Chapter 7: I Want to See Her (1)

But like that, how could he do it at that time?

Put your hand on your heart, and it hurts terribly.

Every time I think of her like this, it is like being in the same pain as Ling Chi, the kind of deep bone marrow feeling, which has been given up by him like that.

Calling those two words as if fascinated, her name was like an imprint on his heart, with his deep after-knowledge love.

Shu'er.

Miss her.

wanted to see her, at that moment, he was full of thoughts about her.

She is fresh in a long white dress, her hair is tied back when she cooks, she is playful, and she likes to sit quietly under the sun.

Is she still the same as before, with such quiet and distant eyes and quiet temperament.

Or has she changed?

I really want to know where she has been all these years, how she has been doing, she has lost an eye, and she is still the same without him by her side? Do you remember their agreement, his promise?

Even if he is about to get engaged now, even if she can't see it now, he will still fulfill the promise he made to her back then, not because of responsibility, not because of apology, but simply want to continue to love her.

Marrying her sounds like such a wonderful thing.

No matter birth, old age, sickness and death, blessing and misfortune, no matter the ends of the earth or just a stone's throw away, he will give up everything and marry her without hesitation.

It's just that now he is still qualified to marry her?

He should have known from the moment he sent her to the operating room that with her character, forgiveness was almost his luxury.

Every time, standing in front of the cold stone, looking at her with a smile on it, I can't forget the almost unwarm voice of the doctor after the operation, "The patient's emotions are too high during the operation, causing heavy bleeding after the miscarriage......

Massive hemorrhage after miscarriage, ineffective rescue, death......

It seems that every word is ridiculing and ridiculing his selfishness and ruthlessness.

He is a man, but he sends his woman to the operating table for his own selfishness, and then he is separated from heaven and man from then on.

Ye Zhichen, you are such a brute!

It's just that he, who is so brute now, really wants to see her again, looks into her eyes, and tells her that he has been missing her all these years, and he wants to miss her very much.

But where did he still have the courage to look into her eyes?

Three years, not long or short, after he wounded her, after he got engaged, could he still see her again?

Now, in what capacity can he go to see her, and what qualifications does he have to go to her again?

When she came back after three years, maybe she already had someone to rely on, maybe she had forgotten the existence of such a person who had hurt her so badly, or did she come back with all the resentment against him?

He would rather she resented him, at least in her heart, and remembered him.

It's just that, Ye Zhichen, if all the feelings are only resentment in the end, then what should you do?

I love her, but I can't face her again, and I don't even have the courage to have her again, Ye Zhichen, what should you do?

On that day, the autumn afternoon sun was warm. Susan will never forget that the president, who has always been high and unattainable, and who is calm and resolute, turned around, carried it on her back, and cried out in pain.

Ye Zhichen didn't know how he got back to the office, his legs were shaking so badly, and he didn't have the strength to go out at all.