Chapter 19: I Want to Take Care of You (7)
When Ye Zhichen finished preparing to go out, the people in the restaurant had already walked a little half, two part-time students were wiping the table, Lan Ruohao was serving, and Lan Xianshu occasionally came out to help.
couldn't help it, looking at the busy few people, even if they knew the fate of his appearance, they still couldn't help it.
Turning around and walking into the back kitchen, Ye Zhichen stood quietly around the corner and looked at her busy figure.
His eyes were full of obsession.
In the past, he liked to hold a cup of green tea in his spare time, stand behind her, and watch her busy but orderly in the kitchen, like a hard-working little bee, and his mouth was full of happiness.
Lan Xianshu was copying a plate of vegetables.
She quickly took out the clean vegetables she picked from the basket and pushed them on the plate.
The kitchen was quiet, only the sound of her stir-frying was spreading.
Even with him on her back, she knew he was coming, and she stood there with the initial feeling.
It's just that what he doesn't know is that this feeling is like the beginning of a nightmare, extreme happiness is followed by tragedy, she struggles in this endless dream like a mute, reincarnation is circling, unable to wake up.
"Shu'er."
"It's late, you should go back." She interrupted him directly in a faint tone and began to give the eviction order, "Don't come back in the future." ”
"I've been regretting it for the past two years," he said with a quiet expression as if it wasn't her standing across from him, "at that time I thought it would be fine as long as I gave you a marriage, and what you lost, as long as I didn't care." I will give you the position of the young lady of the Ye family as I said, and then I will simply live with you for the rest of my life. ”
When a dish was cooked, she took a plate and carefully multiplied the green greens into the white porcelain plate little by little, wiping off the soup that had spilled around the plate.
All this is so fluent, her slender fingers are like a magician quietly completing a simple performance, but Ye Zhichen still saw it, and she tried her best to hide the trembling.
"I didn't understand until I lost you, it turned out that I didn't want to marry you, but I wanted to give you a promise, a promise to love you, but I understood it too late."
She arranged the greens on her plate neatly, with the leaves facing the same direction, and it looked very green and lovely. Then, picking up the plate, turning around, looking at him, his eyes were full of restored tranquility, "These are all in the past, I heard that you are getting married, congratulations." ”
Getting married, he smiled, as if on purpose, "You know, it's a wedding that should belong to you." ”
I don't know why, hearing his answer, she will have a trace of unspeakable pain in her heart.
Yes, it was her wedding, it was her groom, it was her happiness.
It's just that that's just the past.
Once and now, there is a past that cannot be returned.
"Shu'er, I don't want to forgive, I just hope it's good to stand not far away and watch you, maybe one day you need someone by your side, whether it's me or not, just let me see you happy with my own eyes," full of irrepressible pain, he lowered his head, looking at her nervously entangled fingers, in his voice, there was a silent collapse in a low voice that couldn't be concealed, "I don't expect too much, I know that you don't want my things, just let me, simply by your side."