Chapter 198: I Just Want Her to Be Happy
Perhaps, Ling Tianqi did something different, but Gu Yuancheng didn't think that coming to the south so rashly was the best solution.
"Yuancheng, you are my brother. So, I'm not afraid to say these things to you. I knew that the general trend was gone, and there was no way to undo it, and there was no way to make up for it. But I can't let it go, you know, the reason why I came to the southern country was not to be able to bring Xiao Wu back to the Ling country safe and sound. I just want to see with my own eyes whether she's doing well here. Ling Tianqi's words were very gloomy, as if he had returned to the night of his mother's death overnight.
The heavy rain annihilated all traces, and he held the cold body of his mother and could not do anything. That kind of scene, experienced once in a lifetime is enough to be unforgettable, so unforgettable. In his life, he has cared for two women, one is his mother, and the other is Fengliuwu. His sister who has been regarded as a treasure all his life, but he doesn't want to encounter such big twists and turns in his life. How could he not be at all unwavering in his heart, if he said that he didn't care, it was impossible.
One has disappeared in his life, and now only Feng Liuwu is left, even if he can't always protect her by her side, at least he must be able to see her safe and sound, so that he can let go of his heart.
"Apocalypse, you will be very tired if you live like this." Gu Yuancheng didn't know how to comfort him, how hard his mother's death hit Ling Tianqi back then, Gu Yuancheng saw it with his own eyes. Now that the old thing is brought up again, it is still so difficult to put down.
"But I can't let go, and if I can forget, I don't want to be like this. But everything has a cause and an effect, and I have no control. There is no way to say anything like feelings. It's not up to you or me, it's up to me. Ling Tianqi was riding on a horse, but his eyes were looking into the distance, and the most in that gaze was helpless.
"After all, you yourself pushed yourself too hard, otherwise, how can anyone in this world dare to force you to think about things you don't want to do. If you can let go of it yourself, many things in this world are much better than you can imagine. "What Gu Yuancheng said is indeed good, there is indeed no one in this world who can let Ling Tianqi do things he doesn't like to do. If he hadn't fallen too deep himself, how would he be what he is today.
Ling Tianqi had never felt that there was a moment when he was so confused as he was now, like a child who couldn't find his way. "I said at the beginning that if I could, I would rather drop everything and fly away. Ignore everything in this world, but you said that I am a person with hatred, and I can't leave easily. So I didn't leave, but I regretted it, and when I knew that Xiao Wu was married to Nanguo, my intestines were about to regret it. If we had gone like that, wouldn't everything have happened now? Xiao Wu can still be by my side, and I can do everything to protect her. Ling Tianqi spoke, his voice faded, he couldn't speak, every time he mentioned these words, his mood would become very subtle. There is always a faint emotion lingering in my heart, lingering. It's like those past events that have happened in the past, all of which hit him in a moment, leaving him with no power to parry.
"But even if you fly away, do you let go of your responsibilities? Ling Tianqi, you are not an ordinary person, you are the famous prince of Ling Kingdom. You carry too much on your body, it's not that you can let go if you say you want to, have you thought about this? Gu Yuancheng said, with a faint light in his eyes.
"Lord Wang, that's nothing to me, just a false name in the world. I've never cared about it, and naturally I don't take it to heart. To me, Ling Guo is nothing but my homeland, which provides me with a place to live. If so, what is the important responsibility? I've never asked for trouble, he didn't have the grace to raise me, so many years have passed, I have fought everywhere for him, even if I want to report it, we can be regarded as two clear. Ling Tianqi could naturally understand the meaning of Gu Yuancheng's words, but to be honest, after so many years, so far, he really didn't feel that he owed anything to his so-called biological father.
I have never enjoyed the privilege of being a prince, nor have I lived the life of a prince for a day. What is he, he is just a chess piece in the hands of Emperor Ling, dispensable.
"Haven't you forgotten all this? I thought that after so many years, you would have long been relieved? Gu Yuancheng was a little surprised, he didn't expect that Ling Tianqi still had so many things hidden in his heart. And these were never mentioned to him by Ling Tianqi. "Relieved? How do you let me go and forget all this? Yuancheng, if it were you, do you think you could do it? Ling Tianqi asked rhetorically, his tone mixed with a hint of loneliness.
Indeed, what Ling Tianqi said was right, if this happened to him, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to let go? If he thought about it from another perspective, he would admire Ling Tianqi, for so many years, he had actually buried his hatred so deeply, and even said that he had never mentioned it for so many years.
"However, these are all in the past, and now, I just want to see Xiao Wu standing in front of me safe and sound, and that's enough. As for the rest, I don't care anymore. The rights and wrongs of those worldly times are not as important as Xiao Wu. As long as Xiao Wu is good, then the rest will mean nothing to me. Ling Tianqi said, his eyes continuing to drift into the distance.
Looking at Ling Tianqi like this, Gu Yuancheng was speechless after all.
Maybe in his heart, the only thing that can change him is Fengliuwu. But now, Feng Liuwu was no longer by his side, but he didn't know who else in this world could make Ling Tianqi untie the knot in his heart.
Some things are just so strange, maybe everyone will think that Ling Tianqi is cold, but he is unusually good to Feng Liuwu. Perhaps, this is beyond everyone's imagination. But the fact is that no one can deny it.
"Let's hurry, it's not early, we are still some way from the southern capital, and it's not too early, I'm afraid we won't be able to arrive at the southern capital before dark." Let's hurry first and find a place to stay. Ling Tianqi said, taking the lead in turning the horse's head. Gu Yuancheng glanced at it, and also turned around with the horse.
It was dusty again, and when Ling Tianqi and Gu Yuancheng arrived at the inn, they were already covered in dust.
"Shop, stay in the store." Before Ling Tianqi could enter, Gu Yuancheng, who was following behind, had already opened his mouth and shouted loudly.
When Ling Tianqi and Gu Yuancheng entered, they naturally won a lot of attention. People dressed like the two of them are definitely not ordinary people at first glance.
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