Chapter 55: The obsession is too deep

Xiao Tianqing turned around and left in a dashing manner, leaving Nandi alone to drink tea in the distance.

When did you fall in love with drinking tea here? The afterglow of the scorching sun had long since disappeared, and the sudden autumn wind blew off the leaves and petals of the trees on the ground, and they were blown one after another.

"Lord, it's cold, go back." The little eunuch who had been standing behind him opened his mouth to remind, and after saying a word, he stood back respectfully.

As if he hadn't heard the little eunuch's words, Nandi didn't make a sound, just sat there quietly, playing with the teacup in his hand. In fact, the water in the cup was already cold, but Nandi stubbornly refused to put it down, or he was looking at things and thinking about people.

It has been thirteen years since the destruction of the Feng Kingdom, and it is an unbearable past. Since the last time Xiao Tianqing told him about Queen Liu, he has been trying hard to forget the woman in his memory, but to no avail.

As early as after she left, he tried a variety of methods, until he heard the news of her martyrdom, and all his emotions could no longer be suppressed. went to Fengguo alone, just to mourn her non-existent soul, or maybe it was to fulfill the obsession in her heart that has never changed.

For so many years, he avoided Queen Liu, for what reason, even he didn't know. There are so many concubines in his harem, but there is only one son, Xiao Tianqing, which is not a kind of compensation for Feng Qingge. Queen Liu is the woman who is most like Feng Qingge, her eyebrows, eyes, and aura are all so seven-point like.

When he saw her for the first time, he mistook her for Feng Qingge, looking at her surprised eyes, he also had a moment of trance. So despite the opposition of so many ministers in the court, he insisted on marrying a woman with no aristocratic background as the queen of the country.

Even if Feng Qingge doesn't see herself, at least looking at her can be regarded as a comfort. Until that day, everything was rewritten, she no longer existed in this world, and the string in his heart was slammed.

He didn't want to see the woman who looked similar to Feng Qingge again, as if this would erase the fact that Feng Qingge was no longer there.

The person's name, figure, and face were all deeply imprinted in his mind, and even death could not erase the traces of her existence.

Perhaps, the biggest sorrow in this world is not that you can't stay in love, but that the person you love has long since stopped loving you, but you are still holding on to your memories and obsessive.

Now that I think about it, he has failed two women in his life, one he loves to the bone, and the other is his life, but he has failed them from beginning to end.

Nandi thought about it for a long time and stayed for a long time, until when the autumn wind was blowing more violently, he raised his head and poured out the tea in the teacup in his hand, and there was not a drop left.

It's like feelings, which have been paid, and now it's hard to take them back. Nandi Xiao Tianning stood up, put the tea cup in his hand on the table, and said softly, "Let's go." ”

There are only two people here, Nandi and the little eunuch, and this sentence is obviously said to the little eunuch behind him.

The little eunuch's body trembled, and then he kept up with Nandi's pace.

Behind him, there are fallen leaves all over the ground, lying lonely on the ground, fluttering in the air for a while when the wind blows, finally submerging into the dust and blending into one.

Its traces will be buried by history and become a thing of the past, and no one will remember.