Chapter 152: I just can't forget it
"Lord, why do you say I bother, but yourself, why do you bother?" Empress Liu finally took her eyes off Nandi's face, but her heart ached.
"Why bother, I, I just can't forget her." Nandi said, a smile appeared on his face, after so many intrigues and tricks, his face could still bloom with a baby-like smile, but the person who made him smile like this was not her.
She was in his heart, but never in hers. Perhaps in Nandi's heart, Queen Liu is more like his little sister, rather than a wife who spends his life together and shares hardships, which may also be the sadness of Queen Liu's life.
"Lord, is it really that difficult to do?" Liu Hou asked softly, her eyes full of expectation. Although she already knows the answer, she still doesn't seem to give up, she just has to hear it with her own ears to be able to believe it, and to believe that she really has no chance at all.
Nandi naturally understood what Empress Liu meant, but he had a way, and this was also his helplessness. Facing the hopeful eyes of the queen of the willow, he nodded lightly. Queen Liu's gaze darkened in an instant, and she smiled self-deprecatingly on her face.
"I know, I know, I can never compare to her, she was in your heart when she was alive, she died, I was in your heart, but she was in your heart. There is never a way to compare between the two of us, I know that I can't compare to her, so I never dare to compare myself with her, I just don't want to. I thought that after all this time, I would always live in your heart. Only now did I realize how wrong I was, whether she lived or died, in your heart, she would always be left alone, and there would be no place for me anymore. Empress Liu clearly had a smile on her face, but that smile looked even more distressing.
Nandi didn't know how to comfort her, it was superfluous to say anything now, and Nandi also knew that no matter what she said, she wouldn't listen to it. Empress Liu smiled and began to cough violently again, Nandi was shocked, hurriedly stood up, and shouted loudly: "Come on, call the imperial doctor." ”
There was no movement for more than a long time after his voice fell, and only then did Nandi remember that he had not brought anyone with him when he came. However, looking at the painful Liu Hou on the bed, how could he sit still, and he was about to go out and call the imperial doctor himself.
Just as his footsteps were raised and he was about to leave, Queen Liu's hand grabbed him tightly, "Lord of the country, don't." ”
"Liu'er, your illness can't be delayed any longer." Although Nandi had a heart, he didn't dare to break free, after all, Empress Liu's body was weak, and it was very likely that his gentle move would hurt Empress Liu again.
"My lord, my body, I know for myself, and I am very happy that you can come to see me today. I really don't want anything else anymore. These few words, Liu Hou said extremely difficult. After all, she is a sick person, and Nandi's sudden arrival brought her a lot of surprises, and she forgot the hour for a while, and her body was already overworked. But she just didn't want to say it, and finally had such a chance to be able to face him face to face, like an ordinary person. She couldn't bear to break such a peaceful scene, as long as she could still see Nandi, she would be dead now, and she would have no regrets. She didn't want to miss a minute or second with Nandi, "Lord, stay here and stay with me for a while, okay?" Empress Liu asked softly, her tone was already a lot weaker, because she didn't know if Nandi would agree to herself, she just had an expectation, hoping so.
"Okay." Looking at Liu Hou who was so compromised, how could Nandi bear to leave, how could he be willing to hurt her deeply, even if there is no love between them, but in the end, after so many years of husband and wife. People say that a husband and wife are a hundred days of grace, and between them, the same is true, looking at the queen of the willow, the Southern Emperor can't bear it.
"You'd better move out of here, I can't forget her, but it's not what I want."
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