shengxi.

Now after listening to Sheng Xi's theory, he feels that Sheng Xi has bullied him all his life.

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